Where the Cat is At (mentally) (Patreon)

Howdy! Hope you've been well and that things have been ok on your end. I've been thinking about what to do with everything as I am, as this Cat. And I realize that I don't think I can make this into anything larger than it actually is.

It's hard not to compare yourself to others, and I've been using it as a motivation to try and be better with my own content, rather than being bitter and denouncing the hard work they've done. (Not talking about anyone in specific, but just the larger creators as a whole in this ASMR RP audio space)

My mindset has shifted. It's been about 10 months since my 1st audio, and when I started out, I made a bet to myself that If I didn't get anywhere "tangible" with this, then I'd stop being as invested into this and go back to reality. While that's still not a long time in the grand scheme, enough time HAS passed to make me think differently about how I'm proceeding with my life and what to do with it for the moment.

I'm not stopping audio's entirely. I still enjoy audio creation / engineering and voice acting. But, I am more disillusioned by the my thoughts of grandeur and making this dream into something real.

Maybe it will happen, most likely it won't. I'm still unsure, but regardless of how long I even do this for, I thank you for your support. I cannot give back enough for even giving my content any of your time.

MORE AUDIO'S ARE STILL IN THE WORKS. I suppose I'm making this post as a reality check for me and coming to terms with how they are.

meow meow <3