i don't want you to change (Patreon)

i know what you're asking, and believe me, i understand why. i want forever with you too, but eternity is more than just endless nights together. it is a burden, a weight i wouldn’t wish on anyone, especially not you. i love you more than words can express, and because of that love, i can’t curse you with this life. the hunger, the isolation, the endless passage of time are all things i wouldn't want you to endure. if you truly want it, i won’t deny you, but i need you to know that i love you exactly as you are, alive, full of light, with your heart beating with mine. every moment we have now, fleeting as it may seem, is precious to me. you are my light in all this darkness, and i wouldn’t change a thing about you.