still wide awake (Patreon)

in classic fashion, i made sure you went to sleep but now about an hour has passed and i'm still wide awake. attempt after attempt of me closing my eyes has yielded nothing. you're draped across my chest and as i shift trying to keep you asleep, my efforts lead to failure. your eyes open sleepily and you take one look at the condition i'm in and know in the way you always do. you don't let me talk you back to sleep, you pull me onto your chest trying to return the favour i offered earlier in the night.