House of Alphas Chapter 60: Wrecking Ball (Patreon)

Author Note: Sometimes when i read your comments about how its okay and i can take care of myself it makes me cry because I always get scared that you guys are going to be mad at me if I don't post frequently enough. I always try to post once a week but this was the first time that I read something and didn't feel good about it so I scrapped it. I hope you guys like this chapter this one felt much better to me than the other one.

Once again, thank you so much for all your love and support. I don't know how I got so lucky with having the best diners in the world. You always make me want to work harder so i can feed you all i can. I really appreciate you so thank you and enjoy this Nanami smut~

Chapter 60

Leaning back in the tub, you watched Nanami glide the sponge over your arm. He was clinical with the way he washed you. Delicate as well, like you would break if he were too rough.

You never took your eyes away from him as he worked. Yet he never met yours. You breathed deeply, not knowing what kind of plan this was. For some reason, a silly part of your brain was hoping you’d be able to seduce him. To get him to let loose. You wanted him to stay, in hopes he would do something but now you were at a loss. He hadn't made any move to speak or act and you weren't sure if he would despite the hints of his arousal.

You should have known this would occur. Nanami was your quieter alpha after all.

You had to do something.

"Ah…" you began, the blonde looking toward you with questioning brows. Dipping the sponge in the water he wrung it out waiting for you to speak.

But you hadn't a word yet.

"Did I hurt you?" He questioned with a soft rub of his thumb.

You quickly shook your head. "No… no you didn't…I…" reaching for his hand you held it in both of yours.

Again you couldn't muster up the correct words.

What should you do? What to say? How to say it? You found yourself wishing you could see the options just like the game. However now that you think about it. None of the options would have given you the Nanami you saw before. You were restricted in the game with your choices. No matter what you picked, you would have never been able to reveal a deeper level of your blonde alpha.

That sudden realization dawned on you. Your eyes soften in sorrow.

"What's wrong sweetheart?" Nanami questioned with worry in his tone.

"I… was thinking…" you began gently. "…in the ga- book… From start to finish you had always been calm and collected… I feel as though… the Nanami I read about must have had deeper desires…and feelings…but no matter what… till the end he stayed the same. Truly I thought that was your character… but that was before I began to understand you better… to get to know you. Like how much you like to draw and your love for music. These are things you never truly seek out even though you might have wanted to. Now… I think how sad that must have been for you…and for him… to always shun himself… I don't want that for you…Nanami. I don't want whatever person you believe you are supposed to be. You have wants and desires that you should go after." You watch how he took in your words. His marble features revealed slight cracks and understanding.

You squeezed his hand in yours as you continued. "Nanami…I want you… I want you to tell me everything you feel and I want you to do what you want. I've started to do the same and it feels so relieving. Especially now that you know my name. Who would have known something I thought so small could feel so… wonderful. I feel like a weight was lifted from my shoulders…I want you to feel this too. To feel so comfortable and free... just like you make me feel." You offered him a soft smile, but it faltered when you saw his eyes shift away. No… don't look away… Don't put up those walls."Nanami…I'm sorry…if I made you feel… as though you had to close yourself off to me…Please-" your voice cracked- "Please…don't shut me out...I'm sorry..."

Nanami brought your hand to his lips as he closed his eyes. You didn't dare interrupt his silent thinking. You had said what you needed to say and now was the time for him to ponder. You just hopped you said the right things…

He let out a little chuckle while shaking his head, "No."

"No?" You questioned as he looked at you.

"I said no…" he rests his arms on the side of the tub. "I don't accept your apology because you have nothing to be sorry for. It should be me saying sorry. I should be asking for your forgiveness for how childish I have been behaving." He fixed you a soft smile as he dropped the sponge to wipe a few rogue tears away from your cheek. "I was acting… with jealousy in my heart. I was a bit harsher toward you...distant... and allowed my feelings to complicate things. All because l was worried that you didn't feel…the same about me as…" he blinked as his face turned into something more painful. "him…"

"Nanami…"

"It's…" he cleared his throat looking away from you in shame. "It's…hard… to look at you… I'm afraid that you won't look at me the same way you did him. I can't bear to see the truth. Something like that would ruin me… even as I took you so selfishly…I was a coward... and didn't allow you to turn around. I'm sorry I let my jealousy take over… I hope you can forgive me and perhaps in due time… I can also make you as happy as he does. And make you look at me like that…"

He- he can't even say his name.

