Find a way (Patreon)

All memebers. (No worries if you don't want to read this all. It's just me brainstorming my issues with PxP Content and why it's so hard.)

I feel so lost. Trying to figure out why I feel this way, when it comes to YB or PxP. I don't know what I need to try or do. I still loved to doodle this deep inside, but at the same time it felt so hard. (Peter Sadness comes from me and this situation. Sorry about that.)

I have drawn YB for almost 4 years. I drew him so much when I started couple years and compared to then and now, it's night and day and I really shouldn't compare my past. I don't know how I managed to draw basically 1 art everyday back in 2022 but it created a memory I should be able to do now (2026), but I can't anymore.

I think of PxP stuff almost everyday and what I could draw, but I have so huge back log... and need to focus on those....

.... am I really gate keeping my motivation this much and trying to place it in things I have in the works?.... some level gate keeping is okay but my situation might be that all of the motivation until X from my to do list is done is placed in wips, what might backfire right now as me not being able to focus on older things... Need to try something when next PxP idea or motivation kicks instead of directing it somewhere old.