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Hi guys!

I know I've been pretty absent these past few months, not posting as usual or giving any updates.

Since Valko's cancellation, I've been feeling pretty disappointed and mad. All the ups and downs of the situation made me feel mentally exhausted. It got to a point where I didn't want to hear anything about the game anymore. It hurts me deeply as someone who's been playing since day 1, especially since the game has been such a huge hyperfixation for me.

I don't know what the future of the game is gonna be, but I want to keep making content and most importantly enjoy it. I have a lot of ideas for animations, and I also need to catch up on some Secret Times. I've also been thinking about how I don't really like my renders, so I need to work on that and improve their quality.

So, to get out of this loop of procrastination and burnout, I'm gonna get my shit together and start working again.

If there's any new Secret Times I need to check out, just let me know! I'm currently finishing editing Xavier's Lingering Lust video and then I'll make audios cause it's been a long time since I uploaded one.

I apologize for the lack of content, and thank you all for sticking around. 💖

Comments

Akira

Understandable. I still love these characters that were made. The lore and the work the dev teams, mocap actors, Cosers, VAs put in to make this game amazing. It just felt like it was all crumbling down when Valko was cancelled. Thanks for communicating better than a billion dollars company. I'm still holding out for Valko. I hope we can get our wolf back.

dorothea

As a nearly day 1 player myself, I understand completely. But I can’t say I’m not excited for see you back. Regardless of what happens, I’m still thankful for the community that has come together. I’ll be looking forward to your future works🩷

A. K.

Hey Ho 👋 I understand so i stayed glued to your side. Somehow. 🫂

A. K.

Happy and relieved to read from you 🥰

Sua

Don't pressure yourself, u should just relax. As for me, i've already moved on from the whole canceled character thing. Now i'm just focusing on whatever new content, cards, and story the devs will release, while still supporting the original guys. I still love xavier, zayne, Caleb, and of course your work is amazing. Even when u were taking a break, i was still listening to your stuff all the time. U put so much detail into your work. Just take your time and come back whenever u have the energy, no rush at all. I'm always supporting u 💖

Okami

Take as much time as you need! We'll all be looking forward to your posts again soon ❤️‍🩹✨️🪽🌻💐

Valley

It's okay, we understand and are glad you've been taking care of yourself and are in a space where you are feeling creative again. I'm also deeply saddened by the Valko situation and still hoping for his return. 🫂

Tesalia

Me too, the Valko thing put and end for me with playing the game and I uninstall it, as I saw how stupid the company is. If I want to see something about them I'll do it on the internet, so I get it💕

Kati

Totally get it. I think the Valko business soured it for a lot of people. Glad to have you back!

Cutie baby

So happy you´re back, I loved your content girl! I´d love to see more Rafayel content from you, as he´s the only reason I still enjoy the game from the very beginning ♥ I honestly was not affected by the Valko cancellation, but what affected me the most was the mess this decision left, uncertain and messed up schedules and banners (my Raf´s myth took longer to be released) etc etc, so I get why some many people are also tired, I hope it all resolves soon and they can fix all the scheduled future content

Horned Out

I'm right there with you. I don't really get excited for the game anymore. And it's heartbreaking because that love for the game was in so many areas of my life. It's honestly a bit wild to reflect on how much the cancellation affected my daily life, and I have felt slightly upset at times about folks who seemed to move on like the Valko cancellation was nothing. It confuses the hell outta me. I still have a deep love for the characters, but, wow, I am so deeply hurt by the company. TL;DR, you ain't alone, I am glad to read about experiences similar to my own, and please do whatever will bring you joy.

Bonita

Please take care of yourself❤️ I know the next Secret Times audio will be amazing either way! But taking care of your health always comes first🫶🏻

Jessie

Take care of yourself! I just found you and subs a while ago, you’re a ⭐️✨🌷❤️

sarah

totally understandable, thank you for the update! looking forward to new things from you 💓

Kaylene Randall

It's A LOT of work to be a creator in any sense. You work really hard and you deserve a break when you need/want it. We'll still be here when you're ready to come back. Everyone has those times where they just need to shut down for a while and rest.

R. W. Hansen

That's completely understandable. A lot of us have been feeling really disheartened by the cancellation, to. It's been really hard to concentrate, even on the protest, although I've been trying. Good to see you pulling out of it a bit. TBH, until he's back I don't think I will have the stamina to focus on anything but his protest until they bring him back.

Vynnetia

Your asmrs are my favorite, you are so good! I listen to them do much, as they are also calming xD even though the subject matter. The Valko situation is stressful that is for sure, I have hopes he will return still, and I hope for many people who feel the way you do, which is a lot, he returns soon.

Madi Redbird

I know how you feel. Ive been so heart broken by valko getting taken away before we got to meet him. A very small part of me is holding out a very small amount of hope, especially with all the file updates they've done recently but i also feel kinda like a conspiracy theorist

Rebecca Miguel

It’s okay. I stopped playing when they removed Valko…I’ll just go back to Mass Effect. My REAL Love and Deepspace anyway 🤣😳

Zayne's Jasmine

As a day one as well, I feel the same as you. Take as much time as you want. Create whatever you want. You still got my support

CalliopeQueen

I understand and sympathize. Time that with the insane 9 gigabyte update, it killed my already fragile motivation to play LADS.

Kaya | Lotrace 🖤

Yeah same. I don’t feel any joy even thinking about playing this game anymore. I love my boys but what inflop doing is hard pass for me at this moment. Disappointing. We just wanted to have fun, not to being disrespected and bullying for liking dev work.

Sapphire

Yeah valko situation is frustrating but I believe things will get better (fingers crossed). And I'm so glad to hear that you want to keep making contents 😉 you go girl!

Lumaē

Totally understand. I haven't been able to play since Valko's. I was floored by how sad it made me. Just stay happy. I still enjoy the old works on here. Sending good vibes!