His words made your chest ache, the pain causing you to tear up. You emphasize your words as you speak, grabbing his shirt you tug him closer. "You do make me happy Nanami! Very much so. You are always protecting me and putting me first. You deal with not just mine but everyone's issues. Making sure everything goes as smoothly as possible. You make me feel secure, you make me feel I can be me and you are always quick to make sure I'm being taken care of. And even with your moment of jealousy my feelings for you have not been swayed. Without you, this pack would be in shambles. You are always putting yourself last, as thoughtful as you are I wish you would choose to be selfish now and again. So please understand when I say this… I love you Nanami Kento."

Your confession seemed to shock the blonde's system. His eyes widen. His voice was in quiet denial as he spoke, "You... do?"

"Yes…" you nod your head enthusiastically, lips pulled up in a sweet smile. "…I very much do." You get up so you can place a kiss on his lips. It was sweet and gentle… you hoped it conveyed all the feelings you felt for your alpha. You could still feel his hestiation in the way he kissed you back. Your eyes fluttered as you pulled away, your hand moving from his shirt to cup his cheek. "…I'm sure if you look at me…you will see that to be true…you have nothing to be afraid of."

Nanami searched your face, breathing a sigh of relief, he placed his hand upon your own. "I have never been good at reading faces and expressions…Gojo calls me socially dense…but I feel yours is the first… I can understand….You're… so full of emotion. I think I’m starting to pick up your cues as well.”

Your face fixed into a playful pout, "Are you saying I'm easy to read?"

Nanami let out another laugh, he was so handsome when he let humor touch his face. "Maybe, but I don't think that's a bad thing."

You released a little giggle, but then Nanami turned a bit more serious. He leaned forward to meet for another sweet kiss.

Before his lips met yours he spoke- “I love you too…”

You were caught by his love confession along with his lips. It was like a spell was cast upon you. It felt as though you ascended to cloud nine. Your body prickling with heat. You wanted more, feeling much more comfortable with going after what you wanted, you touched his lips with your tongue. But then he was gone. You blinked in surprise as your blonde grinned at you.

"Ah ah..." He wagged his finger at you with a playful tone, “I believe I was supposed to be washing you, we do have a dinner to attend after all. You didn’t forget did you?”

You lightly gasped, feeling a bit embarrassed, “I-I no I didn’t…”

Nanami chuckled. “Will you be able to behave yourself while I finish washing you?”

“Ye-“ you began but then your tongue went heavy as you watched Nanami pull off his wet shirt and toss it.

Sweet mother of Tengen.

“What was that?”

“Y-yes. Of course.”

His muscles flexed as he picked up the soap. “Good. I knew you could.”

Oh, how the turn has tabled.

The way Nanami touched you was a lot different from earlier. For starters he wasn’t using the sponge anymore, he was using his...warm... sexy...firm....hands. They slid upon your flesh and squeezed you in ways that had you wanting to squirm. He was watching you this time, like a hawk, drawing out every little expression you could give him. A hint of a smirk on his lips as he did it.

“Are you alright my little bird? This is what you wanted right, so it wouldn’t take so long? Or perhaps... you were hopping for something else hm?”

“I-I don't know what you are talking about-” You bit your lip, holding in a pleasurable gasp as his hand passed over your thighs. His fingers getting dangerously close to where you wanted them to be.

"Would you like me to stop?"

He was a dirty dirty alpha!

"N-No...mm"

“As you wish.” Nanami hummed moving up your stomach to cup your breast.

You couldn’t hold it in for long. You let out a tight moan as he fondled your breasts. You let out a gasp of his name, “N-nanami…” Your eyes pinched as you pressed your fist to your lips.

Your alpha sucked in a breath as he rolled your soapy nipples with his thumbs. “Does it feel good?” He breathed with a tense swallow. Hypnotized by the lewd expression that fixed your features.

You nod your head, arching your back so your breasts push into his hands. “M-more Nanami… please I…I can’t…”

Your little whimper for him made him groan. His other hand slid into the water, drifting lower until he was cupping between your legs. Your hips lifted with greed.

