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🗣️ Ramble #4 and poem reading ~ July 2025 📖 Whispers | Rain Sounds | Feeling Lonely (Patreon)

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2025-07-29 21:00:08
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I know most of you are melting under the sun right now, so please send some over here! 😂 Are you going anywhere on vacation? What's been going on? Let's catch up a bit 💛 And let me help you fall asleep as I continue to read the Flowers of Evil to the sound of the rain and soft thunder rolls... ⚡️

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ZBaum

Hey Storm, been feeling pretty low recently. Sometimes it’s hard to get motivated to do something I enjoy. I want to feel better, but I don’t know how. Your voice does help soothe me a lot, though, so thank you very much for your help with that ❤️

Korden

The sun apparently hates Germany so I am on vacation in Austria. It's a big better but not too much. At least the mountain range is amazing and it's amazing for hiking.

Reiran

Aah I can't wait to listen to this at home!

Kaylore

Hope you feel better. Thank you for making the content that you do. You are amazing and are certainly a nice light in the darkness.

Korden

I really need you to do a new q&a audio! I have so many questions.

Korden

Understood, Ma'am!

Chrisian

Hi there Storm! I can relate to the challenges of making real connections and meaningful relations, or at least in the context of my job. Don’t have a lot of direct colleagues, but do visit a lot of locations with loads of different people who are each others’ direct colleagues. Having to put yourself out there with a conscientious effort can get rather exhausting. Personally, I don’t mind you sharing a bit about you feeling a little down. Even the brightest stars flicker a little from time to time. I’d rather have people being real about their thoughts and feelings :) I hope the weather clears up where you are, so that it might cheer you up. Thanks for the ramble and the poem reading!

Sigmund

Hi Storm, I hope you doing well, I am currently on a three-week vacation but I am not going away either. I haven't had a break since December so I am going to make the most of it. The problem is that I haven't had much contact lately, I see very few people, but I make do with what I have. I am taking advantage of the vacation to do sports, walks to the pond, parties etc. Thank you for this mini ramble and poem, and enjoy the vacation Storm. Porte toi bien 😘🌹

User_Unknown

Hey, Storm. Foremost, I am so sorry you're been feeling down. I want you to know you never have to apologize or feel guilty for that. Everyone feels these things and should be allowed to, so you don't have to feel obligated to bring the positive vibes. You need to have a "light in the dark" too. I was just having a conversation in the Discord about this how putting another's needs above your own, while selfless and caring, can lead to burnout. So, please know that you don't ever have to pretend to be okay around us. It's okay to feel these things, and it's okay to ramble to us about it if you're comfortable with it. We are listening. Like you said, we are literally paying to listen to you. And we will continue to do so. Moreover, we all want you to be happy. I know we're all just faces behind a screen, but if there's anything we can do on our end to help you, please let us know. We're here for you. 🫂 Since you asked, I have had a few things going on in my life since I got situated last month. Still working on getting some furniture. The last garage sales I visited didn't turn up anything except a rather funny conversation with a biker. I also visited my sisters for Independence Day, and we had s'mores. Haven't had those in a while, but they were delicious! Between walking on the beach and visiting some local zoos, I have been making good use of my ereader. I finished an entire thirteen book series on how to mimic a certain sketching style. I was just going to start giving it a shot today as a matter of fact. On the subject of hobbies, I was considering taking up surfing since I now have the environment to practice it. A friend of mine said he had some boards we could use, so I've been waiting for him to have a vacancy in his schedule. Additionally, I have been looking for a used violin to practice that too. Outside of this dinner date you planned with your friends, do you have any other exciting plans for the future? Once again, Storm, thank you so much for your audios, especially these rambles of yours. Your choice of poems certainly would make Tim Burton proud, and the seagull shreaking around 18:06 was an eerie addition. I hope your lonliness and melancholy subside as soon as possible. Until then, sending you love and all the warm, West Coast vibes there are!

