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i couldn't sleep, but i didn't want to wake you. i ended up out on the balcony, hoping some fresh air and a little assistance might be just what i needed to fall asleep. i should have known you'd wake up in my absence, you usually always do. it's like you can tell the moment i get out of bed. either way, i'm glad you're out here with me. there's no better way to be pulled back to bed than hand in hand with you.

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Aiza🩷🌸

K what are you doing to me🥺 I have such a heavy heart tonight and I’m just up, in my mind, with the windows open staring into the darkness that lurks around me (I have no balcony) and now your posting this. The comfort you bring is unreal, you make me feel so seen and understood🫶🏼❤️

Gaby

Aw hi <3

Destiny

That sixth sense is paying off….there’s no sneaking out of bed here!!

Amy

Queen what is going on

Aiza🩷🌸

The description is so cute and I can’t wait to listen to this. Hopefully it will bring me sleep too <3

Aiza🩷🌸

Summer playlist on too🙌🏼

Savannah

k are we ever gonna get any more parenthood audios please im deprived😫

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

Kimothy Klitaniel Keeth Kraigvontarious Knight. 😤😤😤😤🤬🤬🤬 Was that the drag of a smoke I heard at the beginning?!? Why the fuck am I asking?! I know it was. 😂😂😂😂🤔🤔😶😶😶😑 (plots and preps punishments😇🤗😈👿) P.S. No actual judgement here, just being sassy and playful. Only serious judgements for your square pizza slander. 🤬

Aiza🩷🌸

Is it bad that I low-key miss smoking K (audio only though)

Amy

All the time

Aiza🩷🌸

Ahh you beauty!!! I’ve being longing for one🙌🏼❤️

Aiza🩷🌸

I love active K, it’s so fun🫶🏼

kaay

GIRL SAMEE

Savannah

yayyyy omg thank you🧎🏾‍♀️

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

I have follow up questions. Is that a cigarette or something else? Menthol?🧐👀👀 I need to know what that first kiss tasted like. Or what I’m supposed to be delulu imagining over here. Help me set the scene K boo! Never mind my questions have been answered. 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂😘😘 I'm a bit sassy and hyper over here. 🤐🤐🤫

princess 💞

K... What are you doing in the commentssss 💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼🤭🤭🤭

kaay

Hope your okay bubs🥺 things will get better, take each day as it comes. you’re doing amazing, be easy on yourself 💓 always here to chat if you need to take weight off your shoulders or just to rant x

Aiza🩷🌸

I’m so emotional tonight and I don’t really know why but it’s weighing on me, your comment is going to make me cry. Thank you for being so kind to me, I appreciate it🥺💖

flo 🌟

frrr a little joined smoking action never did anyone harm. omg smoking and sleep is the best 🙏 audio and irl

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

6-7 mins in: Ahhhh…this reminds me of when I’d look up at the Moon and constellation Orion the Hunter this past Winter. I’d think of someone special and wonder if they were looking up, thinking of me too. Never found out if it was true for them though. 🌟⭐️💫✨️🌠🌌🏹🏹🏹🌙🌕🌙🌕🌙🌑☪️

livy ♡

now i miss when i lived in the woods ✨🌲

Aiza🩷🌸

1:42 - 1:46 “All the stuff I’m not control of, that’s what I’m anxious of” That’s so real and so me right now

Kickis

I legit thought assistance = masturbation. 🫣

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

I’d have a whole setup on that balcony whether it was big or small. A couple of chairs, a little table. Plants, candles. A blanket in the cooler months. A portable telescope inside I can bring out to check out the sky on clear nights. Ahhhh.

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️

“During the day it’s too much traffic noise.” I live on a busy street in my town. My section is currently closed for months long construction but it’s a shit show. We live on a one way road and the entrance is now closed, have to reverse up the street to park by our house, or drive up the road and do a 8 point turn to get where we are supposed to be if cars are not packed up here.😩😩😑😑😑🤬🤬🤬 The great part is our busy, loud road has been quiet for the past 2 days since it’s too hot out for construction workers to be out. But they’ll be back soon. For a while. 😒😒😒😒 I guess I’ll be making some new friends since I’ll see them about 10 times a day! 🤯🤣😂❤

cafogartyart

Making me miss my old apartment and balcony, K! 😭

Jacki

Yes agree

kaay

i completely understand, sometimes the negative thoughts or those sorts of emotions come and go in waves and it’s hard to even grasp why that is, it’s hard to explain. and when you’re in it it feels the worst, but tomorrow, do something for yourself. Whether it’s a pamper sesh, getting your fave takeaway or watching your fave film, take time to do something that you love or indulge in something that you enjoy and hopefully that will help ease the feelings. Your welcome bubb💓

renee💌

Whatever's weighing on you, I hope it eases, and I'm sending you light airy feelings💌🥺

⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖

sending u sm love and light aiza! 🫂🫂🫂 i hope u rest lots and ur taking good care of urself,, hoping that u feel better sooner than soon :] <33

stars

THANK YOU

moya aurelia

well i don’t smoke often but did universe told you k i bought cigarettes recently and sometimes i’ve been smoking them before bed when i feel a little lost? it’s nice to have company tonight, perhaps for the last time for a while because i take this audio as a sign from universe to throw them away

Destiny

Congrats on your 3 years!!!!

bev

ty for the audios k<3 i was having a lot of anxiety about my flight tomorrow but this rlly helped me calm down. think i’ll actually be able to get some sleep now 💤💤💤🤍

WatchTheStars

🤭You said the quiet part out loud. 😂

Alana

congrats on 3 years!!!

