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All characters depicted in this story are fictional and 18 years of age or older. Everything portrayed is safe, sane, and consensual.

I woke up smiling.

It was the kind of smile that only existed after a night of being thoroughly fucked. The kind that sat soft and satisfied on your face when your body still remembered every deep stroke, every filthy Italian word muttered against your skin, every time his cock had pushed into you like he never planned on stopping. My eyes opened slowly. The room was quiet enough that I could hear Matteo’s breath against the back of my neck, warm and steady. His body was pressed along the full length of mine, solid muscle and heat, one heavy arm locked around my waist like he had claimed the space in his sleep. I could feel the firm shape of his chest against my back, the slow rise and fall of it, the casual power in the way even his resting body stayed wrapped around me.

The sheet had slipped down to our hips during the night. Morning light filtered through the curtains in soft gold stripes across the bed. My body still carried the pleasant, deep ache from the sex the night before, the kind that made me want to stretch and then immediately push back against him just to feel him there again.

I turned carefully so I wouldn’t wake him. As I moved, his arm loosened and his hand slid back across the mattress, still heavy with sleep. Matteo shifted onto his side facing me, the movement slow and unconscious. I watched the way his chest expanded with each breath, the solid shape of his pecs, the clean line of muscle that ran down toward his stomach. His curls were a mess against the white pillow. His mouth was slightly open. On the side of his neck, just above the collarbone, the faint mark I had left last night was still visible, a soft reminder of how hard I had bitten down when he made me come.

Everything felt good. Quiet. Almost normal again.

I slipped out of bed as quietly as I could. The floor was cool under my feet. I picked up the shirt Matteo had discarded the night before and pulled it on. It was soft, slightly oversized, and still held the smell of his skin and cologne. The sleeves fell past my wrists. I rolled them once and then reached for my journal on the nightstand. I wanted to write while the feeling was still clean. Before the day started asking things of us.

Jessica’s door was closed when I stepped into the hallway. No sound came from inside. I told myself that was a good sign. The man from last night was probably gone already, or still asleep. Either way, the apartment felt peaceful in a way it hadn’t for a long time.

I walked into the kitchen barefoot, journal tucked under one arm, and started looking for a clean cup to pour some coffee in. The lower cupboard only had bowls. The one above the sink had mugs, but the one I wanted was pushed all the way to the back of the top shelf. I stretched up on my toes, fingers brushing the ceramic, then lost it again. I jumped once, lightly, and still couldn’t quite get it.

A presence moved in behind me.

Warm. Solid. Close enough that I felt the heat of a body against my back as an arm reached over my head with easy height and took the cup down. For a second the contact was unmistakable. A chest against my shoulder blades. The soft press of hips. Something firm and half hard brushing lightly against me through thin fabric.

I smiled without turning, still facing the cupboard.

“Matteo,” I said, voice low and amused. “You’re still hard?”

The body behind me went still.

Then it stepped back.

I turned.

The man standing in the kitchen was not Matteo.

He was taller than I remembered. Lean and athletic in a way that looked expensive even in nothing but dark underwear. Straight black hair, slightly longer on top, pushed back from a clean-shaven face with sharp cheekbones and dark, assessing eyes. Olive skin; a shade lighter than Matteo’s. Broad shoulders that tapered into a narrow waist. He looked composed even in the awkwardness, like waking up half naked in someone else’s kitchen was only mildly inconvenient.

Recognition hit us at the same time.

The air left my lungs.

NicolĂĄs Ferrer stared at me like he had seen a ghost.

For a long second neither of us spoke. The kitchen felt suddenly too small and too bright. I was still holding the journal against my chest. He was still holding the cup he had taken down for me. His eyes moved over my face, then down the length of Matteo’s shirt, then back up again.

“Lo siento mucho,” he said finally. The Spanish accent was soft but clear, especially when the words came out a little unsteady. “I'm very sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you.”

I couldn’t find my voice right away. My brain was still trying to place him here, in this apartment, in this morning, after all this time.

“What are you doing here, Nicolas?” I asked.

Before he could answer, Jessica’s voice floated in from the hallway.

“You out here, babe?”

She appeared in the doorway wearing only a men’s white shirt that clearly belonged to Nicolas. The hem hit mid-thigh. Her hair was messy in a deliberate way. She was already smiling when she stepped into the kitchen, then the smile froze as she registered me standing there with Nicolás.

Surprise flickered across her face. Real, for half a second. Then something sharper and more controlled settled in its place.

She looked between us slowly.

“Well,” she said. “Looks like the boyfriends have met.”

My stomach dropped.

Does she know?

The question arrived fully formed and cold.

I kept my voice even. “What do you mean?”

Jessica’s expression smoothed into something lighter, almost playful. She moved further into the kitchen and gestured between us with one hand.

