I'm horrendously incompetent and I hate myself for it (Patreon)

Just can't draw shit right now. I lost direction in general, it's just not working right now. Was trying to work on color in the prev work but I absolutely hate it so I dunno I'm going to finish it.

I'll keep trying to make some stuff but this month isn't working for me right now. Seems like I can't even practice correctly lul. Maybe I need to set more specific goals first to get my ADHD brain to focus more easily or something.

I losing a lot of motivation and just enthusiasm right now and it's sucks. And it's sucks that I can't upload any drawings right now to you guys. I said I'll try to do better but it seems like I keep failing to deliver that promise, I'm sorry.

My brain is quite possibly my biggest personal deepest hater and it's pretty hard to manage this fucker since I can't get rid of it. I can't promise right now that I'll come back with something soon, but I'll keep trying to get back to drawing, making something without me breaking down constantly.