“I hate to admit... I love to tease you…” he chuckles feeding you a finger.

“Ah~ don't be so cruel~mm” You wiggled around, begging for more.

“…Spoiled little princess.” He squeezed in another finger.

“Y-you enjoy spoiling me~.” you panted, holding on to his bicep and wrist as if they were your liferafts. Your legs trembled around his hand while your lips spilled pleasurable cries. His fingers curled into you as they rubbed a spot inside you that had you trembling. “Ah~ mm.~”

“You're right dear, I do.” Nanami picked up the pace, the water sloshing around from his swift movement. “I love to hear the cute noises you make... and faces.” His words made you shy. You tried to hide but he abandoned your breast to grab your chin. “Look at me, don't you dare disobey me.” his eyes were a dark brown, they were so intense yet soft in a way.

There was a pleasurable shock that zipped up your body. You let out a cry as your orgasm hijacked your mind and body. Nanami let out a deep moan as you tightened around his fingers. His words were encouraging as he whispered how good you were cumming for him.

After the initial shock left your body you sagged, almost dropping into the water but a strong arm pulled you up. You couldn't catch your breath in time before lips crashed into your own. Your eyes fluttered closed as your blonde took you selfishly.

You weren't complaining.

You gasped in between desperately kissing, “I need you-mm Nanami, please…” you pull on his biceps, trying to drag him into the tub with you.

Nanami released a little chuckle against your lips, shifting out of his pants. He picked you up and climbed in with you upon his lap. You were already grabbing at his cock, ready to penetrate yourself but Nanami stopped you. You mewled softly as you pulled back to see what the hold-up was.

Nanami caressed your lips, his eyes searching for something. “Would you say it again…for me…please…” The way he spoke sounded as if this were his last request in life and without your words he would not be complete.

You knew what he wanted you to say. He was much like Toji. The two overly affectionate daddies.

You ran your hand up his chest to cradle his face. You breathe emotion into your words. “I love you Nanami…”

Your blonde smiled, cheeks growing red, your words giving him life. He guided you to his length, “I love you Y/n... More than anything in my life.”

With that confession, he yanked you down onto his cock. You threw your head back with a cry, your cunt stretched over his long length. Circling your arms around his neck you held on as the blonde picked up your ass and slammed you back down with more words of confessions.

“You are the only thing that matters-”

“Without you I have nothing…”

“You’re my everything-”

His words embedded themselves into your heart. He was pouring out his soul to you. The wall he had built up was no longer there. You could see it… could see how much he loved you. As obsessive as it was it was there, along with that fear of you not loving him back. His hands gripped you tight and he fucked you as if he didn't want you to have the ability to walk away from him. The water slipped out of the tub, splashing upon the floor but none of you could spare a care.

Nanami only cared when the water splashed against his glasses because it obstructed his vision of you. He tossed them off almost in an angry fit.

You let out a little giggle as Nanami chuckled light.

“Beautiful…” he murmured. “You’re so beautiful...I wish I could capture all your expressions...”

“Hmm… perhaps... You can draw me…”

“I-I would love to ah-”

“N-!” your eyes widen feeling Nanami’s cock starting to expand. Oh, how could you forget he really liked that idea. “Ah- Nanami your Knott!”

The blonde released a light growl as he stopped, “It’s a pre-knot much like last time… My apologies...but I'm not done with you yet.”

Your thighs began to tremble as the knot pressed on your insides, forcing your body to make room for it. “I-it feels bigger than last time…” you meweled as he began to drag you over the large lump. “Nanami!” you cried digging your nails into his flesh. It had been a while since you laid with either of them. It was not like riding a co- bike. It felt like you were being stretched beyond your limit- even though that was not true.

“Mm…You can handle it, sweetheart... please, allow me to continue.” he placed a kiss on your lips and then upon your neck and chest.

“Mm~.” you let out a little whimper as he kissed and licked at you, from neck to tits. Your body was still a bit tense as he slid you up and down the knot with slow movements. But you allowed it.

“Relax little bird…” he purred at you, making your brain melt. You felt like you were becoming one with the water and Nanami alike. You felt his hand press upon your lower belly making you scream. You came around him, the extra wetness helped your blonde move you better. You sunk all the way until you were nestled in his lap. “There you go, my good girl.” you were instantly showered in kisses and praises.

