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The Sickness Called Despair | Re:Zero Ep 14 (Patreon)

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The Sickness Called Despair | Re:Zero Ep 14

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Malcolm Washingon

Yea guys these next couple episodes bouta be ROUGH I have researched this series many times, but I always skip these next couple cuz once was enough

godUsoland

I really hope you guys drop 15 today!

WipWu

If possible, please drop 15 today! (great reaction btw)

Alex cleveland

Drop ep 15 today!!!!! I haven’t jizzed my pants for months. I think today’s the day PLS ROSHI

yooin

anyone else wanna see darling in the franxx after they are caught up with rezero v

FriedRice

My brain trembles with excitement.

Rico Reyesq

the reason subaru is like this is because we he isnt with emilia and co he is quite literally useless and if they die and he isnt there he gains 0 information and the checkpoint may not be far back enough to save them.

Eirei_Emiya

It is not clear in the anime but the reason Julius fought with Subaru on the arena, in front of all the Knights Subaru insulted, was to prevent his death. Julius beat the shit out of him to calm down his fellow knights. If he had not done that then Subaru could have been killed randomly on the street , thats how far the knights felt insulted. Julius punishment, if i remember correctly, was due to him going too far against someone who wasnt a knight on an unnoficcial duel. And yes, these episodes will show you the real Natsuki Subaru. How self-centered and egoist he really is. Remember, Subaru thinks he is the main character and everything should work out in his favor just because of that. Well, you will see. Next couple of episodes are going to be crazy.

Alex

Subaru was in shock when he arrived at the village, that's what I thought anyway when he didn't initially react to seeing dead bodies when he opened the first houses' door. So, he didn't really react till realization set in that everyone was dead.

Crinnit

You're not supposed to like him at the moment, so thats why you guys are getting annoyed with him and his rash decisions

Kevin (I’m a girl btw)
>>43003702

I wonder if I’m the only one who always likes/loves subura non stop through out the series I never get mad or annoyed at him 😂

VlSch

What you are talking about in the end? Even if he with Rem would stay, everyone in village still fucking die, and he can't let this happens too, so he made the right choice going to the mansion, because now he knows about fuckery. How this is his fault ?

Big Daddy Dre
>>43003066

I like darling in the franxx but it turned into a cluster fuck of “wtf is happening” moments after like episode 16...they could watch mirai nikki/ future diary.. it has action,mystery, and probably one of the best plot twists In anime history and it’s home to the queen😂😳

Crinnit
>>43004808

And Emilia didn't get that far without Subaru because she would have died at the loot house without him

Devante Vickers

Honestly, if he didnt go there, that stuff would have still happened though. That wasnt nowhere Subaru's fault there.

Desto Samuels

It may be irritating but Subaru needs to be around to understand how to change events. So saying if he didn't go things would be different is wrong... You can't change events without knowing the steps to take to change those events. You would probably need to watch more episodes to understand from here on out....

Justin_IVIX

Julius was protecting Subaru from the other knights. Look at their faces after Subaru's outburst and before the fight in the arena. If Julius hadn't thrashed him that badly one of the other knights was likely to take revenge on Subaru, and Julius is skilled enough to give a beating without permanent injury (even breaking bones perfectly so they heal easier).

Thamor

This show will rip your emotions through the grinder from all aspects hating the MC, being sad for him, laughing at him, being just annoyed with him...in the end you will just love his realistic aspects what Subaru is.

Rene

you cant be a well written protagonist without some flaws, people must've forgot the things Subaru did for Emilia while dying a gruesome death at the same time, have the viewers even ask theirselves what would Subaru's mindset would be?, of course, always being desperate in saving Emilia, traumatized by other things that may oppose a threat to him, and made him go paranoid at the same time. You cant blame him for having a hero complex all of a sudden, all of his past achievements from saving Emilia are the result of his arrogant and prideful behavior he had on eps.13 and 14. People like Subaru because he is a realistic and relatable character, he resembles some of the flaws a human person would have, so hence, people like Subaru we pretend to stand in his shoes throughout the series, feel his pain, his frustrations, his pride crumbling, his relationships dying out, and the ability to do nothing, all of these parts pent up in within him causes to rupture and thus, his fake persona began.

