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Today is my birthday! 🎉 I’m officially 32 years old~ I used to feel the urge to conceal how old I am (especially once I hit 30), but I’ve since realized it’s a privilege to age. To my younger followers, please know that your 30s are not old, it’s okay if you don’t have your life figured out yet. You have the rest of your life to change and reinvent yourself as many times as you want! It turns out that “growing up” has no finish line, you do it for the rest of your life! 💗

I’ve been feeling kinda depressed lately, so I almost didn’t celebrate my birthday…but at the last minute, I decided to visit a local botanical garden and wildlife sanctuary with my family! And it was awesome! Or maybe I’m just a geek for narrated tram tours about ferns. Florida may be….Florida, but it’s also home to so many incredible species! Favorite part of the day was the gator pit, hands down. My photo doesn’t do the sheer size of the alligators justice, they were huge! This particular park had many, maaaaaany roaming peacocks, including a leucistic white male named Prince Charming!

If I can be a bit dark for a moment, when I was younger, I never really pictured myself making it past 20. Let alone to 32! My life hasn’t always been easy, and I haven’t always made the best decisions. But I’ve kept going. And I’ll keep going, keep learning, keep growing! I’m proud to be here, dear patrons. I’m happy to be here. And I’m so, so grateful to have you all here with me! <3

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ThyHauntedMansion

Ahh, arguably the crown jewel of Florida is indeed its hidden gardens and trails😌 my happy place is the natural springs by my house, going off trail to sit right by the river and watch the water flow✨ HAPPY BIRPH DAYYYYY wonderful way to celebrate🦩💕

Craneswoop

Happy birthday Lop! I'm glad you are happy and will celebrate many more years!

werewargs (randy)

Happy Birthday!! Also isn’t Dookie also in its 30s now? :)

Louis Esposito

Happy birthday Lop! As a trans person who hit 30 myself this month, it's been a bit wild to get far older than I ever thought and to be a part of a world I never thought I would grow old enough to be in. I'm happy you're here and I'm happy I'm here too. I hope we're both here for many more years. We're here by accident but staying on purpose

lopoddity

Well said. <3 And happy belated birthday!

SketchyBug

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CUZ! So happy that you decided to celebrate and I'm glad you were able to find joy in it. Happy 32nd and many more!

Aubrey

Happy birthday, Lop! I’m glad to have followed you for the last 10+ years. Here’s to 10+ more! 🙂

SleepyTimeBee

Happy birthday!!! I'm grateful for you and your beautiful art and wonderful stories too!! I found you during a very lonely and hard period in my life, and it was always such a delight to see new Lopoddity treasures on my dash. I'm incredibly shy and your insight into character has been invaluable to me learning better and more healthy ways to interact with people. Your blog was the first time I learned that all *people* are worth loving, and how to be the best version of yourself to attract the good life has to offer. Can't thank you enough, and of course, just LOVE your art!!!! Bravo 32!!

Lammergayier

Oh hey!! 32 is my favorite number :D happy birthday!! Ah, Florida.... So many mixed emotions. I've never lived there, but my grandparents did for many, many years, and I'd visit them semi-regularly. Seeing all of the unique wildlife there helped kick-start my great love of birds. I keep telling myself that if things ever get better politically down there, that I'll visit those birds again ;v; I'm glad you're sharing this Lop. Before I realized that I was trans I didn't really see myself living past my twenties either. Not necessarily because I was suicidal, but just bc I wasn't... Myself. And now I'm so excited to get older! It's great! I genuinely cannot wait for my 30s

lopoddity

Thank you, that was a lovely thing to say. 🥹

Blizwolfthewolf

As a genderqueer who constantly forgets they're 32, just know that stuff pops off in your 30s!! In a good way!!! Happy Birth! 🎂

pookaWOODS

This is so cute! Happy Birthday, boo boo. 🎂

sykamoor

Hey happy birthday!! Glad you were able to celebrate :] to many more!! <3

Gleeman and Artist

Happy birthday! Hope it was a good one, even if you were feeling down. I love animals so it's a joy to see these photos. I'm 33 and some days it's hard to get older because I haven't reached any of the goals I wanted to when I was younger, but I try to remember that I'm still here. I've survived all the bullshit and that in an of itself is amazing. Especially as a queer person who's struggled with depression. Your art always bring me a lot of joy so I'm glad you're still around!

