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Hello Patreon family! I hope you enjoy my detailed psychological analysis of episode 19 of Your Lie in April! Not going to lie, I am terrified of what is to come next week, given how wholesome and light-hearted the episode was overall.

My main takeaways from the episode

1) What a beautiful display of Kaori's courage and faith in her decision to request the surgery despite the lack of certainty and medical risks; "keep struggling" implies hope in humanity

2) We can only fully appreciate the full spectrum of what life has to offer when we are willing to confront our suffering head-on, because there is liberation once we let go of our resistance against our limiting circumstances

3) What a moving performance delivered by Takeshi, inspired by Kousei and his beautifully emotional journey

I am anticipating some heavy gut punches next week based on the setup of this episode, but the only way is through~

Happy new week, everyone!

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Waiting4Erik

Kaori the target of her own call backs to episode 3 when she goaded and pleaded Kousei back onto the stage, episode 5 at the Bridge of Bravery, and episode 11 OST “My Truth” played during the firefly scene. “My Truth” is Kaori’s Truth for all the things she longs for and to tell Kousei. Episode 3: “You can be sad, a mess, or hitting rock bottom, but you have to keep playing! That’s how people like us move forward.” “I’m a musician after all, just like you…please help me…even if it’s just a little. Please support me before I lose everything I’ve put into this!” Episode 5: “That’s how you make the most beautiful lie…Throw away your fears and just go for it!” Episode 11 “My Truth” “I want to be the one to hold your flower that wilted in a past full of glory… So use your eyes to make shine that flower that wilted in a past full of glory Ah, My Truth… There is but one truth that connects us to an eternity…I’m sure of it” By flower she meant heart and in this episode she refers to Kousei returning life to her own withered heart the same way she hoped to return life to his withered heart. It has all come full circle now. She is a musician after all, just like Kousei. She could never forget. The “most beautiful lie” Kaori refers to is bravery - that you aren’t afraid. Kousei showing devotion reminded Kaori of all of these things.

Alkampus

Can’t believe how close you are to the finish line. Even though I’m rewatching it really feels different after your insight on certain parts of the story.

Jeremy Herttna

I try to at least leave some kind of comment, but I just don't really know what to say. Takeshi put on a stellar performance, and your additional light hearted humor made this episode even better. I can't really express how I'm feeling here with only three episodes left.

Psychotherapist Reacts

I feel the same! Episode 20 which I just finished was devastating lol idk if I’m ready for the last ep 21-22 which I’ll record together

Jeremy Herttna

Yeah, you think you've been adequately prepared for the end of this anime with all of the heavy emotional episodes, but the gloves come off from here. You got this!

Psychotherapist Reacts

Nothing could’ve prepared me for ep 20 despite feeling like I was ready. And, here we go!

Waiting4Erik

Oof, then there’s this full circle from Kaori’s Dad to Kousei: “That devotion you showed brought color into Kaori’s gray heart 🩶 .” All the way back to episode 1 when Kaori brought color into Kousei’s gray heart. 🩶

Waiting4Erik

You’d want to watch them back to back anyway. You know they’re going to leave everyone hanging on the edge of Kousei’s final performance at the end of episode 21. They’ve done this with all of his performances. And you won’t be able to wait to see how it ends. Buckle up, the rollercoaster’s almost done!

Ginko 13

Is episode 20 locked forever on this teir?? I thought it was 1 week behind but the episodes 21-22 is already unlocked since its been like a month, but episode 20 is still locked?

Ginko 13

Thanks so much I'm starting this series now and got worried lol 💚🤍🖤

Psychotherapist Reacts

Weird, for some reason ep 20 was locked. Now it’s available! Enjoy and be prepared!