JayPack

Julius "saved Subaru" by challenging him to a non lethal duel. If he didn't another knight would've killed him in a real duel for dishonoring the knights of Luginica. At least that is how i see it.

Desto Samuels
>>43006034

This is why people don't take risks writing and being original with a lot of content these days especially making shows that are definitely on a more realistic side. For some reason viewers can't fathom or tolerate imperfection in characters... It's kind of weird. Subaru definitely does have trouble speaking well though for the sake of the plot and I will not deny he could word things a lot better to get his points across but !!!!!spoiler alert........ That does end up getting better in the future.

Dra3vnn

“Just save me the tip she can have the rest.” Lmao wtf

Kevin (I’m a girl btw)
>>43005741

I never get mad at him or annoyed tho. I get what he’s trying to do and how he feels I would do the same if I were in his shoes.

Jason Lupas

It could be julius protected him from the other knights from killing him since he disrespected them , so he issued a mock duel challenge instead I could be wrong

Matthew Kwaske

Julius was protecting him from the other knights, Subaru not only claimed the status of a knight, which would normally mean his death, but also insulted the honor of all of the other knights as well. While Julius might just want to forgive him, the other knights would be obliged to kill him. He said as much at the beginning of their duel. By claiming this as his punishment, and brutally beating and humiliating Subaru, the other knights would consider the matter settled.

Deshawn Smith

Character development for subaru is coming

Breezy

Yoooo episode 15

Breezy

Plz drop today, as my graduation gift

Dezmond Broadway

I get why you guys and other people hate him, but it's important to remember he is right. His delivery and attitude are terrible right now, but Emilia would either have lost her right to the throne (since Felt stole her insignia) or be dead right now. In his head if he's not there with Emilia and he checkpoints there's no going back as far as he and we know. He's an idiot and he need to be there to see what's happening to pick a better route. Everyone seems to forget the craziest thing this nigga has died at least 15-20 times by now. I'm not sure how anyone is supposed to act sane after all that b.s. People get fucked up from abuse, nearly dying, and seeing their friends die. This dude has seen himself die, remembers all the pain from his own deaths, and get to see everyone he cares about die on repeat. From his perspective until he gets stronger his only talent is to be there. His one job is to be the one man Zombie Scooby & The Gang solving all the mysteries of the fucked up shit happening around him.

Josiah

I just want to let y'all know to pay attention to the Time and order these Events play out in the next few episodes so y'all won't get confused.

kurumi Tokisaki

The people that say they would make the same decisions or that subaru is relatable...i question you guys' mental health. He is toxic, manipulative, and controlling. He only wants to save people for his own sick personal gain. He doesn't NEED to do anything but live his own life. He CHOOSES to control other people lives. If you are like this guy...Nobody owes you anything that they haven't personally asked you for, and you are doing it for your own self entitlement.

Drakuse
>>43005044

Exactly, I think they are just caught up on how everyone is blaming him for what’s happened when everything after the duel has not been his fault

Dezmond Broadway
>>43011901

He’s not relatable, but most of his actions make sense. Especially in the context of his character 🤷🏿‍♂️ I would never question that his motives are toxic, but he himself know he is trash. Most of actions in the last two episodes were him making a lot of right decisions for the wrong reasons. While also making a lot of wrong decisions to prove to himself he is worthy. Which again is the wrong reason. If he had broken his promise but shut his mouth and didn’t do the other dumb shit he would be almost completely in the right.

Mintteacup

Absolutely none of that at the end was subaru's fault. What?

Danny

subaru definitely made his mistakes and his hero complex. BUT if you dont rmber this man has the power to return by death. thats why he is reckless. and if you think about it, rem's death is technically you can blame on rem but the fact that the whole village was slaughtered and rem died within the mansion grounds, that means some shit went down here. imagine if subaru DIDNT return. he wouldnt know if anything had happened. thats also a reason he wants to be by emilias side. knowing she has alot of enemies and the fact that as long as hes by his side, at the very least even if they die, he would understand the reason or wtf is happening.

Viela Guay

Yeah, the end part isn't his fault. If anything it's the redeeming factor of him this episode since despite how shitty his mindset is at the moment, it turns out he is correct in that he needs to get there sooner to stop everyone from dying

Runner Up

The way he went about it, and his reasoning for going to the mansion may not be right, but at the end of the day, he was right. Shit went down, and now he was to figure out what's going on.

