Lewd Kitti 3D Model And How I Am Coping With Everything (Patreon)

The guy who made my galaxy Kitti 3D model made a lewd lingerie version 😂 I love it don’t you?

Anyway, health wise I’m not doing the best. I had to see a doctor at one of those care now minute clinics this weekend. Because I kept spiking high fevers and coughing stuff up. Because of Covid and flu season they were short on testing supplies for stuff but we ruled out Covid and it’s been too long for basic flu. I see a regular pcp tomorrow or Tuesday for more tests and to get a thorough exam. But the minute clinic doctor thinks I got a bad cold exacerbated by the damage the viral pharyngitis already did to my body and it could’ve evolved into a type of pneumonia due to my depressed immune system. Right now I can just treat the symptoms. As even if it’s pneumonia last time I had that years ago they can’t do much if it’s viral. I just hope it clears up soon as in less than 2 weeks is D Knight’s long weekend break when I’m supposed to fly out and see him. And if I’m still sick I can’t do that. I know you all want me better so I can make content but I want that and more so to see my husband and do more than basic care things with my kids. 😭

I have a website in the works. A friend is helping me with that. It’s separate from my main site as the platform I use for that doesn’t allow for much audio or video uploading or features like commenting and playlists for guest users. So a separate site is being made from scratch. A couple people on the big discord server told me they’re helping to backup the channel. If this is true and I get back ups sent I can try to get them loaded onto the site. But I advise you all to save the stuff you like physically while you can.

Now that Belle Delphine, a major player, has been terminated for lewd it has me more worried. I won’t lie. I am anxious. Even if I wasn’t sick I’d be anxious to upload another roleplay given the current climate on the site right now. And with Patreon also cracking down on adult content (two artists I follow just had to delete most of their posts after getting a warning or else risked their whole accounts getting shut down) I want to play it safe everywhere at the moment. Not make waves. Not draw a whole lot of attention to myself. Again I advise you all to save the content you like in case I get a similar warning and have to hide stuff.

Besides my anxiety is so bad right now in top of being ill I doubt I could properly voice act or be lewd anyway. 🤷‍♀️ Just how it is sometimes.

When I feel better and things hopefully die down I will go back to doing a few streams and then ease back in to uploading the roleplay audios. I’m just very anxious right now on top of not feeling well. Like I don’t think I can emphasize the anxiety enough. It bothers me during my regular daily life activities. Along with little fox it interrupts my sleep. My medication does little to help. And my therapist doesn’t quite understand. It’s a nightmare. I want to see how things play out a little while longer. It reminds me of when this one SeaWorld trainer got killed by an orca and all the trainers were on edge because they realize what happened to her could happen to any of them. And no channel termination is not the same as physical death but it does kill a major platform for a lot of creators and therefore their ties to most of their audiences. It’s still a lot to lose. So one or two people in a niche getting terminated out of the blue puts others on high alert.

I know you all want to hear everything is fine and I will go back to content as normal immediately but that’s not the reality right now. Things are not fine. And I think it would be best if all of us were a bit patient a little while longer.

If you need a regular fix of me and my bs hit me up on Twitter or Discord. 😔

Thank you for reading this. I hope you all agree that being patient is the best thing right now. I wish you all well and good health in these troubling times. Stay awesome! 💕

Xoxo Kitti Minx 😘💋