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You were never just another classmate to me; you were my Roman Empire.

Something about that innocence...that stupid grin when you solved a problem, those sharp eyes when you smiled, and that little head-tilt when you were thinking...I was observing it all, and loving every. second. of. it.

But that was wrong. I'm Lexy Astoria. I bow to no one. I can't be chained by my attraction to you.

But that's when I realized...I can own you, teach you, go crazy with you, and in return, you can tame me, take me, fuck me.

Fuck me raw. Fuck me hard. Fuck me till I cum on that stupid fucking face. Oh that fucking face...I wanna cup it, hold it, kiss it, love it, leash it...

Oh how badly I wanna put a leash on you and pull on it, hard, fast, rough...only if you want to. At the end, it means NOTHING if I'm forcing you. I want you to come to me willingly. I want you to give me the leash yourself, to hand me the keys to the lock around your heart. I want you to want me.

Am I desperate? Jealous? Possessive? Paranoid? What if you grow tired of me? What happens when Jessica takes my place? What if I lose you? What are we? What even are you to me? What am I to YOU?

This rage and anxiety makes me wet, and I want you inside of me. I want you to claw at my thighs and bite my nipples. I want your hand as my collar. And last of all, I wanna tattoo my name on your back with my nails. I wanna break you, and I wanna rebuild you as mine...mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine...MINE!!!

I can't take it anymore. I'm texting you. You're coming over tonight, and you're fucking me raw. Who knows? If you're good enough, I may even bark for you.