Bully Finch
>>43014787

if he stayed with Felis/Felix Rem wouldn't have died so yeah in this case Rems death is his fault.

Lord LaMink

ah.. i see we've made it to Despair

Phil Astar

How was rem dying his fault? You act like she wouldn't have gone back to save her sister anyways.

Phil Astar
>>43010212

You're 100% right, people just see things on the surface and dont think into stuff much. People will pretend they know how they'll react in those situations but they don't. Hes going about things the wrong way but he's right because he know how bad shit can turn out.

Tev Overhaul

Bare with Subaru guys lmao I know he was cringe the past two episodes but that’s the process to his amazing character development

abdulrahman fahad

yes, he has been an idiot here but the massacre isn't his fault it all as for rem i think even if he didn't go to the village rem will go to her sister, and we all forget that he has an amazing power so technically he can do something kinda. and the ppl who told him not to go they don't know his power I understand that you don't like him here and maybe even after the end but when you think about it suparo is a well written character, but i understand ppl will always like the cool characters and he has a lot of lame moment daam . I'm worried that you guys will not enjoy the show because of that . anyway im sorry if i overstepped or anything. great reaction

scottrager

can we collectively agree that it's bad to tell them what episodes are gonna be crazy? I feel like it ruins the reaction in a way where they're already prepared for something crazy rather than them thinking it's gonna be a normal episode and being blindsided by the madness

ThiefH

Dont mind what people say and i know how you guys feel these episodes in particular are the hardest for me to watch cause they show subaru at his lowest point but like every other main character that hits their lowest point all thats left is for them to pick themselves up so just bear with it for a couple more episodes its not a spoiler cause cause it has to happen regardless if subaru is gonna stay the main character

Mten10th

Subaru was not easy to like in these episodes. Thankfully he gets better.

Mten10th

Also, to be fair, Rem would have gone to her sister regardless. You guys gotta stop jumping to conclusions so easily.

tacoloco

whether he stayed or not the villagers would have died..... and the people...

Damion Middleton

Just watched Episode 15 and I can see why y’all are hyping it 😳😳😳

Minh Le

ready guys? i would like to see you guys suffer like we did in the next episode

Nyv
>>43023547

Just idiots doing their thing, same shit happens with HxH CA

Champion Bescos

There are an unfortunate amount of 'holier than thou's' here I see. Reactions to Re: Zero are so interesting because of how quickly people jump aboard the hate bandwagon for Subaru, the very same guy they were cheering on a few episodes ago. The story knocks us over the head with evidence of why he sucks all of a sudden and people eat it up like sheep, forgetting everything that came before. I find it says a lot, even with the small things. Like Lupa asking "Have you improved?" after he gets knocked down in a spar. You mean the few days he's been training with a sword? No, I doubt he has improved much at all, as that wouldn't really be realistic now would it? Especially if he's thinking about other things as shown. But sure, he's an idiot. lol Telling the dude to calm down when people are taking shit about the woman he loves? If this was a badass shounen protagonist with powers, you guys would cheer him on for standing up for his underdog crush in public. Someone like Naruto or Vash the Stampede could knock a few heads together for laughs if the crowd got too hostile towards Emilia. But no, this emotional seventeen year old needs to relax. I get that Subaru is an idiot - so does Subaru! He's wild, he's obsessive, and his love is rather toxic. But he also has a good heart. He has DIED multiple times to save people. Not just the girl he loves, but the people close to the girl, and even the villagers. He has a hero complex that certainly gets away from him, but I would rather have a PROACTIVE hero who is an idiot, then a REACTIVE one. He's a control freak because by virtue of his successes so far - and he has succeeded every obstacle so far through trial and error - he HAS to be the one shaping the future. Because if he's not, someone is going to get hurt or die, particularly those he cares about. By 'being in the room', aka being with Emilia at all times, he can witness when tragedy occurs, die, and come back and fix it or prevent it from happening. That's his only card to play! Without the insight provided by Return-by-Death, he is useless. So of course he is going to be obsessed with being involved. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt or die! People saying that his desire to save people is selfish and for his own gain are naive children. People do anything in life for two reasons - to avoid pain or get pleasure. Saving people avoids the pain of losing them and attains the pleasure of their extended company if not outright gratitude. That's logical and NOT selfish. Firemen and emergency responders get paid wages to save peoples lives; they're compensated, rightfully so, and they're heroes. This guy wants to save others at the cost of his own life repeatedly, and that is somehow selfish of him? Subaru fucked up big time, but knowing the context of what led to his fall from grace - baring the trauma of repeatedly dying, failing to save everyone, risking his life, only to finally succeed and be praised by everyone for it, only to then be dismissed, made a fool of, and ridiculed... It's a huge rollercoaster of emotion and he is a seventeen year old kid out of place, making decisions that most adults would never have to face. I'm not saying he didn't mess up. Empathy. I'm talking about empathy, and trying to understand where this fictional character is coming from. If you cant empathise with a character whose emotions, thoughts, insecurities are all laid bare for us to better understand him, how can you be expected to empathise with a coworker, a neighbour, a friend?