Aiza🩷🌸

This was so perfect. I want to bottle up the feeling of love in this audio🥺❤️ I want a love like this, tender, warm, and gentle to the soul <3

🩷

can we please get a tw for smoking?🩷

Aiza🩷🌸

“To the moon and to Saturn”🌙🪐✨

Kickis

Oh yes, this is what I do — sometimes to my own detriment. 😂🫣😅

alisha

have a safe flight love <3

N’ai

Do I smoke? No, do I want more smoking audios? Yes 🫣😭

bev

thank you so much <3

Aiza🩷🌸

Thank you, I appreciate it 💖

Zoe Noel

We all have a little stoner in us.... well some of us 🍃

ewa

or the tag?

🩷

anything😭 i don't want to accidentally listen to a smoking audio again, i quit 5 years ago and it's kinda hard to keep that up if i romanticize it like this lol

Destiny

Don’t worry, you’re not the only one that thought that 😅

Kickis

Thenk gewd. ❤️

Destiny

My second thought was “how can you get assistance when you left me in bed?” 😅😂

Kickis

Mine was "Having wank on the balcony? Interesting location" 😂

A

These vibes✨💕

renee💌

"Passed down like folk songs, our love lasts so long"☁️⏳️🌾

livy ♡

up on the roof (james taylor version) came on shuffle today and reminded me of this

madeline ⋆˙⟡

the love, the vibes, immaculate ✨ i really enjoy listening to smoking audios <3

Amber

there’s a tw added now 🫶🏼

Gaby

oh i fucking love the smoking audio <3

Ss

K's smoking tag is a special charm And I waited for it 🖤

jackie

k is officially on my dream rotation

brutal_murphy

As a girlie who’s 420 friendly, I’d kill for one like this but swapped places-

lala lala

Can we get a reverse pleaseeee I’m 420friendly lol

moya aurelia

Usually, when I feel like having a cigarette, I buy a pack and smoke just one, leaving the rest where I choose to smoke. This one time last year I bought a pack and went to the nearby football field to smoke and normally I would leave the pack there, but when I wanted to go home some kids came and damn, I realized I chose such a wrong place for all of this so I couldn't leave those cigarettes there because I was their age and I know that's time when you have the opportunity to show how cool you are by smoking 🧘‍♀️ I was having a bad day (I don't remember why) so I didn't think too much, I just took this pack of cigarettes home; which ended up with me smoking more than one cigarette. Now I live alone in the same place where I grew up in with my mom and sister. I truly hate this small place, it’s probably smaller than you imagine. I paid off the debt of almost everything and then I renovated this house, I pushed it so hard, too hard maybe and it’s nothing like the place it used to be but… that make me hate this house even more. I think I wasted my youth here. I did something what no adult before me could, after years of having no privacy, I started living here alone (the best part of it all), thinking and hoping it would fix everything and heal my trauma but nah. The only good thing about this place always was and still is the view on the stars from the balcony, and that’s only when I sit down and I’m able to see only that. If I stand up I see… the view I hated all my life. I’m dying inside looking at this blocks, I miss looking at tree at my grandparents house or maybe I just long for having opportunity and bravery to leave. So that night you posted this, I stood at the balcony, thinking about my silly life and what to do with it, I was smoking that disgusting cigarette and while listening to this I kept thinking about… deleting this app because it started to meant for me something more than it should have. At that time I felt like I finally found myself again and this content really helped me. I changed so much, it… you gave me so much. I found here comfort, encouragement, confidence, motivation, joy and much, muuuuch more, I don’t know how to even start to explain and I questioned if I even should. I never wanted to imagine and want more than I should, to this day I’m so scared of it goshhhhh, now I’m more scared than back then. I… was almost ready to cancel my subscription back in July. Like- really. I was really ready for it but I was standing at this balcony in the middle of the night and this appeared so while half listening (sorry) to this, randomly I asked myself out loud “Should I say goodbye?”… and then seconds later, you said ✨9:44✨ “No, this is not happening” I just laughed, throw that pack of cigarettes out of the balcony (I know shitty ecology and neighborhood move but you know, in the name of art and drama) and went back to sleep. I know it’s almost nothing, I know it’s silly and very very smoll, but… it kept me here and I don’t even want to think how I would regret not staying. Maybe the moon I was looking at that night, didn’t want me to. Maybe Universe wanted me to stay because it knew something I didn’t. So, goodbye… no, I didn’t happen, because pretty boy said so. Thank fucking God.