Believe me, I'm Gay E4 | I was worried about giving a blowjob, so my straight friend helped me practice. (Patreon)

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Step 1: Come out of the closet to someone. 

Step 2: Have sex with a guy. 

I am actually as inexperienced as Kai makes me out to be. I think women could sense the gay in me before I even truly admitted it to myself, so nothing ever happened there. 

After hearing about Kai’s hookup from an app, I felt the itch to download one too. Obviously, I downloaded the one that you're thinking about. 

“That's Grindr, right?” Kai says, lifting his head up from my bed. We've been hanging out all day and have reached the point where we're mostly playing on our phones solo. 

“What do you know about that?” I ask and silence my phone. 

“I don't live under a rock. Pass me the chips.” He grabs a handful and shoves it inside his mouth, leaving a fine powder on his chin. “You wanna fuck a pu… buss…” He contemplates as he chews and swallows. “What do you call it?” 

“I actually didn't ask for any of this conversation,” I say, as I scroll through the men that have messaged me. 

Shirtless torso…DL married man…not my type…not my type…torso… 

“You never answered me when I asked if you were going to pitch or catch.” Kai props his head up. 

“I don't know.” 

“What do you mean, you don't know?” 

“I don't know!” 

“Ooookay, tense.” My friend sits up completely and motions for me to get closer. He massages my shoulders as he peers at my phone. “Sausage fest. Makes sense.” 

“This is so stressful,” I say as I scroll more. “Are you rubbing chip dust onto my shirt?”

“I was nervous for my first hook up too,” Kai says, ignoring my question. “But it's alright like sometimes it works out and sometimes it doesn't.” He’s not a very good massage therapist. He’s either too rough or my shoulders are too tense, and I jerk away at the discomfort. “Put down the phone.” The grid of men goes black as Kai takes it away from me. “Close your eyes.” 

“What are we doing now?” I complain, but I close my eyes just the same. My bangs lift off my forehead, and he continuously brushes them back. 

“Alright, if you could have anything right now, what would you want?” 

“A cheeseburger,” I say. Maybe Kai is right about the haircut. My bangs fall back in place whenever he stops combing through them with his fingers. 

“Imagine a really hot guy in front of you right now.” His voice tingles the back of my neck. “He's naked. Big schlong between his legs.” 

“Is he the cheeseburger delivery man?” I say sarcastically. 

“What do you want to do with him?” Kai asks. 

Look at another man’s cock up close. Grab his ass and see what it feels like in my hands.

“Either way, you're probably going to start by sucking him. No man is any good when he isn't hard.” 

“I don't know how to suck cock,” I say. His hands run through my hair a final time and land on my shoulders. 

“Is that what you're so tense about? I mean, it's a cock. You have one.” 

“Yeah, but it's not the same.” 

“You never seen a blowjob before? There's not much to it. Gluck Gluck, Miles.” 

I reach back and give him a push in the middle of his chest. He falls backward onto the bed and props his head up again. 

“What are you worried about?” 

“What if I bite him or – “ 

“Well, don't chomp on it.” Kai bursts into laughter. “Sheesh, Miles.” 

“I’m just saying! Or what if he doesn't cum and I get too tired to keep going?” 

“You have to open up the other end then.” He shrugs, bare shoulders sharing through his tank top. “I'm just saying!” My friend imitates me. “Alright, time to do some research then.” 

Kai grabs my phone off the bed, and starts typing quietly. 

“Pornhub gay prefills itself, Miles,” he says with a snicker. “Alright. This is straight but this is a fucking master class on giving a blowjob. Come here, man.” He pats the mattress next to him and I join him in watching the tiny screen. 

A soft cock takes up most of the space, then a pair of lips kiss along the shaft. 

“You see that? No rush. I hate getting sucked when I'm still soft. Makes me feel like a popped balloon.” 

The cock engorges slowly, lifting off from the attention it's given. The lips go from kissing the top side to the underside. 

“Really important here,” Kai says. “It hurts like hell when chicks try to pull the foreskin down too much.” Hand gently test the boundaries of the loose skin and a tongue swirls on the exposed tip. The cock hardens to rock under this careful touch. “And they always forget the balls.” 

My eyes caught the small movement of Kai adjusting himself in his sweatpants. The adjustment turns into a scratch, and his lips pucker as the cock in front of us is swallowed. 

“I can definitely when they want to suck cock, or when they're just doing it cause they think they have to. Look at that, man.” Lips touch the pubes of the man on the screen. “That has to feel so fucking good.” 

“Yeah.” My voice comes out in an unexpected waver. 

He smells so good today. 