“I mean Matteo’s boyfriend,” she said, “and mine.” She turned slightly toward Nicolás. “This is Nicolás Ferrer. He just got back from Madrid a few days ago. We met at a bar.”

NicolĂĄs recovered faster than I did. He set the cup down on the counter and extended his hand toward me. The movement was polite. Controlled.

“Hello, Adrian,” he said. I had no choice but to take his hand. The contact was brief, but it carried too much history. His palm was warm and dry. I felt the exact moment both of us remembered other times we had touched like this, under very different circumstances. I pulled my hand back as soon as it was acceptable.

Jessica watched the whole exchange with careful eyes.

“You know his name?” she asked lightly.

“I just told him before you arrived,” I answered, too quickly.

She held my gaze for a beat longer than necessary, then smiled like she was letting something go for now.

That was when Matteo’s voice came from the bedroom hallway, still rough with sleep.

“Adrian? Where’d you go? I want my morning snuggles.”

He appeared in the doorway wearing only his underwear, hair a complete mess, one hand rubbing at his eye. He looked soft and warm and completely unprepared for the scene in the kitchen.

He stopped walking.

His eyes moved from me in his shirt, to NicolĂĄs in his underwear, to Jessica in the white shirt, and the temperature in the room shifted.

Jessica let out a short, delighted little sound.

“Three half naked men in my kitchen before nine in the morning,” she said. “I must be living right.”

Matteo didn’t smile. He looked at me first, then at NicolĂĄs again, longer this time. Without a word he turned and disappeared back into the bedroom. I heard the sound of a drawer opening. A few seconds later he came back out wearing some shorts and pulling one of his t-shirts over his head. 

Jessica stepped closer to NicolĂĄs and rested a hand on his bare stomach in a way that looked casual and felt deliberate. Her fingers spread slightly across the muscle there.

“Matteo, this is Nicolás,” she said. “Nicolás, my roommate. And his boyfriend, Adrian, who you just met right now.”

Nicolás nodded once. “Pleasure.”

Matteo’s reply was polite and flat. “Hey man.”

Jessica kept her hand on Nicolás as she continued, “He used to live here a few years ago, actually. Before Madrid. Small world, right?”

Nicolás’s eyes flicked to me again when she said it. I felt the look land and stay for a fraction too long. Jessica noticed. Of course she did. A small, satisfied curve touched the corner of her mouth.

“Anyway,” she said, already turning Nicolás toward the hallway with a light push of her fingers, “we’re going back to bed. You two enjoy your morning.”

She guided him out of the kitchen. Just before they disappeared she glanced over her shoulder and added, almost sweetly, “Try not to be too loud if you start anything. I’ve got a boyfriend now too.”

The door to her room closed with a soft, definitive click.

The kitchen went quiet.

Matteo exhaled through his nose and moved toward me. He slid both hands under the shirt I was wearing, palms warm against my waist, and pulled me in. He kissed the side of my neck first, then the corner of my mouth, then my mouth properly. It was possessive without being aggressive. Like he was reminding both of us who I had woken up next to.

“What a douche,” he muttered against my skin. “Walking around someone else’s apartment in his underwear like he owns the place.”

I made a sound that was supposed to be an agreement. My eyes were still on the closed door down the hall.

Matteo pulled back enough to look at my face. His thumbs moved slowly over my hipbones.

“All good, Adrian?”

“Yeah,” I said. “Yeah. Just
 weird way to start the morning.”

He studied me for another second, then nodded. He kissed me once more, softer this time.

“I’m going to run to the bakery. Get those pastries you like. You want coffee from there when I get back?”

“Yes, please.”

He grabbed his wallet and Vespa keys from the counter, stepped into a pair of slides by the door, and left with one last look at me over his shoulder. The front door closed. The apartment settled into a different kind of silence.

I stood alone in the kitchen for a long moment, still wearing his shirt, still holding the journal.

Then I walked out to the balcony.

The morning air was cooler than I expected. I sat in the same chair I had used weeks ago when everything still felt new and fragile, and opened the journal to the older pages. My hands weren’t completely steady. I flipped back through months, then years, until I found the entries from the end of that summer.

The handwriting looked slightly different. Younger somehow.

I stopped on one page and read.

Journal Entry #23

NicolĂĄs left for Madrid today.

He asked me one more time if I was sure. I said yes. I watched him put the last bag in the trunk and I still said yes. Part of me wanted to change my mind. Part of me wanted to tell him I would go with him, that whatever was waiting for me here wasn’t real enough to stay for. But the other part of me kept thinking about a man who isn’t available. A man who is in love with a woman. A man who looks at me like a friend and nothing more.

I let NicolĂĄs go.

I don’t know if that makes me careful or just a coward. He looked at me like he knew there was someone else in the way. He never asked for a name. I never offered one. Maybe that was the kindest thing I did for him.

