Playing Boyfriends đ | Season 2, Episode 11: Half-Naked Man in the Kitchen (Patreon)
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I woke up smiling.
It was the kind of smile that only existed after a night of being thoroughly fucked. The kind that sat soft and satisfied on your face when your body still remembered every deep stroke, every filthy Italian word muttered against your skin, every time his cock had pushed into you like he never planned on stopping. My eyes opened slowly. The room was quiet enough that I could hear Matteoâs breath against the back of my neck, warm and steady. His body was pressed along the full length of mine, solid muscle and heat, one heavy arm locked around my waist like he had claimed the space in his sleep. I could feel the firm shape of his chest against my back, the slow rise and fall of it, the casual power in the way even his resting body stayed wrapped around me.
The sheet had slipped down to our hips during the night. Morning light filtered through the curtains in soft gold stripes across the bed. My body still carried the pleasant, deep ache from the sex the night before, the kind that made me want to stretch and then immediately push back against him just to feel him there again.
I turned carefully so I wouldnât wake him. As I moved, his arm loosened and his hand slid back across the mattress, still heavy with sleep. Matteo shifted onto his side facing me, the movement slow and unconscious. I watched the way his chest expanded with each breath, the solid shape of his pecs, the clean line of muscle that ran down toward his stomach. His curls were a mess against the white pillow. His mouth was slightly open. On the side of his neck, just above the collarbone, the faint mark I had left last night was still visible, a soft reminder of how hard I had bitten down when he made me come.
Everything felt good. Quiet. Almost normal again.
I slipped out of bed as quietly as I could. The floor was cool under my feet. I picked up the shirt Matteo had discarded the night before and pulled it on. It was soft, slightly oversized, and still held the smell of his skin and cologne. The sleeves fell past my wrists. I rolled them once and then reached for my journal on the nightstand. I wanted to write while the feeling was still clean. Before the day started asking things of us.
Jessicaâs door was closed when I stepped into the hallway. No sound came from inside. I told myself that was a good sign. The man from last night was probably gone already, or still asleep. Either way, the apartment felt peaceful in a way it hadnât for a long time.
I walked into the kitchen barefoot, journal tucked under one arm, and started looking for a clean cup to pour some coffee in. The lower cupboard only had bowls. The one above the sink had mugs, but the one I wanted was pushed all the way to the back of the top shelf. I stretched up on my toes, fingers brushing the ceramic, then lost it again. I jumped once, lightly, and still couldnât quite get it.
A presence moved in behind me.
Warm. Solid. Close enough that I felt the heat of a body against my back as an arm reached over my head with easy height and took the cup down. For a second the contact was unmistakable. A chest against my shoulder blades. The soft press of hips. Something firm and half hard brushing lightly against me through thin fabric.
I smiled without turning, still facing the cupboard.
âMatteo,â I said, voice low and amused. âYouâre still hard?â
The body behind me went still.
Then it stepped back.
I turned.
The man standing in the kitchen was not Matteo.
He was taller than I remembered. Lean and athletic in a way that looked expensive even in nothing but dark underwear. Straight black hair, slightly longer on top, pushed back from a clean-shaven face with sharp cheekbones and dark, assessing eyes. Olive skin; a shade lighter than Matteoâs. Broad shoulders that tapered into a narrow waist. He looked composed even in the awkwardness, like waking up half naked in someone elseâs kitchen was only mildly inconvenient.
Recognition hit us at the same time.
The air left my lungs.
NicolĂĄs Ferrer stared at me like he had seen a ghost.
For a long second neither of us spoke. The kitchen felt suddenly too small and too bright. I was still holding the journal against my chest. He was still holding the cup he had taken down for me. His eyes moved over my face, then down the length of Matteoâs shirt, then back up again.
âLo siento mucho,â he said finally. The Spanish accent was soft but clear, especially when the words came out a little unsteady. âI'm very sorry. I didnât mean to startle you.â
I couldnât find my voice right away. My brain was still trying to place him here, in this apartment, in this morning, after all this time.
âWhat are you doing here, Nicolas?â I asked.
Before he could answer, Jessicaâs voice floated in from the hallway.
âYou out here, babe?â
She appeared in the doorway wearing only a menâs white shirt that clearly belonged to Nicolas. The hem hit mid-thigh. Her hair was messy in a deliberate way. She was already smiling when she stepped into the kitchen, then the smile froze as she registered me standing there with NicolĂĄs.
Surprise flickered across her face. Real, for half a second. Then something sharper and more controlled settled in its place.
She looked between us slowly.
âWell,â she said. âLooks like the boyfriends have met.â
My stomach dropped.
Does she know?
The question arrived fully formed and cold.
I kept my voice even. âWhat do you mean?â
Jessicaâs expression smoothed into something lighter, almost playful. She moved further into the kitchen and gestured between us with one hand.
âI mean Matteoâs boyfriend,â she said, âand mine.â She turned slightly toward NicolĂĄs. âThis is NicolĂĄs Ferrer. He just got back from Madrid a few days ago. We met at a bar.â
NicolĂĄs recovered faster than I did. He set the cup down on the counter and extended his hand toward me. The movement was polite. Controlled.
âHello, Adrian,â he said. I had no choice but to take his hand. The contact was brief, but it carried too much history. His palm was warm and dry. I felt the exact moment both of us remembered other times we had touched like this, under very different circumstances. I pulled my hand back as soon as it was acceptable.
