you were all i thought about (Patreon)

when you left, it wasn’t a breakup. it was losing a part of myself. i didn’t know if i’d see you again, if we’d ever talk again. and now you’re back. part of me tried to be mad. but i couldn’t bring myself to be. it only hurt because i cared that much. we both messed up, said things, did things, but you know i never let go. not of us. not of you. you were always the one i wanted. i just need you to know that, i mean it when i say i’m here for the right reasons. i want you to stay.