ENDHAWKS (HOEN) - NSFW (Patreon)

Ahhhh it was long overdue for me to draw hoen! I've had this idea stuck in my head for a while. There's just something about Enji guiding Hawks by the waist even while he's bottoming 🛐 To quote my own fic:

“I told you, didn’t I? I want everything,” Enji says, searing Keigo with his eyes. “All of you, little bird.”

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Some emotional blabbing, feel free to skip:

This month I'm trying to power through the absolute mess I'm feeling, but it's not easy. I apologize for not being able to draw more. For those who haven't heard, Sasha (TWT @spacenipnops / PTRN SpaceNip), one of my best friends and artistic inspiration, passed away on the 13th. This is the first pic I drew knowing full well she wouldn't be able to see it, give advice about it, or comment, making me feel special like only she could. It's been... a process. From trying to find the will to sit down before my tablet at all, to cleaning it repeatedly because I've been sobbing all over it, let alone decide what to draw in the first place. I wanted to draw my OCs, but that's a can of worms I'm not ready to unlock (hah) yet because Sasha was the only person in my life to know all about my original story. I wanted to draw Sasha's OCs but I still can't bring myself to even open our chat log where she sent me tons of ref pics/excerpts. So I went with endhawks, because that's the thing that years ago led us to talk every single day, and turned friendliness into one of the deepest connections I've ever had the privilege of forming.

Sorry, but I didn't feel like adding colors much. I still hope you can appreciate it.

Thank you for staying by my side and supporting me during all this.