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Download the part 1 pdf here, part 2 here, there's also the confessions canon tag. Mostly I work in order, but below is a canon timeline with links to each part.
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Intros and timeline!

Set in 1983 (...ish) London

Cliff is a raised catholic gay guy living in the outskirts of London who is struggling to find himself, he ran away from home as a teenager and did sex work to make a living. He moved back home for his mum after his dad killed himself, but still does sex work for the thrill. His mum has leant heavily on the church and alcohol after her husbands suicide. Cliff is reckless and impulsive, he drinks to excess, gets into fights, and generally cares very little for his wellbeing. The more dangerous something is the more it makes him feel alive.

Eugene is a closeted Irish catholic priest who’s recently been transferred to Cliffs local church. He has promised Cliff's mum that he’ll pay special attention to her son, who has lost his way. Eugene joined seminary as a young man to escape rural Irish life, and to try and bury his same sex attraction. He’s since come to terms with being gay, but tries his best to live in the closet to protect his position. Eugene is sensitive, softhearted, and more than a little fruity. He has few close friends and even less he sees regularly, and having a promiscuous young gay man in his parish is proving to be quite the challenge.

Their dynamic together:

Cliff sees a challenge in scandalising the priest at first, but is taken in by how genuine Eugene’s care for him is. He finds himself wanting to be better to impress him, and finds some reconciliation with the church after many bad experiences in catholic school. Mostly though he’s into Eugene, not God.

Eugene is secretly flattered to have drawn Cliffs attention. Being with Cliff makes him feel young again, and allows him to express his stifled sexuality without fear. He also sees how Cliff looks up to him, and thinks he can use that to nurture his potential and also help him become closer to God. He doesn’t account for how tempted he is to stray from the path himself. 

Voices, actor inspo 1 , 2

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You can read up to the current public canon on tapas here (However, I have skipped ahead, drifted off path, doodled, and drawn many sacrilegious situations- those are better found in the links list below!)

Timeline

This story is a chronological series of comics and illustrations, it’s not directly sequential like a traditional webcomic, it’s a patchwork of moments. 

It gets messy because I post things in groups here sometimes, that's what 'compilation- images x and x-' means. Where possible I've linked to a solo tumblr post of the pics in question.

Beginning:

Designs and Meetings- link (contains nude character designs)

Eucharist (18+) pt1 | pt2

Cliffs confession (cinema hookup)- link

Eugene’s imagination (cinema hookup 2) (18+) link

Kelly Green (Eugene meets cliff on the streets) link

Christmas Party (Indirect kiss) link

2AM (Cliffs genuine confession) link

Moment of weakness (18+) link

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Cliffs penance:

Penance (Cliff shows up at the rectory) link

Church boundaries (Cliff helping with Eugenes duties) sfw version, nsfw version

Poof (Cliff consults a friend) tumblr, or compilation: image 1

Laundry (Eugene smells good) tumblr, or compilation: image 8

Hugs (Cliff decides they hug now) -tumblr, or compilation: images 2+3

Takeout (Eugene vents about the bishop, Cliff causes mischief) link, extra

Prayer and dreams (18+) link

Cliff solo (18+) link

Bridge (Cliff shows blatant disregard for his life) link

Sports-tumblr, or compilation: images 5-7

Modern Views (Cliff broaches the topic of homosexuality) link

Sandwich (Eugene eats from Cliffs hand) compilation: image 1 (and a little on 2)

Spaghetti (Cliff & Eugene are invited to a family meal) link

Distraction (18+) (Eugene daydreams again) (Ideally I'll have something between the wholesome previous comic and this lol...) part 1 part 2

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After Cliffs penance is over:

Birthday Party (Cliff is invited to chaperone a kids party, Eugene shows off his moves) link

