triggered (Patreon)

It's interesting. I was out working all day, and then I got home quite late and set out to edit a Patreon video. But then I saw all the comments in reply to my questions and it just triggered me so much. I know I can be impulsive and reactive at times, but the comments just made me shut down. Made me want to stop producing content. Made me want to reconsider everything that I share. Made me consider if vulnerability and authenticity has any value in this world. Definitely made me want to put my clothes on. And definitely made me realise that I need to meditate and find my centre before making decisions.