Sorry guys - but no dev update today (Pixiv Fanbox)

I'm really sorry for doing this, but there will be no dev update today.

I've diminished the severity of my personal issues yesterday in the dev post, but I should just play open card with you guys: I'm currently having major anxiety attacks about my holiday trip to Japan and I just... Can't calm down. It's so stupid, I've been looking forward to this for months and now 6 weeks before we go I'm just... caving in.

I'll be discussing this with the people I'm going with this Thursday(?), but today I'm just going to call it quits and hide in my bed. I've never experienced something like this before; I won't lie. It's destroying me, and I just can't seem to deal with

I'm sorry for this, I normally try to keep my personal issues as much as I can out of these post (you guys are here for rubbery smut and not me being a nervous wreck); but I just didn't find it fair not to be upfront with you guys about why there's no dev update. I'll try to make it up with you guys this Wednesday.

I'll be shutting down the computer now, I'll (probably) be around tomorrow to answer any and all questions.

Yours,

Scriptor