Eugene goes away link

Substitute (18+) link

Eugene's Confession link

Fall (Cliff's mum has an accident) link

Housekeeper's Room (Eugene shows Cliff the room) link

Low pressure (Cliff gets to work) link

Jumper (Cliff shows off) link

Nightshirt (18+) (Eugene tries on an old nightshirt) part 1 | part 2

Balloon (cliff saves the day) link

Our Father who art in Heaven (cliff reminisces) link

Subway (they get close)- compilation: image 5

Harmony (a cute moment) link

Coming out (Eugene opens up) link

Child of God (cliff misunderstands) link

In the Cold Light of Morning (Time apart) link

Walk the Night (Eugene snaps) link

Field painting (Cliff processes what happened) link

Cliff goes home link

Flashback- Sean and Eugene in seminary (18+) part 1 part 2

Eugene & Sean phone call part 1 part 2

Eucharist (Cliff and Eugene see eachother after...you know.) link

—- here is where I’m currently adding the major comics to! Everything onwards is a little choppy.

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After they’ve gotten together

(this is where I’m loosely drawing most of the 18+ stuff, there’s less plot here and the timeline is less concrete.)

Snowstorm (Eugene rescues Cliff) link

Polaroid pinups link

Polariod pinups- angel daydreams (18+)- part 1 part 2

Overstimulation (18+) link

Thunderstorm (Caught in the rain) (18+) link

Blasphemy (18+) link

Church office (18+) pt1 | pt2 | pt3

Band Posters (18+) (Father Eugene sees Cliffs room) pt1 | pt2

Afterglow- tumblr, or compilation- images 5+6

Bathtime- (18+) pt1+2 | pt3 | pt4

Titty fuck (18+) link

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Extras

[a mix of canon and non canon]

(mostly ask replies and cute doodles)

Neck kisses- tumblr, or compilation: image 2

Clothes swap- tumblr:pt1 | pt2 or compilation images 3+4, and 4+5

fav animals- tumblr: or compilation: image 1

Cliffs hair- tumblr: or compilation: image 7

Lick- pt1 | pt2

Sacristy (18+) link

Just a whole bunch of doodles- link (cuddles, dog/bunny doodles)

more doodles- compilation: image 2

Summer shorts- link

Sharing a blunt-link

Pest problem-link

Sean, Cliff and Eugene sketches- link

Sean and Eugene hooking up in seminary- link

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Non canon

Confession booth (18+) link

Eugene ride and drag alt (18+) link

Nun outfit link

Nun sequence (18+) link

Halloween- Gomez /Morticia outfits (18+) link

Easter bunny outfits (Suggestive) link

Short shorts (18+) pt1 | pt2

Naughty list (18+) link

Bunny Eugene (18+) link

Actual bunny Eugene (18+) link

Even more bunny Eugene and Dog cliff (18+) link

Bad dog Cliff (18+) link

Bent over the pew (18+) link

Grinding in church (18+) link (...could be canon.)

Double Dog Collar (18+) link

Pretty in Pink (18+) link

Eugene in Red (18+) link

Lipstick comic (18+) link

Body of Christ (18+) pt1 pt2

Foster dog comic (dogboy Cliff) (18+) link

Foster dog - evening service (18+) link

Furry Chibi comic- Caught (18) link

Devil Cliff AU (18+) link

Seminary boy- age swap comic (18+) link

This was quite a complicated undertaking, so let me know if anything is broken. For sfw tier folks, if you're interested in the nsfw I post some bits on bsky and twitter <3.

Making this made me realise I'm insane I think. I've only had these guys for 6 months where did all this art come from, there's like 100 pics of them...haha... ;;;;

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Comments

Ace

I needed this so bad today 🩷 Thank you!!

SubserveMoth

ohh I CANT wait to read this after my work training that starts in 10 minutes lol

Johnny

they are so perfect for each other i am so deeply obsessed. also cliff flirting with eugene for fun at first and then catching feelings when eugene treats him like a person is so deeply relatable oh my god.

