Update (Patreon)

Hi, sorry for not updating about anything, feels like I'm hard-stuck on drawings right now. Not motivated to draw anything. So to sum up this update, I may take a break on Patreon next month.

That doesn't mean I'm not gonna draw for an entire month, if it's possible and my state gets better, I'll keep trying to draw something. Might pause Patreon entirely but not so sure about it. Just a pressure that I have to come out with something that you guys will like it is a bit much that my fragile brain can handle.

Especially since I'm having a little bit of choosing a crossroad situation. Lewd girl drawings are the reason why I got this amount of supports and it's content that you guys enjoy (that doesn't mean I totally despise working on it) but I also want to work on some creature/serious drawings that I feel more confident about it.

The reason why I started thinking about this kinda seriously is when I got some opportunity to show my portfolios for possible commission/outsource work, there was so little to show off it was kinda embarrassing. There were lots of lewd drawings for internet content, but there were so few of 'my drawings' that I'm kinda started to worry right now.

And unfortunately, just doing the stuff that I like takes time, and doesn't really appeal to my current followers. I actively lose followers and money when I make these, so it's been purely passion projects here and there. And drawing lewd/anime girl drawings ain't easy for me as well unfortunately so it makes it more difficult to follow my passion in many ways.

So I'm having some serious thoughts about what the hell am I going to do in the future right now. Feels like I have to make a choice pretty soon before it's too late or something lul. There's so much stuff that's going on in my head right now I'm completely demotivated. Not interested in fanart, OC, lewd, or anything. It's tough, hope this phase will be gone soon but seems like this one is staying pretty hard.

I'm still trying to make stuff anything right now it's just that the progress is sluggish right now. Nothing hasn't been decided yet and I'm not even sure I'll get better in the near future. This shit absolutely sucks.

It became rambling and go boo hoo about my personal stuff and I'm sorry guys. Really wish I could just make drawings that you guys like while I'm making my own project as well but this ain't working at all. So I might take a break next month. Figure some stuff out hopefully.

Anyway, see you guys soon.