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in the midst of your panic attack, i find you trembling, eyes wide and unfocused as the storm of anxiety overtakes you. i pull you close, holding you as tightly as you need, grounding you with the steady beat of my heart. my voice is soft and steady as i whisper, reminding you that you’re not alone, that through this storm we’ll be okay. i trace gentle circles on your back, each word and touch a promise that i’m here, anchoring you back to the present. slowly, the tension starts to ease, and i feel your breathing match mine, a little steadier, a little calmer. i stay with you, soothing you until the storm passes and you know you’re safe in my arms.

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Aiza🩷🌸

HOW?! THE TIMING ON THIS IS SO PERFECT, it’s scary!!

Kiera Kennedy

It’s my b day soon and I need this audio so bad

grey !

yeah as an american woman this is much needed right now

G

the timing on this…. thank you 🤍

Pame🌜

I'm having a breakdown at work, so this comes in handy. 💗

Alee.

Been panicking all day today, thanks for this

Emma Smilie

the timing for this is perfect the sh!t storm that just happened

Jewels

The fact that this was uploaded the day after he knew we were gonna need this. Thank you Knight 🥺

Aiza🩷🌸

The description is everything and so soothing the way you capture the essence of it and turn into something beautiful. Thank you for just being here K, I really appreciate it ❤️

Violet

K, truly thank you so much. I can’t tell you how comforting this is. Much needed today of all days

Jewels

Also not him throwing his glasses 🥺😭

Aiza🩷🌸

Wow. I just need this so badly right now, this means the world to me 🥲

Genti Harris

Really needed this today💜

Elizabeth

Thank you for this K! Sending hugs and positive vibes to anyone who needs them today 💕🫂

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

Spot on timing K, thank you!! 🥰😘❤ hope you are hanging in there down there in well...you know. Hellorida.🙃😮‍💨😔😒 **Plays Earth is Ghetto by Aliah Sheffield 🎵🎧🌎👽👾🚀🇺🇸👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾 Maybe Thanos was right after all. 🤔😒😒

Destiny

Just reading the description already helped me feel better. Thanks for this k 🧡

Z 🤍

ohhh how i needed this. thank you k 🤍

tammi ♡

even better timing.

Echo

couldn’t have needed this more then i do today. didn’t even have the motivation to go to class today. i appreciate everything you do for us K. 💕

RomildaSoVane

Okay, this is incredibly helpful. Just gonna download this on the off chance I need it repeatedly for a few… years…

unholy babygirl (or anya forger)

I feel sorry for every woman and queer person out there 🥺 sending hugs from Europe. We’re all fucking disappointed. 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

WatchTheStars

Perfect timing! I'm saving this one for later. 💙🙏

Carrie

Through tears and a flood of emotions all I can say is Thank you K

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

This was so helpful K, thank you so so so much. You reminded me that despite all I’ve been through I’ve made it this far. Love the palm tree example.🌴🌴💪🏾💪🏾 I worry more for others than for myself but that gives me strength and lights a fire under me to keep going so I can be of service to them and keep putting love and joy out into the world. This is the first time I’ve slowed down and taken actual deep breaths since 3AM and I didn’t even realize it until halfway through this audio. I hope one day I can repay you directly for the kindness, help, love and support you send out in the world to us. You deserve that and so much more. ❤🎇💖

bev

*cries in woman in america* thanku ;-;

billa

Sending all my love from the other side of the pond. Haven’t stopped thinking of you all today ❤️

Kitten 🐈‍⬛

I went to bed in tears....pretty sure that I'm still disassociating because I couldn't tell you at all what I did at work today. Haven't listened yet but the caption and comments have me bawling again...

Kitten 🐈‍⬛

Wait he threw them? I need those....for reasons...

brutal_murphy

Last night through today has been one big panic attack. I’ve wept at least 5 separate times, I feel numb on occasion, I’m angry, and I’m just broken. I’m a queer woman with pre-existing health conditions, one of which being PCOS that makes me have a higher chance of having an ectopic pregnancy, which is deadly, if not solved through an abortion and I am three times more likely to miscarry. This was so needed today, thank you thank you thank you K. And to all of my ladies and/or queer babes here, we will get through this, we will fight, and remember you are NEVER alone.

Savannah

to all the beautiful people who were affected by the results today first of i want to say im sorry as the system failed you and two you have an ally in me all the way from London i’m thinking of you all and im saddened by this and what the future holds

Rose

I’ve only had 2 panic attacks in my life and yeah, they really do fucking suck. Most of the time, I dissociate as a coping mechanism. Most of what I feel will not show externally. Sometimes it leads to a shutdown. Everyday is different but it sucks when you’re stuck in that dissociation. The comfort and anchoring you bring means the world. This is one of my most treasured safe spaces I have. I’m grateful everyday.