SumireSai

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOP!! "It's a privilege to age" something I truly needed to be reminded of!🩵 May all your wishes and goals come true (⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧

lopoddity

Thank you! 🥰 And yeah, I wouldn’t say I couldn’t envision my future because I actively wanted to be dead, but more…I already felt like such an insubstantial shell of a person, so how could I imagine what I’d be like in the future? Anything I could think up felt like a lie. But as I’ve gotten older, and I’ve begun discovering my true self- I can imagine it. I see myself in the future, with a different name, and a different look, and most importantly, with FREEDOM- I can see me, who I’ve always been, and the thought lights me up with a new, dizzying sort of happiness. I see it and I want it and I will keep going until I’m there. And then I’ll keep going~

MiyaLaFlorDorada

Happy birthday! And gosh I almost cry reading what you wrote. Things since the pandemic haven't been ok... Well things were very crappy to be honest even before that, I use to watch the wall while trying to sleep, crying because I thought I choose the wrong field and that I wasted my scholarship, money and 2 and a half years of my life in my degree of tech in Art & Culture, I stopped sending curriculums years ago because I was tired of not finding job even in the "easiest" ones yeah easy according to everyone, they pay you and treat you like trash and fire you when 5 months pass and repeat 🔁 🙄. My heath inside and out was a mess, and I'm sure if it wasn't because I love with my parents I would probably have die in more ways that others. I started therapy again cuz I couldn't take it anymore I feel so loss and useless, what I was going to do when my parents die? If I never got find a job? What if I fail and I'm constantly in jobs and fire me again? What if I'm like those people that take advantage of their parents to just be lazy? How pathetic I was if people where in worst conditions that me and I was crying like and spoiled brat even if my parents do everything for me? Outside was so scary, people was scary, I couldn't take failure anymore but I couldn't do anything right either. But then thanks to my family, therapy and believe or not artists like you that brigh my day since your MLP and Steven Universe days, I could keep going. I'm really thankfull for what you said and do, I'm 28, still jobless, not searching cuz I'm focusing in my mental and physical health, but I can earn a little of income with my art commissions isn't much cuz I still pretty much relay in my parents. Art is the one thing I love, it makes me, me, who I am, and still bring me so much joy. I wish you all the good things in the world and I hope that you continue to do the art you love for many for years ☺️💖

Emma Breslauer

Happy birthday! I turn 32 myself this year, so I definitely get how weird it feels. I really fell in love with your art from the first moment I saw it and its what got me back into the mlp fandom again after a long break from it! I discovered so many great artists just from that alone. I wouldn't really say I'm still in the fandom, but I've loved following your original work even more than your fanart! I'm glad you had a great day :)

lopoddity

dude I thought I was turning 33 and had to count. I think covid really fucked up my perception of time

Blizwolfthewolf

Honestly, I think time really did break mid-2020.

owlcoholik

Here’s to many more! Man I miss Florida so much 😭 Most beautiful place I’ve ever lived, and I’ve lived around to say the least

LezzyBug

Oh my gosh happy birthday! Fellow 30 year old here and I'm also happy to have made it here this far!

Queenie

Happy birthday!! I'm so happy and proud that you decided to make it past 20, you are such a joy in my life and I don't even know you!! Sometimes I get nervous about how little I've done with my life so far and then I remember I'm literally only 22 and it feels like I've been alive forever. Like I don't have any solid memories before like. 8. That's only 14 years. I have so many more memories to make with all the time I have left and I'm just living and loving everything so far and I'm glad you're enjoying life more now too ❤️

Royce and Royce

Happy birthday!! 💕💕💕 I’m glad you decided to go out in the end; seeing so many wonderful animals can be really good for the soul. Thank you so much for sharing all the art (including the writing!) over the years, and here’s to many more!!

Bigsmile

Happy Birfday!!!!! Sorry to hear you've been depressed lately, but I'm happy to see you still enjoying your birthday!