I can feel the hormones coming off him. 

“See? There's nothing to it.” His blue eyes lock with mine, and he backs up a little, as if he's trying to take in my whole expression. “Are you turned on?” 

Yes. 

“You look like you're about to eat me up,” Kai says with a chuckle. “Maybe it's time to go back to the app.” 

“I could use some practice before I invite someone over.” I swallow copious amounts of spit, my heart rumbling inside my chest. 

“Practice,” he says. He puts the phone face down on the bed and ruffles his blond hair. “By that you mean…” 

I touch his thigh with all 5 fingers, and then look up into my friend’s eyes. He scratches his crotch again, and looks right back at me. 

“It won't be like the video,” he says and I flatten my palm on his thigh. 

“Why not?” 

“I'm already…hard,” Kai says. 

“How would you like it sucked if it was already hard?” I watch the sweats conform around the shape of his boner. 

“Take it right away, I think,” he says. “It’s still practice, I guess. For all kinds of situations.”

“Right.” My heart pounds. 

“Is it kinda hot in here?” Kai tugs from the neckline of his shirt. I nod and we both take off our shirts. The pants come off a couple seconds later.

Kai thrusts up to take off his black briefs, revealing his unruly pubes before his stiff cock bounces out. 

“It's the video.” 

“Yeah, sure.” The instinctual hunger overtakes me and I lean forward.

Take it right away. 

“UhHH…” Kai groans.

It tastes like… not exactly like a lot, but not plain either. A heavy meat kind of flavour, with the first part being more salty. 

“Mmm…” I hum with my first hard dick in my mouth. Naturally, I want to suck it hard and fast like I’ve seen in videos. 

“Whoa whoa whoa.” His two hands slow down my rhythm. “That doesn't feel good.” 

“Sawwy,” I mumble with his stiff cock on my tongue. 

“It’s okay. Fuck, I can’t believe you’re sucking my dick, Miles. Okay, slow.” He holds my bangs up. “Slower than that. And tighter with the lips. That's better.” 

It feels bigger in my mouth than I thought it would. 

“Don't be afraid to add a little twist to it.” He helps me understand what he means by directing the motions of my head. “And change it up. Sometimes, up here at the tip…”

I lick the saltiest part of his member. 

“... then back to sucking. Yeah, that's it!” The drool I’m leaving on him makes his tool easier to suck. “Then go down. More. More. A little more.” 

“MMMm!” I puff my cheeks out as my throat attempts to close around the head of his cock. It becomes too much, and I come off to cough.

“You have to get back on it, or you're gonna lose the momentum.” Kai jerks off. “Let's go.” His other hand pushes on my head. 

Keep going. 

“Oh, that's nice.” His hands liberate me to twist my head on him. “Count to 10 and then change it up.”

2…3…4…5

My neck burns.

6…7…8…9…

“Oh fuck! Mm!” His cock throbs deep in my mouth. “You're a quick learner, Miles. Ah!” I feel him lean back on the bed with both hands, which gives me extra room to suck him hard again. 

6…7…8…9…10! I spin my tongue around his tip. 

“Not too much of that. That's the most sensitive part.” 

Deep then! 

“Oh shit…that's not bad.” I go back to sucking him. 

Deep! 

“Oh!”

Deep again! 

“Oh! Ok, I'm getting there.”

Deep again! 

“I'm going to bust.” Kai taps my head. “Miles, if you keep doing that, I'm going to shoot in your mouth.” The urgency rises in his voice. 

Deep again! 

“Hey, I'm not kidding. I'm going to shoot. I’m not kidding! I'm going to shoot!” I feel Kai sit up, and the decision becomes super clear to me. His cock gets bigger in my mouth, and it is the most surreal sensation.

This is really happening.

Swallow his load!

“AwhHH!” he cries out, and the bed creaks as he flops down on it. 

Deep again!

“GUHH!” What a strange taste. It’s not a taste that reminds me of anything. I keep the thick consistency in my mouth, and go back to sucking him. 

“Whoa!” His hands grab my head aggressively. “Not like that! Slow!” His dick pulsates in my frozen mouth. “Ah…ok… slow…” Kai releases me just enough for me to move down on his shaft, and once my right cheek touches his pubes, he holds me there. “Just stay there. It’s sensitive.” 

Trying to breathe through my nose, I swallow his bittersweet load. 

“Mm…ok…” Kai lets me come off. I lay on his knee, and we give each other a goofy smile. “I don't think you need to worry about not making him cum.” His dick drips a drop of cum in front of me. 

Should I lick it? 

“Set up that hookup, man. You're going to be fine.”