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i know where i stand. i know what i want. the only question left is, what do you want? what do you want to do? i know there’s distance. i know the odds aren’t great. but more than anything, i know you. and i know you know me. even if we don’t have a name for whatever this is, i know how i feel. i care about you, more than i expected to. i also know you’re scared. you’ve been hurt before, and it makes sense that your guard’s up. that you're hesitant to let anyone in, to let anything grow. i get it. but i’m not here to rush you or push past where you’re ready to go. i just want you to know that when you're ready, if you're ever ready, i’m right here. and there’s no one else i want to be sitting beside but you.

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Aiza🩷🌸

Long distance by my side?!❤️‍🩹😩

Destiny

Happy “Monday” :) 🧡🧡 thanks K. I hope you get some rest Mr. Vampire hours 🧛🏻‍♂️

Chloe

Ty kind sir🌷🙌

Angelqiqi

Yay Welcome home

Pame🌜

LET'S GOOOOO

Pame🌜

By my side audios are always my safe space here

Aiza🩷🌸

“i just want you to know that when you're ready, if you're ever ready, i’m right here” just woke up and already crying😭

Pame🌜

As someone who has never had a relationship and now I'm afraid to even search for one, this is so calming

Alana

He continues to have it 🙄

maia

he speaks🗣️ 0:00-13:06 13:18-17:51 18:16-18:21 special mentions: the 'what you want matters' @ 1:27, the 'you don't deserve anger, you deserve understanding' @ 12:17, the 'i'm not going anywhere' @ 13:25, and the 'i can be patient for you' @ 17:17 😪

Aiza🩷🌸

This is so beautiful and understanding🥺 I love it so much ❤️ I actually fell back asleep to this and now I’m late 🏃🏻‍♀️💨

⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖

im feeling a little more emotional today than the usual this is gonna make me cry later i know it

rere

You have a beautiful mind K

cafogartyart

I can't wait to listen to this! Please let the day go by quickly!! Also Happy last birthday day Kithaniel!! I wish it could last forever for you, but we'll forever be celebrating you, no matter what day, week or month it is. Love you, sir bubba!! So, so much!

maia

this month went by so fast 🥺

Ss

My heart is warm because you are understanding and relieved and considerate of our worries 🥹

cafogartyart

That anger quote is gonna get me I know it. Way too close to home

Aiza🩷🌸

Are you kidding me?! I actually cried with this one. The vulnerability, the fear, the love, and care throughout this is so raw and beautiful 🥺

Aiza🩷🌸

7:14 - 7:55 This is exactly how I feel with you and your audios🥺 Thanks for continuing to do this, I hope you know how special you are <3

Aiza🩷🌸

16:02 - 17:15 I love this whole bit and how you broke it down🫶🏼 “I won’t let you fall, I’ll catch you”🥺❤️‍🩹 Gosh you’re beautiful K. I love the way your brain works, the way you perceive love, something so cherished and meaningful. I want a gentle, soft, caring love like this please. This really got me in my feels and touched my heart :’(

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

This just might be my favorite By My Side audio thus far. ❤️ You don’t mean for it to be complicated? Then uncomplicate it. It’s that easy. Action and direct communication can uncomplicate even the craziest of situations. We build things up in our minds and they turn out to be super small in the actual discussion. Intentions really are up to how people think and feel - and damn it…we all do it so differently. Someone can be thinking they are doing the most when they aren’t doing much of anything to another’s perspective. “What you want matters. It does.” Wow wow wow. I’ve been working on this lately. Being more decisive in what I want and need - goals, self improvement, etc. I know what I want in many areas, and now it’s time to take action on it. Other things I can’t take action on - making people do things, reach out to me, etc. All I can do is be present, be open, willing to try and try and try again.

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

“I don’t know is a perfectly acceptable answer.” YES!!! Any eternal student knows this is facts, nothing to be ashamed of. We already know there are things we “know” that we don’t know. And all the things we don’t even know exist just blows my mind, daily. “I have always known.” So have I. But to be honest it’s frustrating when you have to put that trust, faith and understanding into someone else and have no movement forward that’s tangible. Life is so worth living. I have so many tiny things that keep me going, keep me wanting to survive and thrive. I look forward to all these things and they make me feel full - joy- wonder - gratitude - awe.

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

To be able to just look into your eyes, K. Ahhhhh. I wish. I really do. Not ashamed to say it publicly either. 😀😂 There are several great things about being single and alone like you said. But for those of us who thrive with love, romantic love - it’s still missing even while we enjoy the freedoms of solitude. What happens when you pick someone special and they reject you? When nothing happens the way you hoped it would? It hurts. Makes me want to tear myself up inside, wondering why not me. The struggle is real, but I try to fight it every time, and build myself back up. ✨

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

You really went hard on this audio - hot damn K. It’s so good. I’ve listened 4 times since you posted it last night. It’s the random subtle drops you make that are like a mindblowing, deep, thought and emotion provoking experience. It’s so long (in a wonderful way) and I still didn’t want it to end. HAHA I try to not worry too much about the past - I use it as a guide to do better when I can but don’t think I’d truly change anything. I believe everything happens for a reason even if I don’t understand it. And all things work out in my favor even if that means things go wrong before they go right. Look at how we all have found YOU online. How you define our lives. How you help us and live alongside us daily as we all go through life - good and bad. You help, encourage us, distract us, build a community we can share and connect in. What a blessing you are to this world, to us. 🥰🌟

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

I’m trying hard this year to work on my patience and to open my mind and heart to a higher level than I’ve been at before. It’s not easy for me to be patient, especially when I don’t understand a situation or person. Silence makes things difficult. But I’m working on it - with people - circumstances - driving - every little thing I use as a way to practice. Sometimes I fail - then I try again. I just keep trying, and sometimes I see the progress in myself. 🎉 “When you know you know.” Yes!!! Right!! I know. I feel it in my heart, my soul. I’m literally making room in my life for a new friend, maybe a new love.

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

We are incredibly lucky to get to share space, time, and energy with you K. Some people say my gravity, my personal energy is strong, it radiates and attracts many. Idk what’s going on. I’m just being me. 😇 I’m trying to protect myself less and be more open minded, open my heart more. I’m ready to fall hard, intertwined with another into a wonderful, safe but intense kind of love. I guess they could catch me...if they’re strong. I’m heavy AF. hahahaha. *giggles in plus size girly* “I can be patient for you.” The stuff of dreams. Words like this resonate with me and help me to be a better person overall. Thank you.

maia

i swear this man has been professionally trained to know what to say to hit the deepest darkest place in our hearts ahaha 😭

Rose

The one song that came to mind when listening to this the other day was the song Mother Tongue by Bring Me the Horizon. I like that song.

moya aurelia

this audio is 18 minutes short but somehow it’s feels like forever, just beautiful moment stuck in infinity