Singing_to_the_Moon

THE BOYS!!!! I love these boys 😭 Oooh what a good incentive to re-read all their comics (like I needed one)

Quadrant

For someone who missed the start, thank you for this master post to catch up on. For Cliff's sake... and Eugene's... I hope he uses protection 😆

miffy 💗

I just wanted to say THANK YOU! I was looking through all of their art and reading all the descriptions to see where the timeline was or was canon or not

Kaylee

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

ess

god I keep going back to the afterglow painting. it literally takes my breath away every time!! i love these men so much!!!

Void_Error_404

this is a great story, love it!! 💕

So G

Thank you, it makes so much more sense 💙

Cryptidcreature

Im living for the expanse of info here. Your mind is huge

Cryptidcreature

Also i knkw this mustve taken some time, definitely appreciate the effort!

Remi

This was a wonderful thing to help track. Thanks you for your thoroughness and I can't wait to see where these two continue on

malacandrax

aw im sorry to hear it, I hope ur day improves!

malacandrax

you're so welcome! (also yes...magical invisible protection)

malacandrax

you're so welcome, and thank you for going to that effort!

SubserveMoth

ofc! I loved getting to review everything in order/with more context (especially they ones after they get together). For the Subway one you said it was image 5 in the compilation but I think it's image 4 btw! def double check I may be wrong lol

mariko

i really think you should look into widely publishing your work with eugene and cliff. if that's not on your radar, i get it, but the research and background you put into them, plus the obvious passion for your subjects leads me to think that a graphic novel featuring them would be a treasure of lesser known queer history. can't help picturing a book featuring them in a little hole-in-the-wall queer bookshop, you know? even if you find other avenues of publishing. tbh, cliff and eugene don't rile me up as much as the rest of your audience, but i can see how much the muse has moved you regardless, so i thought i'd throw that out there.

bee

I'm curious what your plan is once there's a more solid narrative!! Are you thinking of having it posted somewhere in canon order? Are there intentions to redraw some of the older segments? Just have it as is right now but with the finalized masterpost of it? I'm loving it all so dearly either way. I am so tender for these grown men and all the love you put into this work <3

malacandrax

Thank you! I don't have a plan beyond making a big canon order pdf and putting that here and on itchio tbh!

malacandrax

I think for me the freedom is more important! I don't want to worry about page size, consistent style/quality, or sharing info in unusual formats like asks, text posts and doodles. A lot of that wouldn't suit publishing- and also to be honest adult graphic novel publishing industry is barely off the ground and does Not pay well. I make a great deal more from patreon, and don't have to compromise on how I want to work! But also, I really appreciate the sentiment! Which characters are your favs, out of interest? Thank you for supporting me!

mariko

for real, i understand the logistics are not advantageous. i guess I’m thinking about an archival perspective. much easier for things to stand the test of time when there’s hard copies, and i think there’s historical value in your work here.

mariko

i do gravitate more toward the fantasy settings, personally. hearth and solace, the barnyard crew. maggie is a favorite. solace means a lot to me for the disability rep. something about form following desire is really appealing. maybe this ties into the disability thing, but the idea of, like, if we wanted XYZ enough could we push physical limits (or the limits of physics)?

malacandrax

interesting!!! Thank you for sharing, I hope I can draw more maggie soon

bekilybi

YAAAAAY, this is epic, thank you!

daichiduh

just went thru the entire timeline again i adore them sm

CalyNeph

Random question, but does Eugene have a last name? (Only reason I ask is cause 1 I can't find one anywhere and 2 you've inspired me to make my own selection of priest characters and I just wanted to make sure I stay away for any crossover details) 😊

malacandrax

Haha! He does, Cleary! (my phone was trying so hard to correct to clearly... yes he has a last name, clearly. Rude! 🤣🫣.) Cliffs is Marsden! Good luck with your priests 😤

Malik!

I know this is old, and this may be a dumb question, but…Does Cliff kinda sorta have a crush on Eugene??👀👀👀

Malik!

HUZZAHHHH!! Tyty for responding!!😼😼😼

malacandrax

yw! it was a good reminder that I need to add more links to this timeline lol