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Hey guys, how is everyone doing? I've been trying to take it easy lately because my anxiety has been on a high for over a month now and it's been really getting in my way. I'm trying to pace myself and keep acknowledging that everything can be built with time, I'm only racing myself, you know? Some of y'all may not know this but my birthday is actually this month, I feel a way about that, getting older and still wondering if I'm doing the right things. I think all of that has been adding to the anxiousness tbh... it's a mess.

Speaking of that, I realized that I didn't update you guys since I hadn't been on Twitch, but I'll be going to Japan for my birthday this year, I'll be leaving next week. I really hope through some sightseeing, more physical activity with walking and good food to help refill my battery and relieve some tension. It'll be cool to maybe catch anime release at it's original time. This time, I actually plan release a video for this trip to share with you guys. I appreciate everyone watching those few of the old unedited vlogs I posted here. Y'all the fam so I gotta keep you in the loop too.

Lastly, did you guys see this post?

That was to catch some links/suggestions to content I can film and schedule out for you guys, if you haven't hit that post, comment below or put in request chat!

I did start IT: Welcome to Derry, I'll start posting that next Monday and I am going to be fully caught up tomorrow, and close to the 10th I'll watch ep 4 and keep up weekly but stagger the uploads so those will be behind release schedule.

Shoot me some more reqs to go alongside my other things! I've done some MVs you guys have been sending and will look into some of the recent album suggestions too. Recommendation tiers 1-3 videos each, will be scheduled out as well :D

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a2r

btw if I put a thumbs up or check mark on your request in chat, i recorded it!

Jay

One is always questioning if their path is the right one for them , yet the truth is… you never truly know as you’re always evolving as a person & what a beautiful experience that is !! As they say “ Rome wasn’t built in a day” . Wherever it is you envision yourself , don’t let anxiety become the pillar in creating that future. You’re doing great 🫶🏽. Hoping the new scenery can help you catch your breath & focus ( enjoy your trip ! )

elle

Happy Early Birthday have fun in Japan i’m jealous!! Also that It shows gonna have to miss me i dnt fw clown AT ALL! 🥲

rachelllll

I’m sorry things are less than fun for you right now, I hope you see some light soon! And I hope you have a good birthday!! I don’t think you’ve reacted to this, but if you need a laugh, Jin did a Run Jin ep with some TXT and Enhypen members which was very funny! Here’s link to ep 1: https://youtu.be/6C5EkKlAJAY?si=KPuOnN4FOB_O9rfI

aly

have fun in japan anthony!! please put your wellbeing first always ❤️

Brittany

Glad your going on a trip! Hope you have lots of fun in Japan and clear your head. Just enjoy the moment. Sorry you're having a hard time right now :( . Like you said yes everything can be built with time. Don't measure your progress using someone else's ruler is something I tell myself whenever I feel like that. Okay! You got this!!! ✨️💖I'll also try to think of some reqs and add them after.

chelsey

hope you have a great trip & birthday! 🖤 are you gonna see treasure while you're there?!

mssmercedes

I hope your upcoming birthday trip can give you time to relax and ultimately just enjoy it. There's definitely no age for figuring it out but for sure it's natural to think about it more and more as you age so take your time. Excited to see what you film so I can live vicariously 🤣