Change of plan 计划变更 (Pixiv Fanbox)
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My father, one of the closest people in my life, has been diagnosed with stage IV lung adenocarcinoma.
We are currently waiting for the results of genetic testing to determine whether immunotherapy or targeted therapy may be viable treatment options. I'm still trying to process this new reality. After feeling as though all my motivation has been drained away, I have to find the strength to keep moving forward.
I have always considered myself fortunate. My parents have been incredibly understanding and supportive of my pursuing what I love. Even though we live on opposite sides of the world—I live in Spain while my parents live in Japan—and we haven't been physically together for almost ten years, the internet has allowed us to stay close. We video chat every day, usually for more than half an hour.
Over the past three years, I have devoted most of my time to content creation, often at the expense of my own health. Looking back, I'm honestly surprised that I was able to sustain that workload for so long. But now I need to change my priorities. I need to take care of my parents, and I also need to take care of myself. As a result, I will have to significantly reduce the amount of time I spend drawing.
I will be creating a new 500 JPY/month tier, and I will do my best to post updates twice per month. There is also a possibility that I may need to stop updating altogether. If that becomes necessary, I will let everyone know before the start of the following month.
Drawing makes me happy, and I feel incredibly fortunate to have people from all over the world who enjoy my work. I sincerely hope that my art brings you joy, helps you relax, relieves sexual tension, and offers a brief respite in a world of fantasy.
Thank you for your understanding and continued support.
我在这个世界上最亲近的人,我的爸爸……得了癌症。肺腺癌,第四期,我们正在等待基因检测,看看是否能够通过免疫疗法和遗传因子疗法来进行治疗。我还在努力去接受这个现实,在被抽干任何动力之后,努力走下去。
我一直觉得自己是很幸运的人,我的父母一直都很理解我,并且支持着我去追逐我的梦想,做我喜欢做的事情。虽然我们彼此居住在地球的对面(我在西班牙,我父母在日本),并且我们几乎10年没有在一起了。多亏了因特网,我们能够每天视频聊天超过半个小时,一直都在坚持。
过去的3年间,我大部分的时间都投入在作品创作中,并且以牺牲自己的身体作为代价。其实我也很意外自己能够维持这个产量。考虑到接下来,我需要照顾我的亲人,同时我也需要努力照顾好自己,我不得不大大减少我画画的时间。
我会开新的500日元的档位,每个月会更新两次。尽量争取在保留原本的性价比。 我也可能会停更,当然我会预先告知大家的。
画画让我很开心,而且我很幸运的有来自世界各地的喜欢我的作品的粉丝,我希望我的作品为你带来快乐,释放性欲,并且在幻想的世界中找到慰藉。
感谢大家一直以来的理解和支持。