Riron

Not gonna lie… it was a bit heavy. No, I don’t want you to think it was a bad thing, because it wasn’t. I just felt that loneliness when you said it, and I had to sit in silence for a moment. Storm, I know what it’s like to feel like you always have to be the “light” for everyone else. Even when you’re feeling lonely or low, you’re still thinking of others. But I want to tell you this, Storm…. even the Moon goes dark and disappears sometimes. So please don’t be so hard on yourself. I want you to know that you don’t have to shine all the time. You’re still you. Still human. Still loved. Sending lots of love and well wishes your way. 🫶🫶🫶 I’ll pitch in for that vacaycay you need. So I’d say go for it. 😁 ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Sadly, there’s no gossip to tell you or drama happening in my life right now haha. I’m currently in a change of career so I’ve been a bit busy. But the process of it so slow 😩 and I just wish I could skip to the part where the exciting stuff happens. As for the weather…. OH MY GOSH… it’s too much sunshine, and there hasn’t been a day I haven’t melted. (I thrive in gloomy weather and can’t explain why.) Honestly, I hate it here. I swear I’m going to move somewhere else someday 😤 I just have one complaint: Why didn’t you finish reading the poem in French?? 😭😭😭 I don’t know the language but that was the best partttt.

Riron

Without darkness, the light wouldn’t mean as much. Yeah, I agree with User. You are also a part of the community as well, Storm. So like User have said, come join us if you ever feel comfortable. Btw, User, I don’t think I’ve ever introduced myself on Discord. Would you be surprised if I tell you that I was the one you talked to this morning? 😄

Riron

Well said 🙂‍↕️

User_Unknown

Well said, Riron! Or should I call you by your Discord name? That was a bit of a surprise, but a welcome one without doubt! Pleasure to meet you, and thanks for the discussion earlier. I was happy to be a part of it.

that1otherJake

This was so enjoyable. Out of curiosity how do you find random hiking companions? I'm looking to branch out in my area but work and my general lack of motivation make meeting people difficult. P.S. I totally get the occasional feeling down. For me it's general disappointment that I'm not where I want to be in life with occasional loneliness. Best I can suggest is hang in there and try to remember it's all just state of mind, it doesn't last forever.

User_Unknown

The poet is absolutely right! Sorry to hear about your career shift, Riron. I hope it improves soon too. Hopefully, those clouds Storm is experiencing will migrate over to you.

User_Unknown

Constant job hunting has made me feel the same way, Jake. I hope your situation improves.

Riron

Thanks User. I also hope it’ll improve soon. I know you’re talking about the actual weather, but I’d honestly welcome either kind of cloud right now, especially if it helps ease someone else’s day, even a little.

Riron

You could use Riron since it’s shorter. Thank you for the welcome 🤗 I’ve had that topic on my mind for a while but didn’t feel like posting it until this morning. I had fun discussing with you, User. I really appreciated what you shared.

User_Unknown

You got it, Riron. My pleasure. I am glad you shared it. It was a blast!

Sigmund

I admit that the French part impressed me. Let's stay strong despite the difficult situations, I've been going through one for 5 years because of colleagues and my unbearable boss. Where I am I feel isolated and I don't receive any contact, but that's how life goes on. I still remain dignified even if ometimes it's difficult

BT

I hope you’re able to get out of this rut, and branch out and keep hiking! Just keep doing things, friends and company come in time, just don’t be afraid to put yourself out there! Love hearing about the real you, even when you need to vent a little.

Bugiisan

Thank you for this audio Storm your poem reading helped me get to sleep. As for the sun you can have it girl I don't want to melt under it anymore I will do my best to send it you way. As for vacation I have one planned in September to visit Turkey but mostly for my mom because she deserves it in regards to feeling lonely I know what you been been there and still I am but your audios, Alex and Six help me feel not so lonely and there is no problem to vent it out if you ever want to vent it out you know how to reach me. I love how you promised six not to promote her channel and I found it out because yt recommended it and I was surprised by the style of voice notes it so adorable and I agree her voice is like an angel but you kind of broke your promise because you kind of promoted you silly. I hope that you dinner night with your friends will go fantastic and that you can meet more people as well. For me it's hard to meet up with people maybe that's why I visit that hobby store and try to make friends there maybe you can try it as well if there is a hobby store in your area and of course you are interested in it.

