youtube channel got banned (Patreon)

welp, this morning i got news of a strike on the channel, which is usually no big deal, and you typically get three strikes before your channel is removed.

my channel was removed just now, out of the blue. so, it's gone. luckily all my audio is preserved on this patreon.

i don't know what to say. i submitted an appeal but usually youtube doesn't reinstate channels, especially not small ones like mine.

i'm feeling a bit hopeless. each and every day more and more people seemed to be discovering my channel and my patreon. now it's gone.

i don't even know what to do right now. should i release roleplay ASMRs on patreon publicly? what do i do?

any comments really mean a lot. feeling lost.

thank you for your support. i'll figure something out.