Writer's Corner - Blog Post #1 (Patreon)
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Welcome to my series of blog posts on writing and creativity, available for you, my lovely Elves. I’m aiming to keep them fairly short and un-ramble (around 1000 words or so)… We’ll see how that goes, though, eh?
Ok, this first one is entitled ‘Creative Hibernation’ because ‘Writer’s Block’ sounds like (and is) actually a rather negative term. Block implies concrete barriers across the road, inaccessibility, finality, and an end. Writer’s ‘block’ is not finite. And it’s relatively easy to get around, with a few tricks.
I’m one of those writers/creators who can be either on or off. There’s very little in between. I’m either writing four stories in as many days, or I’m staring at Tumblr and wondering how the hell to make the words go… You know?
Writer’s block is one of those age-old and immensely frustrating problems; frustrating on a number of different levels. I’ve spoken about it before on Tumblr when people have asked me how to deal with it, but it honestly often feels like you’re just a wrung out sponge, and nothing else is going to come out. Ever again. It’s crushing, demoralising, and, even though you’re already empty, it’s utterly draining!
For some people it’s caused by fear – fear of not being good enough to pull off the project, fear of not living up to your own or others’ expectations, fear of inadequacy beside other creators etc. etc. – while for other’s it’s simply an energy drain thing. You get too empty, you’re running on fumes for a bit, and then suddenly the tank is dry and you’ve broken down, and now what?
Here are Ghosti’s Auto-Recovery Hot-Tips for those who have broken down on the road to project completion.
Procrastination can be a huge part of it. It definitely is for me. I have the worst executive dysfunction, meaning that if something needs to be done, my brain says ‘Nope. Not starting that. No way. Lets… I don’t know… do literally anything else. Or nothing! Nothing is good too.’
Nothing is not ‘good too’.
It’s super stressful to be putting off doing The Writing™ all the time, and it’s confusing as hell. I mean, I want to write, but it’s almost as if the more I want to write, the less likely I am to sit down and do the aforementioned The Writing… And then the stress kicks in, the anxiety, and the general feelings of hopelessness and misery.
Sometimes, however, the procrastination comes in handy, allowing me to get Other Stuff™ done, sometimes even other creative stuff or even a lil drabble or something, though admittedly, those last two are rare cases. Mostly its, like, cleaning the bathroom or something…
Those who strive for the pinnacle of perfectionism can also come crashing down into the vast pit of Writer’s Block. The adage ‘better done than perfect’ is definitely a good one to bear in mind when creating. Even if you hate it when it’s done, it’s out there. Chances are, it’s not as bad as you think, and you won’t hate it tomorrow when you can put some distance between you and the words. You can always edit later (you really shouldn’t edit and write at the same time anyway). Or you could use it as a template for something else, rework it, whatever. You did it, and it’s probably not even half as bad as you think it is.
So, all this ‘um-ing’ and ‘ah-ing’ and not actually being able to start the work for whatever reason (there are more than I mentioned above, for sure!) either finds you at the bottom of a very deep and dark, self-dug hole, or drifting across the endless plains of social media or other distractions, neither of which produces the end goal of completing The Writing™.
The ways I’ve found helpful in smashing through this rut in the road are applicable not just to writing. As I mentioned, I have executive dysfunction, so there are a lot of things that I find utterly daunting which someone else might just get on with, so I use these kinds of practices there too.
Ask yourself what’s the roadblock? It sounds obvious, but you may not actually be as clear as you think. Really sit down, perhaps with a pen and paper, and write something like ‘what’s stopping me writing this story?’. Do a flow chart, spider diagram, list, bullet points, random phrases, whatever to get your brain going. Once you’ve done that, ask yourself how you can get around/through the real issues. I did it fairly recently for my novel, Weaver of Threads. I stopped writing it and didn’t quite know why, just that I did not want to work on it.
Here’s what I did… Don’t’ worry about making it pretty/perfect (and don’t use your favourite notebook for it because it will look like the ravings of a lunatic, I promise you).
Other things which I’ve touched on before in my blog include:
Write in different places and in different media. I read once about an author (can’t remember who it was, sadly!) who wrote the stages of their work in different places. They planned it on the ground floor, in pen on paper, then moved to the first floor to type up a first draft, and did the final work in the attic. Obviously we don’t all have multiple floors, but try shifting around and starting by planning it on paper. Not only with that make you feel like An Author™, but it helps to have the mechanical connection to the words/shape of the story.
Be comfortable. Have a pee, wear your favourite clothes, be fresh, be the right temperature, have a bottle of water nearby to keep hydrated (plus it means you’ll have to take some breaks later on which is also a good thing, either to refill the bottle or to empty yourself!). Whatever you need to do; if you’re thinking about yourself or your environment, your head’s not in the story. Being comfortable should help you to write. Just get the words down; at this stage don’t worry about whether it reads well. A first draft doesn’t have to be perfect - a first draft just has to be written.
Read. Read other people’s work that you admire, whether it’s fanfiction or classic literature. Read stuff that’s not related to the genre that you’re writing. Good writing is good, no matter the subject. Work out why it’s so good: what makes your heart pound or your eyes water? It’s not copying if you start writing in that style, but it’ll help you to be a better writer if you know why something is good writing. It also helps you not to exist in a vacuum.
So, having felt a lot of negativity, and having referred to it as Writer’s Block for so long, I took up the advice of someone I saw on Tumblr, and called it Creative Hibernation. The danger with doing this, however, is that you run the risk of excusing it. There’s no excuse for it.
Find a way to trick your brain into wanting to do The Writing (or The Thing).
Work it out, make the time to write, and just… do it. No excuses. Take care of yourself, take it slower, do it in chunks, change your style, change your medium, but keep. writing.
And finally, some advice for life, not just writing, from Mark Twain:
“The secret to getting started is breaking your complex overwhelming tasks into small manageable tasks, and then starting on the first one.”