Some stills from today’s winter suffer-fest (part 1) (Patreon)

I’ve really been going fucking crazy over here. The van is getting mechanical work on Wednesday then I’m hitting the road. It has been 183 days since I’ve been out in the natural elements away from people in a warm climate. 183 days yo. Jesus.

I couldn’t bring myself to literally do anything until I got outside again. I got toooootally all the way completely numb and that part sucked but it was totally worth it. Between needs of body, brain, and spirit. Today had to be for brain and spirit. No “regerts.”

I shot like 4 different scenes featuring me entering this meditative state that I do when out here doing my thing.

This is one of them, part 1. The rest will be for Thoracic+