QuietZen

Happy Birthday Lop!!! So glad you had a great time. Wildlife parks are the best!

SnakesNSnoodles

I felt the same about making it this long- being 28 going on 29 this year is wild to me, and I'm also grateful for it. So either way HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! That gator looks absolutely chonky lol

D

Aw happy birthday !! I’m so glad you had a nice day. If I may relate for a second- this is a mood I feel hard. I’ve dealt with depression for over a decade now, but every birthday I take myself to the zoo :) it’s a tradition I started when I moved to a new city and had to spend a few birthdays alone, but now I look forward to it (shoutout to STL for having an amazing zoo for free!) There’s nothing like walking around and staring at animals to make everything feel all right. I’m glad you got to spend it with your family too!

D

Also yeah those mfs are loud. Like what are you yelling for

Louis Esposito

Lol thank you! I'm glad you did something fun for your birthday!!! I always love the wildlife parks here in Florida. I myself decided to hold a viking funeral for my 20's where at the end I gave roman candles to everyone and we used them to light a cardboard boat I made. It was nice to see the community I never had and that I had a hand in building come together

shield

hiiii i disappeared for a while because i had broke bitch disease BUT I GOT A JOB!!!!! and i got a lil money for my birthday sooooo..... i'm back :) can't wait to catch up on the last month i always forget we have the same birthday till you post about it...! it's exciting to me because you're probably my most influential artistic inspiration haha. happy birthday!!!! i love your new guy they're so fun :D

mervielle

Happy birthday!! Thanks for the words of wisdom and yay for botanical gardens!!

RagingRiptide

Happy birthday Lop!! I am so happy you were able to celebrate 🥰 Here’s to many more years to come!

Chapus

Wishing you a happy birthday!! And as someone slowly approaching their 30s, it means a lot to hear that from you. Here's to many more happy years!!

Kara Chaney

Happy Birthday Lop, I’m so happy to hear that you’re in a good place, and that you enjoyed your birthday!! Sounds like such a nice place to visit - I’ve been following you for years, and I’m so happy you’re still sharing your art c:

gamigami

OMG there he is-- Prince Charming in the flesh, what a delightful fellow AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! you're so right about living being a privilege even in these scary times. may we all have many more years ahead, thank you for everything you've done in this community you've built! :>

Doxiedreg

Happy birthday!! Hope things get better for you soon on the depression department! Glad you had fun at the garden :)

FancylionFarts

Happy Birthday 🥳 I'm glad you got to enjoy it !

Haselwoelfchen

Gosh I forgot how beatiful peacocks are. How dare they be so GORGEOUS and STUNNING. Hap birf to you Lop. Being in your 30s is awesome. We are soooo young!! With hopefully many many years to come. I always felt unfinished when I was in university, looking at all my peers who seemed to have it together. I only started feeling like an adult when I was about 28. But why did I even think I had to have it together at age 22?? Ugh, the pressure! And as you said there is still so much to learn. Thank god there is still so much time.

Syd D.

Happy birthday! I'm glad you celebrated it and enjoyed. I turn 29 in four days and have been having an existential crisis about it for a few weeks now lol. I don't usually celebrate my birthday either, but maybe I'll do something small like you did even if I don't really "feel like it".

Millions of Bees

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉!! As someone else who is turning 32 this year, I totally agree it’s never too late to grow and change. I work at a university and am taking advance of the benefit of being able to take free classes to get a 2nd degree because turns out being a librarian doesn’t pay great and I’m a bit worried about the future of libraries and higher education given everything. Anyways, I love the pics. Peacocks are such pretty birds.

arcadia

happy birthday!! neat animals!

