backstage with Kate (updated) (Patreon)

You know, ever since I started recording bts on a separate camera and watching it back to analyze, my self-criticism hits its absolute peak every time 😅 even though I really try to be less hard on myself - I mean, I'm still learning after all))but seriously, why do I always have so many ideas before the shoot, and then during it I either forget half of them or do them wrong? For me, it feels a bit like going to the doctor - same kind of vibe - you have a whole story to tell, but in the end you just sit there listening to ten minutes of half-Latin words)the takeaway? I need to talk more with my models and really draw out emotion - not be afraid to guide them into “uncomfortable” (or super comfortable) poses, because I only have about an hour and a half, and I want to make sure that when I look back at the bts, I’m proud I actually did everything I planned - and didn’t freeze up even once 🙂