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This one came from a very personal trauma and struggle that I have. Self hate and self doubt are some of the hardest things to silence and beat, but I think a lot of people face them in different ways. It's easy to be mean to yourself because you can't defend, you won't or don't even want to sometimes. Sometimes its like being underwater with so much weight of expectations and failure being such a terrible feedback loop that you never allow yourself to stumble, forcing yourself to be perfect, to be better than anyone can be, even ceasing to give yourself a chance to breathe, to be human, to be YOU. It's hard sometimes, being a person, and sometimes its easier to push it away and never face down those demons, but at the end of the day, don't you want to live? To thrive? To not give up? Sometimes I can say I've felt strong highs and strong lows too, its definitely not easy to hope or believe in yourself sometimes, but I hope these words and this struggle of mine finds you and can give you hope, since you can never truly be a failure if you never give up! Much love and I hope that you all can be a little bit happier and treat yourself a little kinder inside your own self image and heart.

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AnDee

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ali 📣

It’s a scary title and an even scarier summary… but I think it’s important to push through and listen to this ♥️ Thank you for the reminder. I wish I could articulate how much *good* these comfort audios do—how much they help. How sometimes they feel like not everything, but the only thing. I have so much love and respect for the work you put into these ♥️

ali 📣

Aaaah I’m sorry, I realize that might sound like a LOT of pressure—I absolutely don’t mean it like that, but like, gratefully? I’m not sure how to explain 😭 just that these are a privilege and not an expectation ♥️

Maya

Thanks for this safe space 😭

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Hey Cece, I hope you know that you are incredible. You are a wonderful human being! I've been here for five years now, and with everything you've gone through and what you've struggled with, I would say you've done pretty frickin amazing. You literally go through physical pain sometimes to give us audios and many people would not go that far for their community. You even struggle and have these doubts you've expressed here in the description, and yet you're still here. You still continue to make audios and be here for us. You've shown us that you are a hard working, caring human being and I thank you so much! I know it's hard to believe other people's words, but dont sell yourself short Cece. You are amazing. You being here brings me a lot of happiness into my day. Even if it's just an update post or a piece of writing that you decide to share with us. I enjoy all types of content. And when the day comes when you've finally decide to finish making audios, I hope you know that you've created beautiful art, a lovely community, you've made people happy and given people comfort with your audios and presence. Thank you for this audio Cece. I hope making it also brought you some comfort as well. Love ya heaps and stay well Queen 💖💖.

Lola Lee

I love it here 🥹. So happy I found your Patreon CeCe. Audios like these heal something in me.

Helena

This deserves more respect than words could explain. We appreciate you for bringing your personal vulnerability into your work because that's what actually makes these audios feel soul-touching to everyone and not mechanical and dry. All of my endless respect to you, because its not easy to be so emotionally raw in front of so many 🫶🏻

jimmy-kun

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Aro

This one was a little hard to get through without crying (which normally wouldn’t be an issue, but I’m at work 😅) but it was something I needed to hear so thank you for this and all you do

I A

On repeat in my headphones at work 🥹