TheTabbyBadger

Happy birthday Lop! I’m glad you decided to celebrate! This month I also celebrated my birthday and as someone now halfway through their 30s I realize celebrating my lap around the earth makes me happy! Whether you go out or just get yourself a special treat, it’s definitely worth it! Thanks for being you and posting your art! All your joy with it is part of my inspiration to work on mine and I’ve probably drawn more in the last 6 months than the last few years ^_^ anyway, happy birthday here’s to another!

lopoddity

Welcome back! Happy to hear you have a job, here's hoping it's a great fit for you. And happy birthday! 🩷

lopoddity

I strongly recommend celebrating! Last year I didn't do anything, didn't even buy a cake, and it didn't at all help my mood, and also, because I didn't do anything to mark the occasion, I had trouble remembering that I'd turned a year older. Kept forgetting my own age! So yeah, try to do something if you can, even if it's lowkey. The park, the beach, the mall, go out to a restaurant, an arcade, go see a movie, order food and have a fun movie night at home, put a candle in a cupcake, just do something that'll mark the day and make you happy. It's worth it! 🩷

lopoddity

Thank you so much! 🩷🩷🩷 They also had a white peahen named Snow White~

Scyllarus

Happy birthday! I think a lot of people have trouble imagining themselves as old? But also when you've struggled a lot it's...idk. It's hard to explain to people that you never expected to survive so long. It's truly a blessing to get older and to get to work on being the person you want to be. So much of our lives are left after they're supposed to be "over", like jfc we live to be 70-80 as a species normally, more than half my life is still there to be lived! And I hope for you (and all of us, but you specifically because it's your "coming out of the womb" anniversary) that you get to be the person you dream of being.

marsh_beast

Happy birthday! I’m glad you enjoyed it!

pinkyubus

happy birthday! it’s great you got to enjoy yourself and i love your profound message on the privilege of aging- i’m glad you’ve got such a beautiful perspective

SmilesPerHour

Happy Happy Birthday, Lop! I’m glad you had a fun, active celebration in the good old outdoors. I’m also 32, and I’m sometimes struck with those ‘old and hopeless’ feelings, but I never stop trying. Thank you for the good advice and encouragement! Take care friend!

Mars

Happy birthday, Lop! It's been great to follow your art journey and see any life snippets or thoughts you shared; will keep following along! I'm glad your day was good :>

AsTheJayFlies

Happy belated birthday! Glad you had a good time :3

Princess H. Petals Blossom

I'm so happy to hear it, i live in Florida too and tho the human elements keave much to be desired there's no denying the natural beauty. I've never been surrounded by so much natural green in my life 🌿

Tobie ૮ ᐧ ﻌ ᐧ ა

Happy birthday!!! I've known you since I was in elementary school and thanks to you I found out what gay people were lmao. Now I'm about to major in chemistry, found out I'm a lesbian and I'm happy to be able to still be able to see your wonderful characters and stories. I hope you find peace within your circumstances <3

Syd D.

Thank you for inspiring me to do the same! Here's to another year for us both 🥂🎉

Robo87

*THROWS CONFETTI AT YOU* HEY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLUT THE WORLD IS A BETTER PLACE WITH YOU IN IT

PrairieGhosted

Happy bday!!!! March bdays are special *is not biased at all* I hope u have a good 32 :^) I'm grateful youre around and shared such fun art & good world building and writing w us all here , hope u get to take lots of little adventures this yr between things

three thousand spiders wearing a trenchcoat

Happy birthday!! You posted this at a good time for me, I've been in a bit of a funk recently and I really needed to hear what you said in the notes on this one. Thanks for continuing to put up your work all these years, they really bring me some light and I always look forward to seeing your next upload!

Morghann Patterson

Happy birthday!!!!! So glad you got to see all the awesome wildlife- I thought for sure you were in Houston for a second, we’ve got tons of gators here too!

luc

happy birthday! here's to many more. thank you for sharing your world with us!

Sierra Rosie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOP!!! I'm so grateful that the world has you in it! 🥰

FloweryFruitFangs

I’m glad you had a nice birthday! And I always love seeing other people’s animal photos, so thanks for sharing!

knickknacks

A bit belated, but happy birthday! I’m happy to hear it was a good one ^^

DamnitDinkles

Me, knowing we live an hour or so away from each other and now also knowing I'm like 6 months older than you: .....HUH. Tbf idk why this surprised me given I've been following you since Deviantart in 2015ish but like, still weird when people online say they're age and I'm like "wait how are you the same age as me???" Because age is a fucking nebulous concept after COVID and the dystopian hellscape we're in lol