I'm exhausted... (Pixiv Fanbox)

私は、もう・・この生活に疲れ果てた・・。私はこの先、一生・・この形だけの身内と生活してゆくのだろうか・・？先に逝くなんて・・、お母さん、あんまりだよ・・。 I'm so tired of this life. Am I going to have to live with these family members for the rest of my life? It's too much for Mom to have to go before me.