[Artwork] Merry Christmas 2025 🎅🥂 (Patreon)

Merry Christmas~!!!

Wassup, here I drew the CS2 illustration for the holiday!Did I make it? IDK man I can't even tell time right now. XD

I wanna yap a bit. It's been a year since I started this account. Lots of rough things happened; I just wanna say I appreciate all of you, my beloved DYNOS, a lot. Thank you for being here with me!

When I started this, it was just a hobby because I was under so much stress. For years, I was trained as an art worker rather than an artist. I work in the industry where all of my skill set focuses on mimicking the most trending style on the market. I have no personal stuff, no style, no vision, nothing. It comes to the point that I feel so hollow in my work, my motivation was long gone, I wake up every day, go to work, copy sth, get the bag, then come home and play some CS2 just to get fucked by spin bots. That time, it was awful.

I don't remember how it started exactly, could be one of those post-nut clarities lol, but I'm glad that I started building up something for myself. At first, it was terrifying. I've never really drawn sth for myself for so long. I have no brief, no direction given like I usually have at work, Idk what I should do first, so I just go from the basics - naked people, in my favorite game - CS2 XD.

Early works look so bad, very bad, but somehow, I like it, so I publish it, and magically, you guys liked it too. I was so happy, too happy that it surprised me. My motivation started to comeback, and I try drawing more, from Illustration, Comic and even Animation!!! After a year, I finally feel my art starting to have characteristics, I have more confidence in my work, and I can see a new development part right in front of my eyes.

And all of that couldn't have happened without you being here supporting me. Thank you for liking my work. I'm not very good at words. I usually don't write this much, but today I feel like I wanna share :D

Next year I'll try to produce more :3Happy Holiday, I hope you and your family the best wishes. I love you╰( ´◡`)╯