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You know, it takes time every once in awhile to really come back to yourself and feel right again. I had the experience today of realizing I've finally done it after what I'm sure some of you detected has been a dry spell.

I'm not going to lie--the moon isn't always full and bright over here. It's not always peaceful, and I don't always have good experiences. Sometimes life happens, sometimes people happen, and sometimes, the weather just doesn't want to leave you alone. It all contributes to the energy I have to keep going as I do. I want to always be 110%, but occasionally, that state of being takes a hit.

But I know this, now: I feel restored. For the first time since December, I know precisely what I'm working on now and what I'm going to do next. I don't feel as much at a loss for what to do after, either. And I have the energy and motivation I need to push through and do it.

Why is it always this time of year I come out of a slump? Patterns, I suppose. I'm already thinking that in late summer, I'm going to prepare a "start of the year" kit to burn through the next tide. I can't predict and protect against everything, but I sure can prepare for what I'm able to battle.

Good things are happening, and you'll see precisely what I mean soon with the next video. As always, I appreciate you guys for being here through the cold. Here's to an excellent spring season on the channel and in general!

Comments

Siarra Allen

Glad to hear you are doing better! Excited for what's to come <3

ProcopiousJones

Glad to see that you're back in full force Nick!

Jeremy Impson

For me its definitely related to amount of daylight and non-frigid weather. I love the northeast US, but it might be time for me to consider moving further south.

Salem

We'll always be here for you Nick 💖

morikamithewobblingwarlock

As long as you are ok Nick. Don't over-exert yourself just for us, if you need to take some time off-DO IT. Youtube can wait, family and well-being are FAR more important then any project.

Pablo Perez Martin

It is great to hear that you feel recovered from whatever was keeping you down. Don't worry about the pace of content, you come first.