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For so long people have told me to be comfortable not being in a relationship. To be at peace with loneliness. To be at peace with not needing. Being completely comfortable with solitude.

As another relationship enters my life, and another man tells me he is not looking for commitment, I feel the disappointment of that. My commitment in this moment is to honour and observe every emotion that courses through my body, and to be with it.

To lavishly enjoy the peace that comes in my body after I deeply acknowledge and accept what is.