New demo! forgive me for falling in love (Patreon)

Hello my wonderful patrons!!

I am feeling a little under the weather (again) which means it's a great time to write because the idea of being on camera is a huge no hehe.  This song just fell out of me last night.  I think it's got legs, though there's definitely finessing to be done.  The arrangement is also very loose, there will be flute eventually.  Let me know what you think!

xxMKR

Lyrics:

I try to unpack it, my thoughts moving slow

All the doubts creeping in, all the things I don’t know

I pour water in oil the frames start to rise

How could I be naive when it’s us on the line

But you hold me with all that you have

And tell me you never wanted to look back

This is the promise I can make

To want you and want it all more

Each sweet mistake

If hurt people hurt people I hope I’m healed enough

And hopefully one day you’ll forgive me for falling in love

I haven’t a ounce of maternal instinct

Is there something wrong?  I’m not sure that I know what to think?

If we had one, would I trust the world to hold her?

I cry and I grieve all the ways I could fail her

But you hold me with all you have

And I never want to look back

This is the promise I can make

To want you then want it all more

Each sweet mistake

If hurt people hurt people I hope I’m healed enough

Hopefully one day you’ll forgive me for falling in love

We go through questions, exhausted the list

I looked out the window at the world sitting still

It was then I knew

there’s no I fear I can’t calm,

no question unanswered,

no hurt I can’t heal next to you 

So I hold you with all I have

And I promise to never look back