promise me you'll be safe (Patreon)

you and john are going rock climbing and rafting in the mountains. i am happy that you're doing something you enjoy, but i'm terrified something will happen to you. i can't help it. we stand in the hallway with your packed bags at our feet. i hug you like i'll never see you again. and, if i'm completely honest, i am scared i won't. can you blame me? my life ends in every sense that matters if yours does. so please, please, be safe.