Sorry for Being Absent. Here is why. (Patreon)

So long story short, ive been having trouble catching up with the seasons and making the content fast enough for them. Between working two jobs that dont let me take off for the holidays and then some on the side, visiting with family i haven't seen in 17 years *yes, 17 years*, trying to reconnect with my older siblings, my Instagram being down still and me trying to contact anyone and everyone to fix it, trying to order and make new cosplay for content *i think you will like what i have in store for 2019*, and trying to figure out videographer things because i make my own videos *with some help that i have to pay for*

*small side note, i kinda went through a small depression thing through the holidays about my body image and self aware things. so i didn't want to shoot anything. but im going to the gym and eating better than i already am to try and keep myself happy and healthy so i dont feel this way again. 

So thank you for your kindness and patients. im hopeing to reach 30 - 50 pledges this year, please try and help me reach that goal.♥♥♥ im sorry for the long post but thank you to those of you who care and read what ive been going through. 

thank you and i loves you♥♥♥

p.s gif is / was taken from the anime bakemonogatari  the character is kanbaru☻