Avie.

That’s such a perfect timing! I have a final coming in the next 8hrs and I still have a lot to cover 😣 I’m panicking atm

maia

there's no better distraction than beard scratchies, and a man that just gets it. i'm standing with and sending love to all the beautiful girlies and people in the states today 💗 i'm so sorry about all of this, you all deserve better than a system that continues to fail you.

Jess

maia

we're so appreciative of everything you do and all your hard work - but please take your time, k!! especially on a day like today <3

Destiny

🧳 here I come

Antoinette

This came at the most perfect time. I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and anxious this week. Work didn’t make it any better today add so much more to my plate. But it will be okay 🥹🤍

sam marie

Hugs from Canada too. We’re sharing the same fear and disappointment as y’all down south. Stay safe guys 🫂

Destiny

No, I’m hoping she will accept me 😭

Kickis

K, you made me cry but for all the right reasons. Thank you for this audio. 🥺❤️ To all the american girlies: Just know that you are so loved even if it doesn't feel like it today. You deserve so much better than this - you deserve to be heard, respected and most importantly have basic human rights. This fight is not over, it has only just begun. The good always prevails. And if you need a distraction I can highly recommend watching "Floor is Lava" on Netflix while cuddling a niece or a nephew. It really helped me today. ❤️

⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖

just genuinely thank u k. i’m not kidding this is one of the few things helping me feel like i’m not alone rn. keep having arguments w my parents. they got 3 daughters crying and fearing for the future. thank u for being such a safe space <3 gonna pull up old tv nights and watch bluey :(

Jewels

It definitely sounded like he whipped them off 😂

madeline ⋆˙⟡

as a psychology major, the five senses method and breathing techniques are great ways to ground someone when they’re having a panic attack. i love that k incorporated it in the audio by asking us what we hear, see, and feel in detail. 🤍 i’ve been feeling incredibly overwhelmed and anxious lately, but things will be okay ✨

Kickis

Oh and also: Open Tiktok, go Settings and privacy > Content preferences > Filter keywords. Then you enter all the content keywords you don't have the mental capacity to see right now in your algorithm. That way you can have some stress and trigger free scroll time. Thanks to this feature my feed is just ramen recipies, cake decorating and dogs right now. 🥰👌

⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖

i’m so sorry. i’m sending u hugs my love. we will get through this indeed 🫂

Anya

You’ve no idea how I needed this today. Or maybe you do. Thank you love. Hope you’re doing well mentally as well 🩵

Juana M

I stopped disassociating long enough to enjoy this. Thank you!

Jenn (Preemie Cuddler)

Wow, what a sad thread of comments. Your life is in your own hands, don’t give it away to anyone else. One day some of you will realize you won, too.

meow!

thank u🩵

cafogartyart

The description has me so emotional. I hope past me was the one who requested this because good lord I need this on loop. The gentle whispers, glasses coming off, back rubbing, the guidance I just want everyone to take notes from this man just...thank you K. This is going to help me everytime.

Caelum

🖤🖤

Aiza🩷🌸

The soft whispering and just the feeling of you holding us🥹❤️ you helping to soothe her with the back rubs and your sweet voice. Your so gentle and caring with her. The “what do you hear? What do you feel? What do you see?” Part helps so much❤️ The feeling of safety, love, and security is everything! Thank you for giving it to us K, we appreciate you so much ❤️ Your our brightest star✨

NazariaH

K, this is literally so perfect and right on time. I have been struggling with anxiety all day because of the result of this election and what it means for my rights as a woman.

Kitten 🐈‍⬛

Finally had a chance to sit down and listen. K, you are a very special person, when you said "we're resilient," my inner voice responded but what if I'm not and just like you could hear it too you answered back to remind us that we are. (Also I'm pretty sure that you said at the end of the shaving audio the beard was staying till the end of December....that's what I heard...)

