NSFW content (Patreon)

Feeling under pressure to film in HD, I borrowed a friends phone...but it wasn't until I got home that I realised that their sound doesn't sync correctly to the video :-( I have tried to edit it in a way that it syncs properly, but I just couldn't find a way. 

I will not let it get in my way of sharing the message I have today. It feels like external forces are always getting in the way of life running smoothly. Or maybe life is just mirroring me. Maybe I am needing some things to fall apart? I feel like "I" am falling apart. 

But before I talk about that, I want to talk about how I accidentally found myself creating NSFW content and questioning what that feels like for me right now