I stood on the sidewalk until the car disappeared. Then I walked home and tried not to feel like I had made a mistake.

I closed the journal slowly.

The words sat in my chest like something heavy and familiar. I could still see the way Nicolás had looked at me in the kitchen. The recognition. The careful distance. The fact that he had been standing close enough behind me that I had felt him and smiled and said Matteo’s name out loud.

Jessica had brought him here. Into this apartment. Into the middle of the life I was building with Matteo.

I didn’t know how she had found him. I didn’t know how much she knew. But the timing was too clean and her smile had been too sharp for any of it to be accidental.

I leaned back in the chair and looked out at the water. Somewhere behind me, on the other side of a closed door, Nicolás Ferrer was in Jessica’s bed. And somewhere across the city Matteo was buying pastries, completely unaware that the past had just walked into his kitchen wearing almost nothing and called me by name.

I opened the journal again to a blank page, then closed it without writing anything.

The perfect morning I had wanted to document was already gone.

What remained was a single, sharp question that refused to settle:

What happens when Matteo finds out the truth?

────────────────Playing Boyfriends 💋 | Season 2, Episode 12: Sweet Cream, Quiet Lies

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Comments

CJ

OMG Troy! The drama that is about to unfold. Things are going to get messy

mike farrell

WOW
 I knew Jessica would cause trouble for Matteo and Adrian, but I never imagined she’d stoop this low. Despicable.

Stuart

Oh that is devious, not just a kind of guy Adrian liked but a very particular someone he knew, a someone he let go because of his feelings for Matteo. Jess is playing with fire and somebody is going to get burned, badly. Damn Troy you don’t make it safe or easy for these guys.

Derek

so wait, not only has Jessica brought a gentleman caller of her own into the apartment, but this guy just so happens to be Adrian’s ex? As in Adrian’s ex is bisexual as well as Matteo? Is Jess aware? Was Adrian aware? Troy, messy, messy, you devil you!

Dumptruck11

I'm sure Jess is aware because she read his journal so she brought him there to stir up trouble

Dumptruck11

Adrian has to know now that Jess has read his journal. He can't be this obtuse about it. Like come on, Jess has been messing with him and Matteo from the get go. His journal went missing and now that he got it back, suddenly Jess has a new man and it's someone that Adrian messed around with as well?

LovingLife

Ugh. That journal and the fact Jessica read it and knows these things. Matteo is sadly out of the loop. This is why I do not journal and only a handful of people know anything anything about my crushes 😂

Marcus Eddington

Maybe if Mateo had been honest to Adrian about Jessica reading his journal this wouldn’t be an issue . This is just way too much unnecessary drama 
 all of it of their own making ! Relationships are difficult enough without all the BS going on here! It all started from a lie to begin with and now all the trouble behind lie
.What does one expect!!!

J

Oh damn I never expected Jessica’s new guy to be Adrian’s old guy what a wild twist. Honestly when Matteo finds out I don’t think he will care but I do think Jessica found him on purpose after reading the journal because she is trying to cause issues but I see it backfiring on her this time

Josh

What the fuck Troy!! How the hell do you think of this shit? What a curveball holy shit. This is going to be super interesting. At least he’s on to Jessica’s twisted ways because this is definitely 100% on purpose. What a bitch!

Devin

Matteo needs to know the truth. You need to show him those pages in your diary, or explain carefully. I wonder how much Jessica is paying him. Of course that cunt planned this!

Devin

I don’t know why Adrian didn’t say he knew this guy from previously dating him while all four of them were in the room. That would have made Jessica look like an idiot!

Devin

Oh you have got to be kidding! Of course she knew! She read his diary. She probably paid him. She’s a nasty cunt and is now playing dirty, and with fire!

Frank

Well, Troy, I see you are at it again! Did Jessica read that part of the Journal and brought Nicholas in as a test or a threat to Adrian to try to break him? Is she still in love with Matteo and wants him back? What a Bitch!! I guess I'll have to wait and read the following episodes to see what you have contrived for these people.

Boomer

the bitch, Adrian will realize she read his journal now, that's how she found Nicholas. Troy you really like frustrating your readers with this shit! Adrian will leave again and don't blame him until bitch is out!

Michael99

WOW! What a superb twist. I anticipated a jealousy arc but assumed it would be over Jessica moving on...

Shannon1493

Right, I think we need to get a group together and dissappear Jessica ASAP

Marcus Eddington

I can not longer not say what is bothering me
. Jessica is a miserable bitch and she will always be a miserable bitch whether she’s with Mateo or with anyone else I will be so glad when she’s gone so that Mateo and Adrienne can move on with their lives. That’s my story and I’m sticking to it.

Manny

BITCH!