small meltdown era 💀 (Patreon)

Okay… chaotic posting update besties 😭

I sat down to film a short for the Laufey Madwoman BTS content and my camera just… refused to cooperate. Like fully said “not today.” Which then sent me into a full spiral because this week has already been killing me 😩

Plans have been changing literally every day and it’s completely thrown off my schedule, and I don’t cope well with that at the best of times. I rely pretty heavily on routine to stay grounded, so when things keep shifting like this it genuinely knocks me around more than it probably looks from the outside 😞 These kind of weeks don’t happen often thank god, but we are VERY much in one right now.

Honestly this is probably the most meltdowns I’ve had in a single week… ever. That’s just how my brain works (autism things), especially when everything feels unpredictable, plus on top of that with everything going on with my grandpa.

The current plan (and I am speaking this into existence):- BTS reaction before work tomorrow- Episode 4 deep dive after work

UNLESS the universe decides to test me again… in which case, please keep me in your thoughts 😌

Thank you for being patient with me while I ride out the chaos, I appreciate you all more than you know 🤍