i_love_pancake

Subaru is a normal person with flaws like everyone else. There things that you’re not gotta like about him the same think goes for your bestfriends , girlfriend, wife, husband etc. It’s call character development. Development can also make a character worst then he was. I am not saying he is or was a bad character. I love Subaru. He make mistake and learn from it like most people do

Vincent Lee

the author's goal was not to make subaru a likeable character. in fact, subaru is supposed to be an unlikeable character. youre suppose to empathize with him on all the tribulations he goes through, and how frustrating it is considering the situation he's in and his good intentions. but the way he goes about it is shitty just like his personality.

Baren Nerab
>>43031453

If that isn't another way to say our "brains will tremble" I don't know what is hahaha

DevilMayCarter

Seeing them react this way makes me feel a little bit better, because a flawed character who seeks to overcome his weaknesses is cool. Shinra was so well meaning before these last two episodes and I thought it was just me. Shiro (Fate UBW) is similarly a character with self-righteous tendencies and "white knight" attributes, was never this unlikable as Subaru is at this moment. Really hope he can grow from this. It is an interesting route to take a MC...

Sean

bruhhhhhhhhh how they gonna stop at ep 14 this wk

Anonymous

Oh these next few episode will make you feel despair. I’m hype to see the reaction lol

Hoodlum JoeBro

I know you guys forgot, because even if Subaru didn’t go there, the villagers and people in the mansion will still be killed. Just like how Felt, Emilia and the bowel witch end up at the loot house. Same rules apply here. Honestly, I really like how they wrote Subaru as this ‘hero complex’ character that slowly loses his mind. I personally never thought ill of him because I binged the whole show lmao Can’t wait for the next upload!

Lupa is Dadi

Trust me guys this will make sense

Jake Disarufino

You have to understand suburu feels useless rn so he’s acting out like this because he’s still thinking like it’s a game it doesn’t matter how weak he is if he does everything perfectly he can when and since he can’t die he has infinite chances no one else knows that but he does and he’s proven it to work twice before so wouldn’t you try... he feels weak and useless so he wants to prove he’s not he’s not perfect he’s just human

Broken Sora

Best boi otto lets gooooo

magentoe
>>43000525

i just watched and holy fuck...this series pretty much killed me and brought me back to life.

Hoodlum JoeBro
>>43046095

Episode 15 will do that all on its own to these three lol One of my favourite endings to any episode of a show ever.

scottrager

i'm so confused y'all. how is everyone dying subaru's fault??

SolitaryLark
>>43008833

Exactly, it only vaguely alludes to this so I think some people straight up miss it. Julius is a cool dude, also why Reinhard wants Subaru to just talk to Julius but he not in the right mindset just yet.

