Some Me Updates For Those Who Want To Know 🤷‍♀️ (Patreon)

Throat is feeling a little better for one thing. Still not 100% but it’s getting there. I see a specialist soon to make sure the infection didn’t do any serious damage anywhere.

I just had a procedure done on my back to try to reduce the severe low back pain I’ve been battling since the little fox was born. I will know in a few days if it took effect or not.

In the process of building a desktop computer. I realized I needed something sturdier and hardier than laptops to support all the programs I run and devices I use. It should be done soon. Also it will boost my vtubing ability hardcore as I should be able to hook up my oculus rift s and do vtuber stuff with that. I know most of you don’t care about that but the streams have helped me connect with other people, the overlapping ASMR RP and vtuber community is nice and supportive, and it distracts me from the fact d Knight is miles away and I won’t see him until the end of spring.

I commissioned vtube models of Paige , Takara , and Aiko. And when money’s there I’m getting a Ruby and then maybe one of the Neko girls. So I can do real fine live vtube role playing! A fun way to combine both worlds right? Let me know what you think of the idea!

The renovations to my house should be done by US Thanksgiving according to the contractor. The noise from the construction projects has also played a role in the lack of roleplays I’ve been able to produce. But it looks like it all will be done fairly soon! Yay!

And I’ve gotta be real, my mental health hasn’t been the best lately. I’ve been fighting a major bipolar depression episode and it paired with anxiety attacks out of nowhere has been hell. It’s been hard for me to record because I’d get my notes ready and go to do it then bam anxiety attack and I freeze up and need a long break to calm down. Most of you know I struggle with bipolar and it literally has its ups and downs. I just happen to be in a bad downswing right now. But I think things will turn back up soon. They got to right?

I’ve been dabbling with a new way to do my thumbnails. More minimalist less descriptive other than the basics and a little cheeky. Let me know what you think of the change or if I should go back to my traditional thumbnails.

Dokima ( https://twitter.com/DokimaArt ) is the new artist primarily taking over for Kawitchii while she’s recovering. This includes art to be used as thumbnails as well as exclusives on here. The only thing they won’t do is merch designs which is understandable. Check out their work and show them some love!

I’m working on an exclusive nsfw piece that should be done soon. So sit tight y’all it’s coming! I’m slowly ever so slowly getting back in the groove. Please have patience with me.

So yeah that’s what’s been going on with me. For those of you who decided to stick things out and believe in me - thank you. It means a lot. Because things for me are chaos right now. I’m hoping things settle soon! 💗💕✨