Ss

I really appreciate your comfort and support. Whenever I have a hard time, I listen to your voice and calm my anxiety. I'm always grateful and I hope there's someone who creates a safe zone for you as much as you comfort me. I'm sorry I couldn't help you 🙏🥹....🧸💌

Lavender Dimples

Thank you so much K, this was heavily needed <3

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

I suppose you are right. There are a lot of sad comments on this post which reflect how safe a place K has created that listeners feel they can share their emotions and thoughts with others, feel seen, understood and cared for by K’s content and those who enjoy it. There is something wonderful and beautiful about that.🎇❤💖💕😍 I hope and believe you were intending to be uplifting in this moment, reminding people of their power and not judging them because of their valid feelings regarding real life situations. We are allowed to have feelings, we are allowed to grieve for several reasons big and small. My life is in my own hands, I am the master of my fate BUT I am also affected regularly by racism and sexism. That is a fact. There is space here for both things to exist. People are sad, fearful, hurt, frustrated and that’s normal, expected and okay, and it doesn’t also mean that they put all their stock and faith into one person. I could write seven pages worth of things that worry me that came to pass in the past and will happen again - off the top of my head! Not even looking up anything. 😜🤣🤐🤯🤯 I have friends in different areas of the world. Egypt, South Africa, Spain, Indonesia, Netherlands. They all feel collective stress of what will happen next and how it will affect the rest of the world. Sending love, hope and joy to everyone who sees this thread. ❤❤❤❤❤

Angel

I didn’t know the election would hit me so hard. I’ve cried more today than I have in the last 3 years. Thank you so much for this truly♥️

unholy babygirl (or anya forger)

You should’ve seen my conversation with Destiny when I just realised that you mention palm trees withstanding hurricanes, when I had mentioned you sitting in a palm tree during a hurricane to Destiny exactly at the time of your upload 💀🤯

Marci

Knight! Can you do an audio getting the listener a dog please?

Destiny

Us like 🫨🫨🫨 He may have heard us screaming 🤣🤣

Marci

OMG THANK YOUUUUU 🥹🥹

Sassypants

Sending all of you in the US all my love & support. You deserve to have your rights respected & upheld & your voices heard. I am so sorry 💕 K, thank you for being such a comfort, always. Beard scratchies are my fave grounding technique because it’s a sound & a touch…making it extra comforting.

Aiza🩷🌸

Needing this so badly right now. I am eternally grateful for you K, you are such a bright light in my life. These audios are so helpful and comforting <3

