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Eugene visits an old friend <3

I think Eugene is too scared to confess anything regarding his homosexuality, so he's been pretty overdue talking about this stuff. I reckon he goes to a local priest to confess normal things, and he hates that he's sinning by holding back.
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This is Sean and Eugene at seminary ;P.

I'm not 100% sure about his story, but I think he teaches seminary and does theology on the side. He has a long term partner called Charles who also teaches, though they don't live together, they sure spend a lot of time in eachothers quarters, and someone totally saw them shopping for curtains one time. (You know I actually have no idea if seminary teachers live-in. They do in this series I guess...)

And here Eugene is talking about him!

We're pretty close to the dance comic/coming out comic now, I think this could reasonably be just before it, though I might squeeze some bits inbetween :p. [Timeline].

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No big visual reference post this time! From the time I scripted this I knew I wanted to really keep it simple, because it was mostly about the text, and not the action. I also used more webtoony layouts on some pages to save drawing and fit more speech bubbles in etc. It's interesting, in part I made it simple because I thought I'd be bored, drawing something that didn't revolve around Cliff and Eugene- but instead I just fell in love with another character lol. (I should have learned this from the spaghetti comic) I still kept it simple for my wrists sake, though!

I did reread the section on seminary in my big book 'in the closet of the vatican', and ok, these are modern day and also in Rome, so it wouldn't have been the same as Ireland in the 40/50s, I assume they wouldn't be so open about it, but still! I'm willing to bet parts of this rang true then.

So yes I think Eugene and Sean got up to some stuff in seminary, for sure. I don't think they dated, but I think Eugene did have a big crush on him, and they had some fumblings. I think they could have been happy together if Eugene hadn't have been so rule-following and scared. That and the church sending priests all over the place without that much say.

This made me laugh, about the homosexuality vs heterosexuality:

Also this part about not coming out to someone you don't trust, even in confession- which they pretend is a strict rule of secrecy, but really they use it to their benefit:


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Thanks for reading :3

(and. sorry.)

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Kelpie

OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM. THEYRE SO SWEET

James

YAYYY! I love Eugene finally getting to voice the troubles he’s been having

darkurgetrash

Very sweet for Eugene, he needed to be told this. But for Charles… this doesn’t sound good. 😔

Ashley

Oh gods the subtle foreshadowing that Charles has HIV... 😢 Excellent comic and amazing portrayal of internal termoil

Rose Rose

Is charles illness what i think it is.... 😞(oouhghhh i love your characters theyre so amazing and complex)

Ace

Father O'Connor is giving us what we NEED 🙏🏾

Nick

YAYAYAYAYYAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! I'm guessing this is the guy he referenced before? I love him.......... HOORAYYYYYY YIPPEEE WAHOOO!!!!!!! Eugene ilysm I owe you my life

seccoz

ohhh 🥹🥹 this is so very. i cant even word it

Kaylee

OOOOH NOOOOO I fear I have a new love 🥹🥰

Quadrant

Need more liberal priests like O'Connor. I bet they got up to something... seminary of their own... or semenary of their own😏 I don't think Charles is a main character, but I gotta ask... These comics are set in the 80s... and Charles has a very stubborn cold and now a rash? I think Charles needs to get tested for the big H word.😢

Error 43

Sean really said "Be gay, do crimes"

Lady Drace

Oh, bless, Eugene needs a friend. <3

Ezri

I didn't want to say it but I thought this too— I hope he's okay :(

Remilko

okay hold up,,, i love sean😭 needed someone to be upfront and honest w eugene about all of this lol

MJ

sexy batman

THIS IS SOOOO BEAUTIFUL I love that Eugene has a confidante for his sexuality 🥺 but fuck... the ending... poor Charles :,,,(

melomel

Well I'm crying

Taloo

What a brilliant resource you have provided! I'd love to pick up a copy for my own research <3 thank you!

Pinkatron Art

-stares in old- I know the context of that rash :(

AcuteAir

This is beautiful and made me cry. Thank you for giving us this piece ❤️

Emlual

this is so lovely🥺🥺🥺🥺

Nick

AH OOPS totally missed you mentioning that, sometimes Patreon just doesn't show me the text parts of posts😅 baby Eugene is so cute....... his puddings.......... sweetie you can all the pudding you want forever ily. AND all the gay sex👍 peace and love on planet earth

Kirbygal

Oh no, the symptoms, poor charles.

em

the audible suck-in of breath I made at Sean’s offhand comment about Charles—what an excellent emotional punch, that was

Singing_to_the_Moon

Oh WOW. just wow what a perfect addition to this story in every way. I am absolutely floored.

