Lexy's Dear Diary... (Patreon)

Dear Diary,Yesterday, I spent the night cuddling and spooning with the nerd (💕💖🖤❤️💗💋🥰). Ugh...what am I doodling in my journal?! I can't let the others know! I'm getting too weak. And that's EXACTLY why I was mean to my nerd in the hallway!Some might call me immature. I mean, we're all in our 20s and should be acting like adults, but I genuinely can't. Like there's a demon in me physically stopping me from being kind and mature. I'm way too self-aware for my own sake.I like you, nerd. Okay? But if I tell you that, you'll get cocky and then you'll leave me...like they all did. I should have a reason to have you stay. So, if you're unsure, you'll come back for more...right?You may never know, but my journal will know that my clothes still smell like you...🖤