Jessica watched the whole exchange with careful eyes.
âYou know his name?â she asked lightly.
âI just told him before you arrived,â I answered, too quickly.
She held my gaze for a beat longer than necessary, then smiled like she was letting something go for now.
That was when Matteoâs voice came from the bedroom hallway, still rough with sleep.
âAdrian? Whereâd you go? I want my morning snuggles.â
He appeared in the doorway wearing only his underwear, hair a complete mess, one hand rubbing at his eye. He looked soft and warm and completely unprepared for the scene in the kitchen.
He stopped walking.
His eyes moved from me in his shirt, to NicolĂĄs in his underwear, to Jessica in the white shirt, and the temperature in the room shifted.
Jessica let out a short, delighted little sound.
âThree half naked men in my kitchen before nine in the morning,â she said. âI must be living right.â
Matteo didnât smile. He looked at me first, then at NicolĂĄs again, longer this time. Without a word he turned and disappeared back into the bedroom. I heard the sound of a drawer opening. A few seconds later he came back out wearing some shorts and pulling one of his t-shirts over his head.
Jessica stepped closer to NicolĂĄs and rested a hand on his bare stomach in a way that looked casual and felt deliberate. Her fingers spread slightly across the muscle there.
âMatteo, this is NicolĂĄs,â she said. âNicolĂĄs, my roommate. And his boyfriend, Adrian, who you just met right now.â
NicolĂĄs nodded once. âPleasure.â
Matteoâs reply was polite and flat. âHey man.â
Jessica kept her hand on NicolĂĄs as she continued, âHe used to live here a few years ago, actually. Before Madrid. Small world, right?â
NicolĂĄsâs eyes flicked to me again when she said it. I felt the look land and stay for a fraction too long. Jessica noticed. Of course she did. A small, satisfied curve touched the corner of her mouth.
âAnyway,â she said, already turning NicolĂĄs toward the hallway with a light push of her fingers, âweâre going back to bed. You two enjoy your morning.â
She guided him out of the kitchen. Just before they disappeared she glanced over her shoulder and added, almost sweetly, âTry not to be too loud if you start anything. Iâve got a boyfriend now too.â
The door to her room closed with a soft, definitive click.
The kitchen went quiet.
Matteo exhaled through his nose and moved toward me. He slid both hands under the shirt I was wearing, palms warm against my waist, and pulled me in. He kissed the side of my neck first, then the corner of my mouth, then my mouth properly. It was possessive without being aggressive. Like he was reminding both of us who I had woken up next to.
âWhat a douche,â he muttered against my skin. âWalking around someone elseâs apartment in his underwear like he owns the place.â
I made a sound that was supposed to be an agreement. My eyes were still on the closed door down the hall.
Matteo pulled back enough to look at my face. His thumbs moved slowly over my hipbones.
âAll good, Adrian?â
âYeah,â I said. âYeah. Just⊠weird way to start the morning.â
He studied me for another second, then nodded. He kissed me once more, softer this time.
âIâm going to run to the bakery. Get those pastries you like. You want coffee from there when I get back?â
âYes, please.â
He grabbed his wallet and Vespa keys from the counter, stepped into a pair of slides by the door, and left with one last look at me over his shoulder. The front door closed. The apartment settled into a different kind of silence.
I stood alone in the kitchen for a long moment, still wearing his shirt, still holding the journal.
Then I walked out to the balcony.
The morning air was cooler than I expected. I sat in the same chair I had used weeks ago when everything still felt new and fragile, and opened the journal to the older pages. My hands werenât completely steady. I flipped back through months, then years, until I found the entries from the end of that summer.
The handwriting looked slightly different. Younger somehow.
I stopped on one page and read.
Journal Entry #23
NicolĂĄs left for Madrid today.
He asked me one more time if I was sure. I said yes. I watched him put the last bag in the trunk and I still said yes. Part of me wanted to change my mind. Part of me wanted to tell him I would go with him, that whatever was waiting for me here wasnât real enough to stay for. But the other part of me kept thinking about a man who isnât available. A man who is in love with a woman. A man who looks at me like a friend and nothing more.
I let NicolĂĄs go.
I donât know if that makes me careful or just a coward. He looked at me like he knew there was someone else in the way. He never asked for a name. I never offered one. Maybe that was the kindest thing I did for him.
I stood on the sidewalk until the car disappeared. Then I walked home and tried not to feel like I had made a mistake.
I closed the journal slowly.
The words sat in my chest like something heavy and familiar. I could still see the way NicolĂĄs had looked at me in the kitchen. The recognition. The careful distance. The fact that he had been standing close enough behind me that I had felt him and smiled and said Matteoâs name out loud.
Jessica had brought him here. Into this apartment. Into the middle of the life I was building with Matteo.
I didnât know how she had found him. I didnât know how much she knew. But the timing was too clean and her smile had been too sharp for any of it to be accidental.
I leaned back in the chair and looked out at the water. Somewhere behind me, on the other side of a closed door, NicolĂĄs Ferrer was in Jessicaâs bed. And somewhere across the city Matteo was buying pastries, completely unaware that the past had just walked into his kitchen wearing almost nothing and called me by name.
I opened the journal again to a blank page, then closed it without writing anything.
The perfect morning I had wanted to document was already gone.
What remained was a single, sharp question that refused to settle:
What happens when Matteo finds out the truth?
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