voicemail on your work trip [f2l] (Patreon)

you're away on a trip with work. you're just my friend, but hell, when you're gone on this work trip it's like i have this hole inside me. this night i can't sleep. i want to tell you how i feel, how i have always felt, that you should come home RIGHT NOW so that i can tell you even more... show you... how you're all i can think about.

but you don't answer. and i don't have the guts.