Miscellaneous (Patreon)

My recent situation: 1. I'm juggling work and drawing, I'm physically and mentally exhausted. 2. I'm so focused on work, I've had less time to draw. 3. I've had less time to draw, the number of completed drawings has decreased. 4. The number of posts I'm uploading to X & Patreon has decreased. 5. Perhaps because of this, my follower count is decreasing, not increasing. 6. I force myself to draw, desperate to gain followers. 7. Back to step 1. I'm stuck with this routine...I'm depressed. I don't know if I'm being sarcastic, or if my expectations have gotten too high because I'm not getting the response I deserve... I'm not motivated to draw.