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An update on Me (Patreon)

Published:
2025-01-15 16:01:53
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2025-01-15 16:10:22
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2026-06
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Oof, this has been a BAD 12 months. the anxiety and panic has mostly passed. I've possessed November and we WILL all survive. However I was put on a new brain med around that time to help and while it really calmed me down it also killed my ability to draw, or build models, or paint, or get horny, or...

Depression is hard, I was never in danger of self harm, but I wasn't living, only existing. Anyway I'm off that med and on a new one. Its early but I actually drew something today, and might draw more. So I'm hopeful. I figured I owed all of you an explanation to what's been happening I'm my life.

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nagasden

oh, and the Steiner image is only a photo, i'll scan it proper later.

nagasden

oops, I missed a Christmas sketch. sorry its late!

Tuft

It's so great to hear that things are improving!

Tarlek

Here hoping the new med works much better!

David Fenger

Ah, the joys of adjusting brain chemistry. Hope the new one works out for you.

Damo

Thank you for sharing. For what it's worth, your work always brightens my day. It's appreciated.

142857

You know, we see you post work, and we're happy. We're simple people like that.

Ardent Slacker

Been through that wringer. Took me a couple years of trial and error to end up on a med that helped me *do* stuff. Decade later, I'm on a combination, because I take a very low dose of amitriptaline to dial down the migraines. I've heard some good things about "genesight", genetic testing to try and make the random-trial search for the right antidepressant more of an educated guess. It got approved for use like, half a year after I'd already gone through most of the formulary with my insurance. NFI if that'd even be of use, depends on how many meds you've been through, I'd guess. Good luck, and don't forget to give yourself some grace for having mortal biology.