EZ

Guess i just caught up and i can see why you wanna see ep 15 😭😭😭😭😭

EZ
>>43037833

Yeah but i still feel he had the mindset of treating all these characters with no respect of their power, i truly started to kinda like the kid up until s2 when he finally started to think before he spoke

eve
>>43094159

lol yea .. when i first saw rezero back in old days i notic that also .. but actually fma had something smiller also called prides shadows also some other old anime had the same concept, a lot of good authors inspire from each others works in any media, but i must admit that elfen lied and re zero really nailed that concept

Jerry89

Time for Subaru to be humbled

Arsean Wilbon

That’s not true. Everything that has happened has been the result of his actions to say Emilia would still die without him is wrong cause who knows how that could of went you all can’t speculate that would happen, you can argue if Subaru doesn’t run into Emilia that precious time spent talking could of led her to her insignia sooner than later. Subaru sucks right now cause he has a hero complex and what he does isn’t for Emilia he’s simply doing it for himself to make his own worthless and pathetic existence seem that much better. Back home he is a loser with nothing going for himself, in this fantasy world he has sub consciously convinced himself that he has stepped into the role of a hero who must complete the journey and become a great hero and win the girl , friends, fame and money. Subaru doesn’t think at all, if he would apply better judgment to situations he could reach the end result quicker and better and move on vs learning through death everytime cause he lacks the intellect to gather information quickly.

Desto Samuels
>>43122123

What....??? Spoiler alert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Subaru wasn't there when the witches cult attacked and has nothing to do with the cults involvement regardless they will have to attack or get involved whether he is there or not. It is stated in the show her involvement brings fourth cult behavior. How is this "Not True?" Also how will she have gotten her insignia back sooner or later, every encounter even the ones he did not meet Emilia would result in the insignia not getting back in her hands. She still wasted time saving the kid doing XYZ side quests out of the goodness of her heart. Felt was already back in the slums ahead of time in every encounter.... Are we watching the same show lol? Also how can you have better judgement in a world you know nothing about and are dealing with killers and magic users... it's easy to say "he should have better judgement" without giving any actual solution to how to go about things from a viewer perspective.... I will at the end of the day agree that he could word things better to help some of his cases but I don't even know how I'd be reacting in these situations so gonna give the benefit to him.

lucely

Let the fuckery begin lmao

allmight_stan

haha always interesting to hear the different opinions in some of the comment sections. I personally did not like Subaru either these past 2 episodes but granted his mind is totally messed up so I can let his actions slide. But I totally get what the group is feeling in this moment and I don't really think they need to force themselves to like him. I think being to empathize with him doesn't mean you can't get angry at the way he's acting but ey that's just what I think

thatoneguy87

i died when they said "what size are them jordans fam" "where you from hommie"

Eli Kisamo
>>43003444

Are we watching the same show? Firstly he IS the main character, so toss that out the window. And he definitely doesn't think everything should work out in his favor. That should be obvious by how accepting he is of dying endlessly to ensure things go well. Self-centered? Lol. Subaru has yet to benefit from any of his actions, outside of extending his life. And developing his relationships. Y'all love shitting on Subaru smh.

CRuEL_WOrlD

None of this would have ever happened if the dumb cunt stayed at the mansion in the first place...🤦🏼‍♂️

razgrizraven

TBH, The cult ALWAYS gave me "Lynchy" esque vibes.

Ali Sodeq
>>47122188

The dumb cunt should always stay as close to the people he wants to save when shit goes down.. Otherwise his nightmare of a superpower means literally nothing. He wasn't wrong about that here. he was just losing his mind. He was wrong when he didn't apply the same stalking behaviour to Rem

Ali Sodeq

People are so fucking affected by episode 13 that everything he wants to do seems stupid to them. What other way is there for him to be useful with his power than to be there where the goddamn shit goes down.

Cian Perkins

Redoing because mobile. The first time I watched this I totally missed the line about Julius protecting Subaru. Subaru disrespected the knights so bad that he absolutely could and would have been given the death penalty by way of a different knight straight up murdering him. Julius instead hurt his own reputation by challenging Subaru first and then publicly beating the absolute fuck out of him. Because with that beating already happening, the other knights would dishonor themselves if they tried to challenge Subaru

Cian Perkins
>>64814378

Subaru just does not understand the politics at play here whatsoever. Julius wasn’t hitting on Emilia, he was practicing basic knightly chivalry. Emilia has to take the browbeating bullshit about her being a half elf because if she speaks up, she just shames herself and further hurts her chances of being Lugunica’s ruler. Leaving Crusch’s domain is a big thing because Emilia had to trade hard for another candidate, her enemy, to take care of her idiot not-attendant that embarrassed her in front of some of the highest ranking people he possibly could have

tedvoy
>>43021736

i mean anything could be an amazing character development if the base is like a 0 lol