Alternate Orki Look [ Character Sheet ] & Status Updates (Patreon)

So yeah I know it’s been a while since I’ve put out an audio. I just got home Friday from seeing D Knight. I got stuck an extra few days due to issues with Covid-19 where I was. Little Fox stayed with his parents while I was away as they’re retired while mine still work and couldn’t juggle both kids while doing so. As such I’ve had to spend the last several days trying to get her readjusted to her usual surroundings and schedule. I’ve been bed sharing with her most of the time because she sleeps like crap otherwise but after the holidays she will be in a crib sharing a room with her older sister. I’m praying she sleeps well enough in the crib as it’s bigger than the bassinet I’ve tried to get her to sleep in and should feel more like my bed. Once she (pray for us) adjusts to that it should free up my nights a lot more to do stuff. But while she’s (nearly literally) attached at my hip all the time by the time she settles for sleep with me I’m incredibly exhausted and usually pass out. 🤷‍♀️

It’s hard to explain to people who don’t have much experience with babies but when they’re clingy and demanding they are exhausting as hell. My older kid was a pretty chill baby and fairly independent by 6 months (like I could put her in her swing or play pen and she’d be good for at least an hour or so before needing something). Little Fox just has a different personality. She likes having a familiar face around her or else she gets very upset after a few minutes. And since the other adults are working most of the day that obviously falls on me to always have her with me. I once made the mistake of trying to have my older kid watch her while I took a shower only to come out to find the Fox bundled in several layers of clothes and covered in glitter because her big sister wanted to make her “look pretty”. 😂 Without D Knight around I have to do a lot of juggling between both kids as well as my parents. It’s like I turned 30 this year and Life decided “nah girl you can’t do things you actually like when you want to anymore”. Ugh.

Not to mention I’m still feeling anxiety while YouTube is deleting channels for seemingly arbitrary reasons. I’m working on backing up all of my audios to put on https://www.kittiminx.tv but so far it’s been a slow process. I’m sorry. I have been working on stuff (seriously, I’m almost done with one roleplay I just need to do a couple retakes of a few lines after listening I’m not fully satisfied with and edit it all together). It’s just time to do things is precious and in shorter supply than I’d like.

Streaming is just slightly easier right now as depending on the stream I can have the baby with me and very few people care if she makes noise and such. And if it’s a planned hour or two stream (like most of my roleplay streams and my upcoming voice actor interview stream) someone else is willing to mind her in another room during that time and generally unless it’s a full on ASMR stream for the tingles most people watching don’t give a damn if there’s occasional background noise because it’s part of life. I’m working on ways to make my streams more entertaining when I do them - which is why I’ve been working on doing interactive roleplay streams with my characters and I’m experimenting with this interview stream. No, I have no intentions of being a full time streamer and having that be a majority of my content. I just need to figure out how to best juggle everything I want to do going forward.

As for Orki I’ve really been enjoying developing her and making her a reality,. She’s becoming a real extension of myself. I’m so glad people positively responded to her during her demo stream the other day ( and the fact I was able to be on for 8 hours is an example of “hey something entertaining I can do online and still be able to care for my baby”). This character sheet is an alternate costume for her. Something s little cuter. As like an orca she is both cute and sexual.

So yeah that’s what has been going on with me. Life has just got me unfortunately very occupied with a million things and I’m having a hard time juggling the stuff I actually want to do. I’m not done making ASMR roleplays by a long shot but I do want to put more effort into the fact I’m able to produce fewer audios than I used to, to make them the best possible. Quality over quantity and all that. Which I’m sure a majority of you can appreciate. I’d rather give it my all than phone it in just to get them done quicker.

But regardless once I have everything backed up and starting the process of getting them on the website I will feel a lot more relaxed as I won’t risk losing everything if YouTube decides to toss my channel.

And if you have ever been curious about the professional voice acting industry be sure to check out my stream with Chris Patton! He’s been in the business a long time and has had some popular roles in anime. His experiences and insights should prove highly informative plus he just has a fun personality.

Thanks for reading and being patient with me. You all are very much loved and appreciated. ❤️❣️