日記 (Pixiv Fanbox)

憩室炎に罹りました（多分）！！！腸の色んな所にポコポコと小さな袋みたいなのができて炎症を起こす病気です。06/10からずっと左下っ腹に刺すような痛みが続いており病院を二件ほど回りました。熱はなく、痛みもギリ我慢できる…けど！お腹を下すような痛み+下っ腹を刺す痛みで鎮痛剤も効かないのでぐったりしております。

CTを撮れば病状確定して治療ができるのですが、「熱はなく、痛みもギリ我慢できる状態」だとCTを撮る決め手にならないということでお腹の痛みを緩和させる薬で様子見とのことです。

正直、今描いてる漫画描き終えて早く販売しないと医療費も生活費がカツカツなのですが（FANBOXのサポーターさんも半分以上減っちゃったし、前の漫画もほとんど売れてなくて）

しんどいよ～～～！ど～～しよ～～～！🥲って感じです

I (probably) have diverticulitis now...!!!

It's a condition where small pouches form in the intestine and become inflamed. Since June 10, I've had a sharp stabbing pain in my lower left abdomen, and I've already been to two hospitals.

I don't have a fever, and the pain is *just* manageable... but it's a combination of cramp-like intestinal pain and a stabbing pain in my lower abdomen. Even painkillers haven't really helped, so I've been completely exhausted.

A CT scan would be needed to confirm the diagnosis and start proper treatment, but because I don't have a fever and the pain is still technically tolerable, the doctors don't feel there's enough reason to do one yet. For now, I'm just taking medication to ease the abdominal pain and waiting to see how things develop.

To be honest, I'm under a lot of pressure. I really need to finish the manga I'm working on and release it soon because medical bills and everyday expenses are piling up. Since the recent payment issues, I've lost more than half of my FANBOX supporters, and my previous manga hasn't sold very well either.

It's been really rough... I honestly don't know what to do right now. 🥲