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Here's the whole comic in one place! Thank you for enjoying it and commenting on each short update, it's been really lovely, and also meant I could work on this properly instead of trying to get it done in the background!

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Because it's all pretty much in Eugene's house, and also half smut, I don't have anything to say on the research front, but I have put together my references:

I don't use refs for most things, but sometimes something is just bugging me, if I can't get it within a few tries I usually go and get a ref. For those gate falling poses I knew I'd need them beforehand lol.

Sometimes you start work and it's like the hand to brain connection is just not there that day and at first everything comes out like gloop.

I put a lot more detail into this thumbnail and sketch (usually I don't sketch) because I knew it'd be a hard one to make up on the fly! Same with the kissing and the other BJ pages... tricky.

I honestly don't know how to describe how I go from script to thumbnail when there's so little dialogue or direction. I guess I have a kind of floaty visual animation in my head and I choose frames to pin down? Kinda? It's not super visual, it's more vibey, and often my brain forgets you can't see two things at once, or that bodies don't work that way, but it's an essence u know. [Like in this one I had him jacking cliff off and also sniffing close with his head right there...but I realised he'd be hitting himself in the face with his hand...oop]

I made a scrappy paper model of the room right at the very end, kind of on a whim, I just did the walls at first to be like. which way would the lines go in perspective?? And then I was like ough I could add a little tv...

I've bought some foamboard to hopefully make more traditional model rooms (more stable ones lol) because honestly this was faster and easier than trying to work out 3D for me. I did make a dodgy 3D model earlier in the process, but it just felt Off when I used it!

It's so hard to explain, the first one is using 3D and it just feels Wrong somehow. Maybe it's because it's too stiff and boxy? Maybe things are too big, or too small, Maybe it's just me!
The last one was done without a model and I don't even think it's technically better, the angle is less exciting, but I still much preferred it!

A little about the kiss background, I'm honestly still not sure and might go back, but it was sooo much work getting it to flow around them correctly lol!

One last reference because it's always funny to pretend there's someone else there when I'm trying to take pictures (my phone is precariously balanced on the cat tree).

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Comments

Aries Linton

it’s so amazing seeing your process cause the way you get your references is always super obvious stuff, like play dough or creating these scenes irl, yet i’d never think of it and just struggle 😭

ElkieSelkie

Incredible incredible incredible stuff as always! This was such an emotional rollercoaster for them both, I'm so excited to see how this changes their dynamic

PocketVampire🩸

I love Cliff standing there, dick out. Blushing and confused

IntoTheVoid

Oh thank god Eugene went back to reaffirm that he does truly care about Cliff and give him another kiss. I'm so scared of what would've happened if he didn't, especially after all that Cliff has been through the past days/weeks? Not that there's any less stuff he has to process now but at least he wasn't rejected and told to leave

Amy Crook

I love seeing this all together, poor Eugene and poor Cliff, they are between a rock and a hard place.

turak

😭🫡❤️

Remilko

so glad eugene went back in with the kiss and the “don’t leave again”. if he had just stormed out, i could’ve seen cliff just disappearing again for a bit. giving our boy just a little bit of hope🙂‍↕️ i hope eugene isn’t beating himself up tooooo much about this interaction.

Remilko

him in the second to last page😭😭 so precious

Benevolent Reader

I love how you draw people touching and it looks so realistic! I can see them actually kissing and actually pressing against each other. It’s not stiff or awkward

Benevolent Reader

Shit. I’m conflicted because Eugene deserves to leave the situation and process, but he’s also kicking Cliff out while he’s vulnerable. Wasn’t Cliff staying there? Can he not sleep in the second bedroom? I’m really glad for that final kiss and plea for him not to go away away. Just for tonight

Benevolent Reader

LOL, Cliff is Donald Ducking it while Eugene walks away

Benevolent Reader

Laughing at the “gay” on the Eugene wine glass reference photo

Quadrant

Eugene could look at this another way: His prayer was answered, and Cliff went to the place he'd be safest and most loved. Certainly felt his love

Nik?

Reading through your process is so special and I'm so happy that you share! 🩷 you are so incredibly creative and your art reflects that very well!! The colors and poses you chose, the expressions, everything just makes the story hit that much harder 🤩 thank you for doing what you do!!

Taloo

Yes!! Reference porn! The best dessert after such a beefy and yummy comic 😋 Im endlessly fascinated by the environments and your dedication to setting the scene.

Lucha

And they also were... rock hard. Ok I'll see myself out now 🫡

AcuteAir

First of all, that first panel of Eugene is SO gay and SO dramatic oml ❤️ Secondly HOLY FUCKING SHIT THAT IS SO GOOOODDDD!!!!! DRINKING HIS CUM FIRST TIME??? He is down BAAADD my GOD And thirdly, Cliff is SO cute when he is gonna cum and he is trying to warn Eugene ❤️❤️❤️

Bash Sídhe

him coverin himself with his shirt ,_, imb gonna frew up

Bash Sídhe

fucking halsin model jumpscare

malacandrax

heeehee thank you!! he's been dreaming abt it forever u see :3

malacandrax

gyahaha I thought it'd be funny and realistic

malacandrax

Nah he wasn't staying there, Eugene just means don't run away again, Cliffs going back to his mums!

malacandrax

Yea haha it would have been messier for sure

malacandrax

Thank you hehe, I love sharing my weird references, and yeah they are super convenient usually!

beartrapped

Mal, this is sooo good, and I love seeing the reference stuff and breakdown. The little house model specifically is so smart and cute!! And kind of a good reminder that you can just... do that. bc i similarly have gotten stuck getting frustrated with 3D models and just given up after lol. The kiss is my fav part of this, it's so physical and well paced and Hot. and as much as EYE think it would have been kind of delicious for Eugene to fully bail, the come back at the end feels right for the scene, very sweet :'D

Vey

Hhhhhh

KurtSucks

This is wonderful! Thank you for putting it all together and sharing your process!

malacandrax

THANK YOUUUU I honestly love the kiss most too, the lead up is always my fav part ;;; Also yeah! its Soooo much faster to just make a physical ref i stg

the o

😭😭😭💔 AAAHHH (i have no idea way to say but i wanna scream amd cry)

Kelpie

the abject horror at the concept of smooth cliff