Riron

I’m sorry you’ve had to deal with that for so long, Sigmund. That sounds really tough. I know it takes a lot to keep going, especially when you’re feeling isolated. But I’m rooting for you. Hope you have fun on your vacation!

Sigmund

Thank you for the comfort, Riron. I don't know how long I'll be able to endure this loneliness, but I won't give in to depression. I'm grateful for your kindness 🙏🏻

Andrew Cabrera

Definitely not gonna bring our mood down listening to this. It’s good to talk about how yah feel, you do a lot of us and the least we can do is listen when you wanna talk about things. Hope you’re doing alright.

Robert Nilsson

I hope things feel better for you (all of you that feel lonely) soon! I love your audios soon, its soothing and honestly kinda makes work flow by in no time. I dont have much advice in the regard of connecting to people other than enjoy yourself, my friends describe me as an agent of chaos and the best way ive met people is by just straight up embracing that fact and doing all the stupid and funny things i want P.S. More french please, i dont understand a word but its fantastic!

Message in a bottle ASMR

Hahahaha I didn't! I just mentioned it 😜 But of course I want my friends to succeed in whatever they're doing. I hope your mom will enjoy Turkey, that's so sweet of you!

Message in a bottle ASMR

Actually I talked to someone on Hinge who mentioned the Hike 😂 very random way to find out about it! BUT another way I am finding out about things is through local Facebook groups and meet-up websites/apps 😉

Message in a bottle ASMR

Gahhhhh you're so sweet! And you are right about the moon indeed 🌑 🌒 🌓 I totally get the desire to skip to the good part, that's how I felt when I first started my channel and... hey ho, here we are, a year and a half later 😏 so hopefully it won't take too long for you! Hahah I didn't continue reading in French because I thought people who can't understand might get bored 🥱 but to be fair, the idea behind the poem readings is to help you go to sleep so I guess it doesn't matter too much 😂

Message in a bottle ASMR

Thank you! I appreciate that 🙏 Oh yay s'mores! Reminds me of one of the first audios I posted on YouTube! Amazing about the surfing and taking up the violin! I used to play as a kid. Lovely stuff happening for you I see!

Message in a bottle ASMR

DECEMBER?! 💀 That's... that was a long time ago. I'm so glad you finally get 3 weeks off!! And I'm jealous there's a pond near where you live (I love ponds and lakes.) Enjoy the rest of your vaycay ❤️

Bugiisan

Hahahaha I know I was just playing little silly as well. She deserves to succeed her voice is so calm like an angel and the format of voice message is cold and unique to say never seen it before. Thank you just thought to gift her a vacation because she needs it and deserves it I will for sure take photos and share them

Chase

Is it bad I love the sadder poems the most lol I hope it gets better for ya, it really is hard to meet new people outside of work

Riron

A year and a half later... Storm, you've come so far 🥹 Also, I loved the French part... so please don't hold back next time!

User_Unknown

You're absolutely welcome, Storm. We appreciate you too. ☺️ Same here. So much so, I posted a pic of them on the Discord with a reference to it. My sisters and I experimented using different types of chocolate. They were extremely sweet and delicious! You played the violin too? Damn, you're a musical prodigy! Thank you for your reply and hope you experience some lovely things next month and beyond as well.

User_Unknown

Nope. Writing and reading poetry like this can help cope with and understand these feelings. I know many war veterans consult poetry as a means of combating PTSD.

User_Unknown

I second the French! We all need to learn!

User_Unknown

I second that. We do not fear the French!

Sigmund

I am one, maybe I can teach you someday 😏

Sigmund

Thanks Storm, and sorry if I made you jealous 😁 I admit that it clears my mind when I'm at the pond to contemplate the horizon and see the swans and other birds passing by