moya aurelia

tw, this comment might be triggering and extra long 💆‍♀️ I debated for a long time whether I want to overshare, because one thing I hate is pity but there’s no way to explain what this content means to me without doing so. Please, don’t mind me because this is something I’ve just always wanted to say. All the end of last year and the beginning of this one was for me is coming out of survival mode; I finally started to feel better, living my own life, but still struggling because I’m just a girl in this big world. I started reading again for fun, for myself, and that… triggered a lot of locked emotions and memories that I had never properly processed. Right after, I discovered my now favorite book, which in my worst state helped me see my worth more clearly. In April? May? I randomly clicked on some random video on youtube with a good title (I’m still wondering which exact one it was) not fully aware what it was about. I heard a man with knight in his username saying “babyyyyyy” and I laughed and turned it off. I have no idea why I memorized it so well, maybe because it was something so different. I don’t know how or when, but I came back for more. One video turned into two, and then a bedtime playlist. “Okay, I like his voice” turned into “Okay, I guess he’s not that bad, I’ll try that patreon thing too.” All I remember is… how physically rigid my body was when I listened to those audios at the beginning. Every word felt like something I knew deep down, always needed to hear from someone, but never did. It felt… revealing. Weird to go through it like that but also something I knew I would eventually have to face. It wasn’t anything specific, just certain scenarios and ways of dealing with them with a logic and morality similar to mine. The first thing I liked about those audios was how logical the thinking was. Not many people in my life have ever shown they know how to use their brain effectively (too bitter?) so hearing that someone actually could was comforting. I was glad for the format itself, because it felt safe to process certain emotions on my own terms- where nobody could judge me, where I didn’t feel too much like I always do, and at a pace I chose. If anything else had made me go through all of that in such a short time, I would have run away so far and maybe never moved on from some things. Those audios were the perfect way, perfect place, perfect time. I remember one June night extremely well, and I don’t think I’ll ever forget it, because I still feel like an old version of me died that night. It was stormy outside really bad or maybe I’m exaggerating, but I stayed up all night, mostly because I love rain on warm days, but this time something was different, I just lay in bed wrapped in warm blankets, watching the storm through my open balcony, hugging my favorite book (don’t… don’t even bother, i was manifesting okay), thinking about the mmc- long story short, when he was a teenager, his mom died in a car accident caused by bad road conditions in a storm, and ever since then he was irrationally scared of weather like that. And there I was, that stormy night, analyzing his character; I love rain so much, so the thought of someone being unable to see its beauty broke my heart, how scary it must be to feel that fear so often, how lonely it must feel, too ashamed to tell anyone, not wanting to worry the only family he had left, and all of that while being just a teen boy with no power to change his reality yet. And how pathetically similar I felt growing up. I keep thinking about it and as rare as it was for me, I cried until storm was over and sunrise. I didn’t want to sleep, but I had to, even for a few hours (spoiler: I didn’t sleep). I kept tossing and turning until I’d had enough and put my headphones on, playing my little silly bedtime youtube playlist. I could say I chose the wrong audio for that moment, but maybe it was exactly what I needed. I’m grateful I did it all anyway because without knowing it pushed me and today I am where I am and I wouldn’t change a thing. As many times before I was in my warm, super comfy bed, listening and trying to relax enough to fall asleep, but then… in this audio there was one line about sleeping uncomfortably on a couch and not understanding how people can do this. And to clarify; I totally agree lol, I don’t know either why would anyone want that, it was nothing wrong with that line, it just… triggered me somehow, because… I remember how it was to sleep on couches wishing to own a real bed. In matters of seconds memories started hitting me, my body almost felt the same discomfort I used to feel many years ago. I genuinely felt like I was dying, so I stood up and tried to leave the house. I passed out and fell (on a bin, so I was fine, but the bin didn’t survive, rip). A few hours and a few annoying men at the hospital telling me to just ✨calm down✨ later, I was exhausted but, honestly, never felt more… awake? My first panic attack was a breaking point for me. Physically, that moment left me a reminder: a smoll mark on my back. Tbh, it’s my favorite part of my body now. I used to sit on my balcony at night, watching the stars, begging the universe to stop digging into my wounds and let them bleed, dry and when eventually when I’d get a scar, I could finally start healing. And that night, after I passed out, the wound stopped being dragged open. It bled, dried, and now it’s a scar. And that’s what I’ve been working on: healing. There were… not going to lie, years when I didn’t shed a tear. I think that’s why I have so many nightmares now- because I finally feel safe enough to have them. Even my period, tmi lol I used to feel nothing, physically every doctor said I was just lucky for feel nothing, I’m still more than great physically but now… it hurts like hell haha but it’s good to feel pain, to cry without pushing away what I feel. It’s a privilege for me now. This summer reminded me of who purely I am. And if there was one place in this world where I’m unapologetically myself- it’s here. I don’t think anyone else has ever seen such a clear version of me as I am here, not that I’m faking anything irl, I just felt like I have a space here for it. There were moments since summer where I even surprised myself. Right now, no matter what, I don’t think somebody could stop myself irl, not even me. I still don’t know how happiness can looks like, I’ve never been there, no one has ever shown me (well… maybe past month somebody for a while did) I’m one thing I’m sure of? Now… I’m the closest to it that I’ve ever been and I will fight the world again and again to make me and people I love happy too. You pretty boy, you have a big part in all of it, and I’ll never forget it, I’ll always be grateful and I’ll never change my opinion on how beautiful person you really are. You help others in the ways no one else can, without even realizing how much, because so much happens behind people’s closed door. Well, since I overshared waaaaaaay too much, at least now you could realize how you helped me. If that was too heavy I’m genuinely sorry, I didn’t mean to drop any of it on anyone. But, if there’s one lifetime curse that’s on me? I believe only in great people, and when I do- that curse them to be successfully fulfilled. And I believe in you, so fucking much. So, go and do all what YOU want but don’t be so shocked when you get an oscar or something someday lol if this means anything at all, whatever it is for you; you got this, pretty boy, i’m already proud🤍

moya aurelia

the only other time i overshared this couch thing with someone, they made me feel awful afterwards, thank you so much this means more i can express

sherlyn quirino

last night i had a nightmare that gave me a lot of anxiety and fear, this is just what i needed to go back to sleep peacefully. thank u so much Knight u are an angel

moya aurelia

HAPPY ONE YEAR SINCE MY FIRST PANICK ATTACK 🎉🎉🎉 on this special day I want to dedicate a song, Kiss It Goodbye by Hannah Montana, why? every time during a panic attack if I would hear ✨’kiss it goodbyeeee your little panick attackkkkkk’✨ I’m pretty fucking sure it would help and save me every time💅 b-but 👉👈 universe is universing because today I went to pick up my new passport 🥺 exactly one year after I decided I’ll change my surname and that’s… crazy. (btw, I stood in line for 4 hours to get it because of course I do all this during the summer season when EVERYONE wants new passports)