皮针11（预览）78P (Pixiv Fanbox)

大家好，我是zis，真的很久很久没有在这里和大家见面了。

我差不多将近一年的时间没有更新过 FANBOX 了。首先，想对一直以来关注我、支持我的大家说一声：抱歉！

在过去这一年里，我的生活和身边发生了很多事情。其实，目前大家看到的这个新预览，早在去年 10月份左右就已经完成了，后续的这段时间里，我也陆陆续续做了一些新内容，包括研究一些新的技术细节、做了一些动图，以及很多人物的妆造和杂图。

我想向大家说实话：我其实从来没有停止过创作。

不过在作图过程中，我常常会卡在某些特定的地方和细节上。这个时候我自己很多强迫症让我没办法选择，然后就卡住了。随着时间过去，我心里也变得越来越焦虑和愧疚。我开始变得不敢面对大家，不敢看后台的讯息，只能选择逃避，结果让事情陷入了一个恶性循环……

这段时间我反思了很久，还是决定出来，和大家说明这个情况。

因为我发现自己其实非常享受作图和创作的过程，如果做出好看的图，真是非常开心。

关于接下来的计划：

为了打破之前的僵局，我决定改变一下自己的工作流和更新节奏。后续我打算每隔一到两天，就在 X（Twitter）上更新一些制作进度图，或者一些日常的杂图，请大家多关注一下。

最后，真的非常、非常感谢大家一直以来的包容、理解与支持。

我会努力找回状态的！

目前我的进度是101P，然后预览是78p，完整版本估计会150P左右，目前就是警局的后续剧情，然后后面是涩涩加皮物的反差，进度我会随时在X汇报

FANBOX 正式内容： 后续动图、妆造杂图、4K高清版本，以及英语语言的版本，会陆续在 FANBOX 更新

密码还是以前那个

Hello everyone, I’m zis. It has been a really, really long time since I last saw you all here.

Looking back, it has been nearly a year since my last FANBOX update. First and foremost, I want to say to everyone who has been following and supporting me: I am so sorry for making you wait for so long!

Over the past year, a lot has happened in my life and around me. To be honest, the new preview you are seeing right now was actually completed around October of last year. Since then, I have gradually been working on some new content, which includes researching new technical details, creating some animations, and making a lot of character styling and miscellaneous renders.

What I want to confess to everyone is: I have never actually stopped creating.

However, during the process of rendering and creating, I would often get stuck on certain specific parts and details. When that happened, my own perfectionism and OCD-like tendencies would leave me feeling like I had no choice, paralyzing me completely. As time went on and the gap since my last update grew wider, I felt increasingly anxious and guilty. I started to become afraid of facing everyone, and I didn't dare to look at the messages in my inbox. Choosing to avoid it only dragged me into a vicious cycle...

I have reflected on this for a long time, and I finally decided to come forward and explain the situation to you all honestly.

Because when I calm down and think about it, I realize that I truly enjoy the process of making art and creating. It is something that brings me genuine happiness.

Regarding my plans moving forward:

To break the previous deadlock, I've decided to change up my workflow and update pace. Moving forward, I plan to post progress images of my work or some casual daily renders on X (Twitter) every one to two days. I hope this will help me stay disciplined and motivated, while letting you all see my progress anytime.

Lastly, thank you all so, so much for your continuous tolerance, understanding, and support.

If you have any suggestions regarding my future update directions and content, or if you just want to chat, you are always welcome to DM (private message) me!

I will work hard to get back into my best shape. Please continue to support me on this journey ahead!

Official FANBOX Content: Future animations, character styling/miscellaneous renders, 4K high-resolution versions, as well as English language versions will be gradually updated right here on FANBOX!