Max Casio

Help this literally had me grinning like such a goddamn fool in the break room that my like 50 yo coworker hit me with a “who got you smiling like that?” PLEASE

malacandrax

Ahh thank you, i'm sorry to do that to you 🙏

malacandrax

Thank you for being here to read it 🙏💗

malacandrax

Right I find it interesting that there's quite a stark divide. Honestly I wouldn't have known if I hadn't have been watching queer media, I wasn't old enough or aware enough to pick up on it (born 92). I learned as an adult that I lost my godfather to it, but never really knew him!

malacandrax

I won't lie it is Dense but there are some gems. A lot of it is suuper focused in on specific popes and their circles!

malacandrax

Thank you!! I'll definitely be drawing him again x

malacandrax

Omg thank you thats so funny 😊. I love the split in the comments and reactions, check them out if you want to look emotionally devastated and really confuse your coworker 🫣

Liam

No I bloody don’t!!! Yeah, you tell ‘em father O’Connor !!!!!!!!!!!!

Liam

Same same same I respect the heck out of it but also ow 😭

Quadrant

Born in 91. Section 28 really screwed over LGBT media and sex ed. It was still taught that it existed alongside other STDs but it never went into depth about how much it ravaged the gay community in the 80s, how it really set back rights then, or what the myriad of different symptoms could be. It's only through own media and reading up on famous stars like Freddie Mercury that you learned. Treatments have come along way since then (I think it's now transmitted more between straight people than gay these days because of all that treatment and preventative drugs?), but back then it really was known as a "Gay disease". From reading experiences, it was just accepted that it would only be a matter of time to get it. A lot of LGBT stars were lucky to escape it (Elton John mentioned that I think... or Marc Almond?) but I think every gay man back then knew another gay man who succumbed to it. I hope Cliff keeps himself safe given his occupation and the era this is set in.

Mortify

oh, I adore them!! Also worried for Charles and his rash--

malacandrax

I actually checked and testing wasn't available until 85, which is...terrible. (I've been saying this is set in 83 tho I'm not concrete on it)

kittybitty22

AA so glad we got to meet his priest friend!!!! Love their dynamic, so cute!!!

jimmejamm

loved the passages too<3

Quadrant

Oh no. He's in the "there is a mystery "gay disease" rampaging throughout the gay community" part of it 😥 which means, he's basically screwed, by the time testing and treatment options (not perfect ones yet) come about, he'll be on his death bed 😢 I dunno if O'Connor and Charles has a similar relationship as Eugene and Cliff.... I hope for his sake he avoids it

eitherpendragon

such a lovely comic, to end that with a stab right in the heart was a choice 😭 (great storytelling wise but my heart says noooo)

Weirdbbqdad

“Maybe he’s a gift” STOP why is that so comforting?? Ugh I love these so much I thrive with every update

KnightSmudge

Ohhh.... Man. Hanging my head. This is beautiful, Mal, What a terrible influence!! (affectionate). I love this fella so much. It's love to see Eugene having support from the outside, even if its not people immediately close (location) wise to him. How genuinely sweet.

Johnny

hnngngnd.d old gay people i'm gonna cry

Ez

I can actually speak to the seminary teachers living in thing! It is, at least in some cases, a live-in job. My personal experience with this was visiting a larger monastic community that also housed a seminary (and an oddity museum, funnily) but I do believe that while it varies place to place, there are certainly plenty where the teachers are also living on campus, as it were!

BettyWap3000

Was reading your research notes (which I always love!!!! Always inspires me with my stuff on 19th century trans shenanigans) and said out loud "I love my smut well researched" and then giggled, hope that brings a bit of joy :)

bee

God I love them I love their dynamic, chefs kiss

ExistingTM

Baiting me into buying yet another book, smh, lol Thank you for introducing fine shyt Sean 👀

LemonWarrior

oh this is phenomenal. i love these two

Vey

Sean's face in the little rectangle cutout on page five makes me think of the doorknob in Alice in wonderland 😂 ugh this comic is so so sweet and i love it

Dolly Thrice

I adore Sean, and I love how you show the complexities/nuance of the priests accepting their queerness. I’m glad that Eugene has someone who knows him and loves him! But oh, that last panel made me so sad.