As soon as you felt comfortable you began to rock on your alpha. Rolling your hips as you let out gasps of pleasure.

This time your eyes were locked on to each other. There wasn't anything that could distract the two of you. You were locked in, moving as one. It was like Nananmi was trying to burn the image of your face into his mind. (He was). It was a bit too intense for you but you fought the urge to look away. Your alpha needed this from you. Needed your attention.

He needed your love and affection.

You pulled him into a sloppy kiss, talking between each smack, “I-mm-love you-kento ah~.”

“I love- you-love you so much-”

Nanami’s arms wrapped around you as he let out a feral growl, his movement becoming erratic as he chased his high.

You popped from his lips as you let out ear piercing cry. His knot grew even bigger inside you as he came.

“Oh- Tengen-!” you grit your teeth, your body becoming overwhelmed from all the pleasure and pressure. You came and felt as though you disappeared to another plane of existence.

“Breathe baby…” Nanami cooed, kissing you on your wet cheek.

“Ah~…” you collapse in his arms, panting heavily trying to catch your breath. You were feeling light-headed. The water calmed as did your breathing. Once you can function you look at Nananmi with a sigh, “Did you see it…?” You point at your face with a little sassy blink of your eyes.

Nanami grinned cheekily, “I did…” he caressed your cheek and lips with his thumb. “…So it would seem you do look at me the same.”

“I told you! No more jealousy is needed right?”

“Hm.” Nanami looked up as if thinking.

“Kento!”

Your blonde chuckled as he met your gaze again, “Not like how I was… but I cannot say I won't ever get jealous again. In a perfect world, I would have all your attention to myself.”

”Oh…” you were a bit taken aback by his honesty. They all can become quite possessive over you but hearing Nanami openly admit that he'd rather not share you was a surprising slap in the face. “I'm sorry…”

“Hm… don't be. I'm sure the others feel the same way I feel. We are needy fiends after all, and I know it is quite the job for you to sedate all of our needs when we are so… insatiable.”

You nodded understanding it wasn't the others that bothered him but rather his need for 24/8 attention. Something that was inhumanely impossible for you to do.“You... are not wrong about that…but you don't get as greedy. So like I said before... I want you to be selfish too, they don't think twice about it, and neither should you!”

Your blonde released a little short, “I know… I was just...worried that you'd rather spend more time with hi-”

“Toji. You don't have to be afraid to say his name. I love both of my daddies and my silly crazy alphas all the same. In truth, I was afraid you guys would feel I was coming on too strong…”

“Pfft- Hahahaha!” Nanami let out a boisterous laugh that echoed in the bathroom.

“Kentooooo!” you hit him up on his chest repeatedly, “Stop laughing at me!” you pouted feeling your face catch flame.

“Sorry sorry-” Nanami chuckled while placing a hand on his face, trying to hide his laughter. “It's just funny that you would think that when we all would die to hear you say those very words to us.”

“Well~ in the story… The main character had to be careful… when announcing their feelings…”

“You aren't that character… and I'm not that Nanami. In truth… I actually feel sorry for him.”

“Why?” you questioned with a lean of your head.

“Because…” he played with your hair as he spoke, “…he never got to meet you.”

You blinked in surprise, quick to downplay your very presence you redirect such praise! “W- he was happy you know… mated with her for the mating moon and I'm sure it was nice and all…”

Nanami shook his head, “He may have been happy… but not like… this… I don't know why you are here… but I'm glad you are. I truly am the luckiest Nanami between the two of us.”

Your chest got tight as you smiled much too big. “I…wow...thank you... Kento. That means a lot to me. In the beginning... I felt like I was taking someone else place... and ruining everything... so you have no idea how that makes me feel to hear you say that...”

“No..this feels... right. You feel right.” He pulled you into another sweet lip lock.

You could feel the dampness of your lashes, his words making you feel as though you were meant to be here with him and everyone else. You had somehow bettered their life instead of the opposite.

That kind of compliment had you feeling as though this were a dream. A dream you never wanted to wake up from.

Why would you when you had them?

You could feel his knot go down but his cock was still hard. You grinned pulling back to look at him.

“Will you fill me again alpha?”

Nanami gave you a devious smirk, “Would you allow me to be so selfish?”