Coco

Hey let's ramble a bit I've never done it before but here we go ! Since the start of this year I have trouble getting out of my shell, I love meeting new people talking with them but since the start of 2025 I am in internal conflict were I want to go talk to people but my inner me is preventing me from it, normally and I hate it, but I decided not too long ago to fix objectives to conquer my shyness and also take my life back in track. So, here are some things I want to do before the end of the year : -Restart sport little by little in order to not feel like I am 10 years older than my actual age 😅 -By the end of the year thanks to the sport I want to at least weigh less than 90kg, I'm actually at 96kg and I'm not feeling well in my body, for reference I'm 184cm and I want to lose at least 10kg to feel better in my body. -Last point I want to have a healthier state of life, I started a job not long ago which is very demanding, tram driver, and I need to be focus at any moments. So, no more sleeping too late at night, having at least 8 hours of sleep each night and eating healthier, this will also help me mentally. Some points to work on, the thing which helped me take that step, is that I'm moving out in 9 days and I leave 23 years of my life in my old house and I want to take this opportunity to turn a page in my life, where I take my life back in my own hands. I'll be posting update here to ramble and also keep track of my objectives and how I'm improving ! If you read till here just to let you know keep moving forward only good things can happen if you follow your heart! 😉 And if you read this Storm remember to take time for yourself too, to breath, we'll always be here to support you to take car of yourself 😁 (hope that wasn't too long)

Brandon

I really enjoy your content Storm looking forward to your next audio. I am sorry to hear that you are feeling down hope you feel better soon.

User_Unknown

Those are some awesome goals! The best of luck. We're rooting for you.

Goofy goober

Sorry to hear you’re so down. I don’t know if you believe in Christ or any deity, but there is a great quote from saint issac: “god does not grant a great reward without a great trial.” It sucks, the old saying is that you gotta eat a shit sandwich to enjoy a good steak. Our suffering should be a place of growth and strength. Praying for you, and I promise you that happy days are coming. 🙏

Reiran

I feel you on the loneliness there. In a couple of months a pair of my buddies are getting married. It's admittedly a bit of a challenge wrestling the feelings of loneliness from my empty love life and feeling happiness for them. I will say a lot of your audios have helped me get through the loneliness and keep my hope alive for finding that special someone some day. So, thank YOU for making all of these audios! I've been dealing with some issues lately. I found out my car is totaled so I have to go get a new car, which is a pretty stressful situation for me. I hate haggling with salesmen. On the plus side though, I have a gig coming up in a month and a half, and one of my panels for Anime Magic was approved! It's been a rollercoaster of a summer.

Gerrit

So sorry to hear about your struggles. With every storm, there is sunshine. With time, all shall pass. Wishing you all the best this August. Your content is always the best in the genre. Keep your chin up boss!! 🤞

Message in a bottle ASMR

Oh no your car! 😥 sorry to hear that… The gig sounds exciting, something to look forward to! And congrats on the panel 🤩

Message in a bottle ASMR

Hmmm yeah I believe there is always a purpose and a reason for why things happen buuuut it doesn’t make them any easier haha 💖

Goofy goober

I understand that. I’ve been in similar shoes. But I promise you that even if it hurts now, you’ll become a stronger woman coming out of it. You will see things in ways others can never fathom to see. I ask myself all the time: what is the variable I can control? Most important thing is to take it day by day, find something that makes you happy, and one day, you’ll wake up and won’t feel that pain anymore. It hurts, I understand, but life itself will hurt. It’s what makes us human. Let me know how that dinner date goes with the ladies you met, I’m sure yall have or will hit it off! Remember, after every rain storm comes a rainbow 😊

Sneaky Paladin

Like most of the commenters, I can relate. I went to college a few years later than most and lived off campus. I ended up not making any friends for those years aside from people I met online. Work relationships can feel forced and unideal. Regardless, I hope you and every other viewer here finds their crowd. Moreover I hope the other difficulties of life smooth over for you all. Let’s do our best. 🫡

Ikllo

Having moved several times I understand what it's like to have to rebuild a community, which is hard to do as an adult. I don't know how things are where you are at, but what has helped me is my local community college has a couple of hobby classes. (Dance, martial arts, art, theatre, ext.) Joining one of those has both helped me get a skill that helps me connect with more people and introduced me to most of the close friends I have today. Right now I'm taking up sewing, (trying to get into costume making for cosplay reasons) and it's been fun meeting people that way. There's a few other people getting into it for the same reasons.

Dyn

Sometimes I forget that you get lonely too, Storm. You have so many personas that each one overlaps and I fail to see the person behind it all. I hope that you find your click (clique?) and that your wallet never runs dry with the comfort and happiness you provide us.